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"Why, why should I? will he be like me?" lirih Viana.
"What do you mean, Vi?" ask Andra who doesn't understand.
"I'm afraid he's a brokenhome boy" he said, which immediately made Andra shocked.
In his embrace was Viana who even made the child's cry break instantly.
"The boy will be happy, Vi. He won't be rich you, trust me ya."
"Dad wasn't strong and back off, and then what about me, Ndra."
"Ssttt, don't talk that way, Vi. I guarantee everything will be fine, yes" Andra said.
"But Dad said, living with someone who loves someone else is painful, there is but not considered and good but destroyed inside, I'm afraid."
Viana had her own trauma, she knew how hurt her father when he knew the mother's affair, they often quarreled with each of them raised the tone of speech. Because the presence of a third person makes divorce a middle ground to maintain sanity without them knowing that their child is the real victim. The impact was so real in Viana and she did not want to experience the same thing as Dad, living with his body but somewhere in his heart.
"To that end, help me also to love you yes, to love you which is my duty. Don't break my efforts, Vi."
"Something that is forced will not be good, as well as the feeling, I do not want to be more tired later," said Viana, late this time he was often crying and it won very tired, very tired, his heart was completely destroyed by fate.
Andra understood what his wife feared, let alone Viana because she felt the same way, having to spend the rest of her life with a woman who is clearly not her choice and not the one she loves is as difficult, as it hurts but Andra is willing to try because she knows how hard her heart says Haura's name in prayer, he could not take the girl from his Lord.
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Viana, who was lying down and accompanied by Andra, sat on the floor rubbing his wife's head to fall asleep quickly. Viana can be grateful in the heart because she no longer feels nausea and vomiting to have to go back and forth to the bathroom like when she came home from school this afternoon.
It feels really uncomfortable because it makes his head dizzy, not to mention a sudden feeling of weakness as if the body has no bones and then collapses just like that.
"Prophey, Vi. We are in the process, may the end of what we are trying to bring happiness, Thank you for being present and mother of my child, although it's not easy, but I promise I'll always be there for you, yeah, we're together, okay." the slow voice sounded faint in Viana's ears but the drowsiness made her unable to open her eyes. He let Andra speak as she pleased because the man had also promised not to touch her again.
Andra kissed Viana's forehead very gently, her position as the wife and mother of her descendants was certainly much higher than the woman she still loved so much to this day.
Just by remembering that, Andra can slightly erode the shadow of Haura from her eye sling because it is true if...
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Not her painful breakup, but parting because it is still the hardest love.