Let's, Divorce
The Part 36
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The word divorce seems so easy to say by Viana even though in fact it has no effect on her marriage to Andra, because however only the man has the right to decide the end of their household.
Andra never considered what was ejected from his wife's tiny lips, he knew if once he agreed just like a farewell let alone their marriage was still under his hands.
Never in the heart of Andra a divorce, he had indeed from the beginning had accepted his match with Viana despite not knowing the figure of the girl at all.
He who tried to be a good husband without anyone knowing if he was desperately put Viana's name in his heart.
What about Haura?
Is he not the owner of the heart?
Yes, it is true because Haura is the center of Andra's mind all this time but that does not mean she is blind and deaf. Andra needs time when she can be ready to release the girl who is so very dear to her.
Everyone knows, breaking a relationship that is no longer a matter of days is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand, there will be fragile and rest of the next regret.
Andra did not want to feel that, at least he would no longer look back when he really felt ready to lose. Because surely only his figure left but not with his memories.
As he tries to be sincere, at the same time he will gradually focus his attention on the wife. All can not be instant and certainly requires a long process including removing Haura.
Going with a smile and saying goodbye for a reason is the way that is being planned. Andra does not want to suddenly disappear because however they have many unforgettable memories overnight.
And after the incident that night, their relationship just did not get better. Vians remained at his parents' house and so did Andra. Viana only entered school after two days of sick permission due to the abusive actions of her husband.
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"Me or you?" haura asked as she and Andra were already sitting opposite each other in the courtyard beside the school during the break.
"You, Ra. I can't stand it" replied Andra.
"There is nothing wrong, we who are selfish continue to want to survive" said Andra. I want her to curse her own heart which is why she loves Haura so sincerely.
"You, because I have retreated many times, Ndra," Haura protested.
"Sorry."
Haura smiled, she knew and was ready if this day would come. It was not something that was difficult for him because Haura had given up many times. He is like an item being contested by Andra and his parents who are very restrictive. But Haura always gave an explanation if there was a time when they would definitely split up.
"Done, thanks for everything. Thank you for being involved in my maturation process. Although you are not my destiny, you are still the main role in my life, Andra. Happy happy with the girl who is one Aamiin and Faith with you. Love is never wrong, it comes because of a sense of comfort. And, God remains one only way we ask for his blessing is different."
Andra shook her head, she cried because she could not hear the farewell words from Haura. This time he certainly could not beg the girl not to go, unlike yesterday-yesterday Andra will ask Haura to withdraw all the words that hurt.
"It's okay not to say hello anymore, I'm not angry" Haura continued.
This is what Andra fears, they part when the heart is not ready to lose.
"I-I, I love you" Andra said softly.
"I won't ask you to numb it, if I'm in your position I certainly can't, give your love to Viana, she's more entitled to be loved by you."
"I'll try, Ra. But don't hate me" beg Andra again.
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"I have no reason to, let me release you as much as I sincerely love you"