Li Xiang the Immortal
70 - Self-Meminance

After finishing bandaging all of Xiao Xing Fu's wounds, giving medicine to her and changing the young man's already dirty clothes, Li Xiang walked out from inside the room. "You just go inside to rest. All of you also to take care of Xing Fu." He said to Lin Hao who was sitting in front of the room.

Li Xiang brought Xiao Xing Fu into his room just now, which was right in front of his room.

"What about Nuan's sister?" Lin Hao stood up slowly. He feels better now than he did before. "Where is he?"

"I'll take him soon. You keep Xing Fu inside. Don't leave it alone."

"Eum.." Lin Hao thought for a moment, "As a payment, I'll ask you for a lot of explanations later and you'll have to answer."

"Depending on how you question me," Li Xiang turned his body and went towards the living room to overcome the evil spirit that possessed Bai Nuan's body.

After hearing Li Xiang's reply, Lin Hao walked into the room where Xiao Xing Fu was.

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The possessed Bai Nuan looked towards Li Xiang's arrival. He looked at the teenager angrily, "Let go of me!"

"The only way to get him out without hurting Nuan is to get into his subconscious and destroy him there." Inner Li Xiang.

The white flames surrounding Bai Nuan's body disappeared. Li Xiang also arrived in front of the girl, "Now we see, what kind of evil spirit has disturbed my calm." He touched Bai Nuan's forehead with two fingers.

Li Xiang's gaze was originally dark. He could finally see something in front of him. One of the places that existed in the sect, more precisely an artificial lake that was near the Patriarch's residence.

The real Bai Nuan was currently dealing with himself. But a reflection of him has a red iris.

The real Bai Nuan seemed to be crying while sitting on the ground. "No, you're not right, hiks.my father loves me. He cares about me."

"Oh yeah? Then why does he always attach more importance to his sect than to us? Even when our Mother was still alive, she only took care of her sect without paying any attention to us at all. He doesn't care! To us or to Mom! All he thought about every day was sects, sects and sects." Saying Bai Nuan's reflection. His eyes were glassy, "He spent a lot of time just with Brother Hao. Teach him, give him attention and care for him.

But has he ever given us the same attention? Why does he care more about Brother Hao than we do? We're his real children, not him. I also want him to pay attention to us like how he pays attention to Brother Hao.

I envy him, I envy him because he can spend a lot of time with dad. I envy her because she can get the attention of dad. No matter how hard I try to be better than Brother Hao, I can never be. Dad loved her more. It must be because he has better abilities than me.

Then, why is it that only Brother Hao knows about the poison in your body? As a child, I knew nothing about it. Why did you hide it and not tell me? I feel like a stranger.

Why does Brother Hao always get what I want? Deep down, I hate him. I hate him so much. I want him out of this world. I hate it when he's being nice to me. He must have pretended to be good in front of me.

I'm so lonely. No one understands. I want you to watch me."

"Enough, hiks.." Bai Nuan said. Now his heart feels lonely, hate, all the negative feelings he feels. All the prejudice, the pain of his feelings was obvious. What all the mirrors said was indeed true in his heart and thoughts.

Li Xiang walked over to Bai Nuan. "Why are you crying just because of that?"

Bai Nuan was shocked when he heard Li Xiang's voice. He glanced to the side, "M-ming'er.."

Bai Nuan was speechless when he heard Li Xiang's words. The person who had the same physique as Bai Nuan was just silent as he watched Bai Nuan. He did not glance at Li Xiang at all, as if he did not see his presence or hear his voice.

"I think he takes care of his sect pretty well. He doesn't care about you or your mother and he doesn't care about his sect any more than you. He just didn't want your place, place and your mother's place to disappear or so to say, he didn't want your place in the sect to disappear. He did not want to lose his place of residence. Therefore, he was guarding the sect as best as he could. Not because it considers the sect more important than you. But because he didn't want to lose the place where he could return, where he could gather with his family in peace."

Bai Nuan's pupils trembled when he heard Li Xiang's words, "Where did you know that from?"

"He told me that." Li Xiang shrugged both of his shoulders, "Then your father paid more attention to Hao, not because your father liked him more because he was talented. But because he owed a debt of gratitude to Hao's dead parents. Therefore, she raised Hao well and taught him many things.

Then the reason why your father didn't say anything about the poison in his body, was because he didn't want to worry you. All of this is done for you.

It is not he who makes you feel lonely, but you alone make it with your own prejudices without knowing the truth. You want your father to watch you and understand you. But you yourself don't want to know what it feels like. You're the one who made your own negative feelings."

"Hiks.you're right.I don't know anything about dad.hiks.." Bai Nuan covered his face with both hands.

The reflection of Bai Nuan slowly faded away. The sky that was originally a little cloudy was now turned into light without any clouds at all.

"Go back to where your father is. Don't be overwhelmed by your negative feelings. You almost went into the darkness and disappeared. If that had happened, you would have disappeared because your soul was eaten by that evil spirit." Li Xiang said. He extended a hand.

Bai Nuan lowered his head with eyes that were still slightly watery. He accepted Li Xiang's helping hand, "I'm sorry.."

"Not think about it anymore. I'm sure your father would love you."

Bai Nuan looked up and smiled, "Thank you.. Ming'er..," slowly his body turned transparent and disappeared into a grain of light that rose upwards.

"Now just find it." Li Xiang walked away.

Not long after he walked, the scenery around him changed. Now it became a vast meadow with a starless night sky. From behind came the footsteps of someone approaching Li Xiang.

"You dare also come in here, boy." Her speech.

Li Xiang turned his body. At a distance of several meters from him, a man with many wounds on his body appeared. There was a red line around his neck. The man's body gave off a foul smell.

Li Xiang placed both of his hands behind his head. Not seem to relax. But he opened his blindfold. When the blindfold was removed from his face, his eyes closed. He put the black cloth under his clothes, then opened his eyes slowly. But it was not the golden iris seen in his eyes. Except red!

The eyes of the evil spirit widened upon realizing something. The face he knew very well. "You.. Xiang.. How could you still be alive?!"

"Huh? Do I know you?" Li Xiang was confused.

The evil spirit was silent when it heard Li Xiang's words. But his expression still looked surprised.

Li Xiang slightly lowered his head with a slanted smile, "There's a way I might forget about you. You're a traitor."