Let me Love Her Mother

Let me Love Her Mother
The story


At Anin's house in Ana's visit. He was still crying in front of his sister. Liam accidentally contacted his aunt, because Anin who continued to cry and did not want Liam to approach.


"I was betrayed by someone I trusted, An. Liam is in contact with Renata and he's lying. Liam started out like Frans. I'm scared, An. What am I supposed to do? Liam will leave me and be with Lidya. He'll alienate me, just like Frans when he fell in love with Lidya. Lidya will snatch it from me" cried Anin who sounded sobbing.


Liam Yamg heard behind the door of his mother's room only speechless. She felt so guilty, now she hurt her mother whom she loved so much.


'I have to how god. She's my mother and Renata's my responsibility, Liam's inner self behind the walls of her mother's room. He was sitting limply against the wall, clutching his face at the knees he had folded. His back seemed to shake.


"Sir, stop measuring the past. It's not the same as your past, ma'am. Liam chose Renata because he was his wife. Aiden also exists. Don't keep comparing your past to Liam's. You will continue to be led into something bad. Try you give Lidya a chance. Look what he's like now. Give yourself a chance to make peace with the situation. Maybe this is God's way so you can make peace with Lidya and your past. By sending Lidya back. Let's try to open your heart to forgive him" Ana advised.


Anin shook her head still in disbelief. Lidya is still the same person. Ana could only shake her head to see her brother's reaction.


"Pardon does not mean forgetting, forgiving it to make peace with the mistakes that hurt us. At least when we remember back with those bad memories, those bad memories won't hurt us anymore, because we've forgiven them. You won't be able to forget those memories, but you can forgive her, Ma'am," Ana said. Anin hugged her sister with a tear that broke again.


Liam who heard from outside the tantamount conversation was just silently glued and seemed to ponder. In reality Liam has not completely forgiven Lidya. During this time he did not even call Lidya with the name Mama.


...***...


At home, Renata went straight to his mother. And she finds her mother in the kitchen with Aiden while feeding Aiden. Renata met his mother with the bag he was holding. He slammed the bag on his simple dinner table and looked at his mother who was feeding Aiden.


"You're home, Re?" he asked while continuing to feed Aiden who was eating in his high chair chair seat greedily.


"Is it true that my mother and father-in-law were friends? Is it true that Liam's mother helped Mama while in Germany?" scourge Renata on Lidya who still looks shocked. He took a breath and let go, he looked at the emotionally looking Renata.


"Yes, we're friends. Mama needs a job and she offers a job at her family's restaurant. At that time Mama knew her family," explained Lidya looked calm. He continued to feed Aiden with his last feed. "At that time there were those who offered Mama back to cooking at other luxury restaurants, such as Indonesian cuisine restaurants, then Mama moved to work there. Frans Liam's father often eats there at Mama's new workplace," Lidya explained again while cleaning up Aiden who had just finished eating.


"It was there that we began to get close without Anin's knowledge. Back then she was very depressed with Anin, she told him all about her household. And you know slowly we started to get close and have a relationship more than just a friend sharing a story. It was out of our plans, our relationship developed in a more serious direction, because he was not happy with Anin. Anin was more concerned with her career than her family. She did not even care about her daughter who was suffering from a mental illness. Her beautiful daughter was always under pressure from her social environment, but she was even more busy with herself. Then slowly he began to ignore everything, he often went back and forth between Indonesia and Germany because of his busyness in the world of designers and modeling. His career was very high at the time. Everyone knew who he was, but he forgot to pay attention to his family. Then his family began to fall apart, at that time Mama dared to come closer and accept Frans, because they would separate. But when she found out Mama and Frans were getting close, she started to change, she took a break from modeling and started being a good mom,"


"Mama felt only used and dumped Frans just like that, so Mama did the trap on Frans and made our scandal known to her. My mother had intended to destroy it. But Mama came back unbearable and deleted all shortly after Mama sent vidio the scandal. But unexpectedly it turned out that our news spread quickly without a plan from Mama, because their family was in the spotlight at that time because Anin was a famous model at that time. It was then that everything became chaotic and uncontrollable again. Mom is so sorry, Re. If time can be turned, then Mama will fix it, son, Mama will choose to give up and stay away. Because Mama's regret also made Mama go from there," Lidya's story at length.


Renata fell silent and cried. Lidya looked at Renata.


"Sorry, son. Mama's sin in the past must be you who bear it, too" said Lidya who looks very sorry.


"What's going on? Did Anin see you? Did Anin ask you to stay away from your husband again?" lidya asked, Renata just kept quiet, she kept crying.


"I'm starting to feel disgusted by my own relationship, Mah. I feel like Mama. That's what Liam's mom said. I'm like Mama, After Mama was with her father, now I don't know the shame of continuing to stay with Liam" Renata said.


Lidya fell silent and began to think. He immediately opened his apron.


"No. You're not Mama. Mama's gonna pay for everything now. Calm down" muttered Lidya and left Renata still crying and clutched her face at her dining table. He was still unaware of his mother's departure.


...***...


Lidya immediately meets Lusi in her room, and asks Lusi to drive her somewhere.


"Where's aunt?" tanya Luzhi was still confused.


"Fourth Anin. Help aunty meet Anin, yes," said Lidya, Lusi nodded in understanding.


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