Light For Gus Mu
Chapter 23: Meet kang lebay
Last night, Wafi stayed awake, with a cup of coffee and cigarettes. He only sucked half a stick, he was reminded of Shafiyah who caught him bribing, the girl's gaze even looked dislike. Wafi will try to reduce his bad habits, so that his life is healthier too.
”Abi, abi, abi, abi." Call the man who was standing closed his eyes, feeling the morning air on the mountain peak calming. He kept calling out the figure he so longed for, until he was sick of the yearning that tormented him. The caresses, the strokes, the compliments, the arms of the father were so still strong in his memory. She wants it so badly, she needs her father's hug. Both of his eyes suddenly dripped a grain of clear water and moistened his cheeks.” Ruby, abi... Abi!!!!!!!!” his screams were so loud, his voice echoed and tormented the ears. All his friends turned their heads, Wafi kept shouting and Ishmael hunted him.
”Abi hiks, abi. I'm tired!, can I catch up with Abi.. I'm tired, I can't take it anymore. Abi.....!!! aaaa.. hiks!! I'm tired.” She cried again and Ishmael hugged her tightly from behind. Wafi's large body collapsed and Ishmael continued to hold her, while others approached because Wafi was not doing well at the moment.
”Aaaaaaa,,,,,!!" the man continued to scream and his voice tormented Ismail's eardrum which held him strong. Wafi could plunge down the mountain.
”Wafi quiet, wafi!" ismail snapped hoping that Wafi realized from the shadow of his ashes that he could not see again in real.
”Wafi hey, Wafi," exclaimed Angga along trying to calm down.
”Nangis aja if you want, crying is not a sign of weak Wafi. Cry,” added Feri to keep the man calm and Wafi continued to cry. Ishmael restrained him with all his might, and Wafi revolted until the others came to hold him down.
”Hiks...!” Wafi's cries are becoming more and more. Everything was silent and some tidied up the items to immediately go down the mountain. Wafi continued to cry and his friends waited until Wafi was ready to leave the summit. Everyone has their own busy lives, some work and Ismail only permits one night to his wife Kamila.
At the top of her child crying, at home the mother worried and felt bad not being upset, kept trying to call her son but could not. Bayyin silently watched his umin who was overwhelmed with anxiety.
”Asstaghfirullah aa you, very happy to make parents worried,” lirih Raihanah and Bayyin took a deep breath.
”Sabar umi, if aa has come down for sure call, he must have gone straight home here.” Bayyin tried to entertain but still generally did not look calm.
The sound of a car stopping in front of the house made the two wonder, who came? Bayyin pulled the window curtain, peeking. He smiled as he saw Jelita, Jane and Noah coming. Without giving any news first.
”Om Noah," said Bayyin so excited and Raihanah stared out the window, she got up and helped Bayyin. The two come out together and Noah immediately smiles seeing his beloved sister, and his niece Bayyinah.
”Bang," said Raihanah and hugged her brother. Noah patted his sister's head gently and Raihanah cried.
”Bayyin," exclaimed Jelita so enthusiastically and hugged Bayyin tightly, after her mother Jane.” Where's Afsheen?”
”He worked, came home in the afternoon," Bayyinah replied.
”Iya please bring everyone here sir,” pinta Noah to the taxi driver to help him bring all the souvenirs into the house. Raihanah took a deep breath, feeling shocked to see all the groceries her sister, Jane and Jelita had bought, even riding a different taxi. Noah did not want his sister's family to lack groceries, sometimes he asked a wholesale subscription to send to his sister's house every month, with payment transactions via transfer. Noah is still the same, deeply in love with his sister and all his nephews.
Bayyin was treated abroad for only a year. After his condition improved a little he asked for treatment in Indonesia, because Wafi was alone in prison. Bayyin did not have the heart, and until now often felt guilty for his brother's life. The way Noah brought everything to Canada, to avoid the media who continued to target the family because of the Wafi murder case. And it was not enough until Raihanah and her two daughters had to patiently face the reproach and mockery of the people.
”You want to open a store in my home?” raihanah and Noah laughed and so did his wife.
”Yes it's okay, just open the store,” Noah even serve and Raihanah went to the kitchen to take the drinking water and snacks he had.
”Bayyin where's Wafi?" jane asked impatiently to see her husband's niece.
Bayyin shook his head and Noah approached him.” Why son?" noah asked hoarsely, Bayyin shook his head again and did not want to tell him anything. Especially when everything just came.
”Later to go home, he must have been as happy as Aunt came. Why isn't Sandy coming?” Bayyin switched the conversation and Noah looked anxious.
”Sandy is busy in college, later he can come here if he wants.” Jane and Bayyin nodded.
Noah is eager to come to Indonesia after knowing Wafi is free, but he has to take care of a lot of work in order to meet his sister's family without burden. Last year he visited Wafi, he was eager to see the boy at this time. But there isn't even.
”Says you want to lamar?” asked Noah with a smile so wide.
”Not an application, just play.” Answer Bayyin.
”Isn't Afsheen the same Greetings when? Aunt forgot,” said Jane.
”Another month may be, November certainly, but the date is still set again,” said Bayyin and Jane nodding her head.
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In Bandung city, now night has arrived. A girl was standing watching a man who was also watching the steamed bakery seller. The man looked willing and stroked his sixpack stomach, he was hungry but had no money. He has to save, eat once, the important drinking water there is. The man turned his head towards Shafiyah and he was surprised.
The deg! his heart was pounding, seeing the girl he loved standing by watching. Shafiyah lowered her head and finally Wafi stepped away avoiding the girl. Shafiyah approached the open tub car of a steamed bun seller and bought a few slices of bread, flavored with chocolate and nuts. When it was over, the girl paid and caught up with Wafi. Wafi had entered through the gate of the sanggar and Shafiyah ran after him.
”Gus!” call Shafiyah and Wafi jerks. Wafi turned his head and saw the girl standing outside the gate. He did not come closer and stayed where he stood.” Assalamu'alaikum.”
”Gus ngusir me?” shafiyah's voice was heavy.
”According to you alone?" wafi's voice was hoarse and Shafiyah lowered her head full of sadness.” Go Bibah, don't bother me. And please, forget everything I ever said to you before. Understand?” as soon as he spoke, even though he himself was afraid of hurting the girl.
Shafiyah raised her head and Wafi turned away with both watery eyes, she was smashed apart with her own words. Both of Shafiyah's eyes were also red and watery but the girl kept trying hard.
”Nothing I have to forget, because there is nothing between us.” He fulfilled Wafi's wish and Wafi felt ill hearing it.” I bring food, please eat." He offered me a bushel of food and steamed cake that he had bought earlier.
Wafi was silent and only the sound of her rumbling stomach represented, she felt ashamed until her tears dripped. Then she hurriedly wiped her tears and Shafiyah also cried. Two humans who are both in love, but must bury deeply in the desire of both to be together.
”Go Shafiyah,” expel Wafi back and Shafiyah remains silent in place.
”Please on the meal,” pinta Shafiyah and put all the food on the long chair in front of the fence.
”I don't want to, please take it away,” Wafi's words were upset and Shafiyah shook her head.
”Gus may hate me, but let me devote myself to my teacher and teacher's child. I can't eat quietly, if Gus himself doesn't have food for Gus to eat. Please accept,” said the girl so softly, Wafi cried so well with herself. Both are sick and unable to hold back tears.
Wafi wiped her tears and kept staring in the other direction.” Go Bibah, I beg.”
”Gus can cry, please. I stay here until Gus nerima everything I bring.”
”No, why do I cry too," ketus Wafi but unfortunately his tears continue to fall.
”Gus can cry as much, crying for men is often considered weak. Though crying is the right of all men, God creates the same feeling, only women are a little more sensitive. Gus cry please, overflow everything and do not hold it. it hurts and even adds to the burden, be patient. I apologize for everything Khalisah said, I am really sorry,” Shafiyah said at length while sobbing, and made Wafi unable to hear.
”Why should you apologize? don't cry.”
”I also do not accept my Gus in such contempt, Khalisah has been issued. I hope Gus comes home, everyone is worried.” Shafiyah wiped her tears and Wafi kept her head down. Gus Mu was flabbergasted to hear the girl's accidental mention to him.
”You said what was 'My gums'. You said what?” tanya Wafi and Shafiyah were nervous.
”Gus pesantren Al Bidayah means, that's what I mean gus.” He answered nervously and bit his lips. Wafi chuckled and he could not help but laugh. So adorable is Shafiyah when talking.” At meal yes,” pinta Shafiyah and Gus Mu silent.
”Why should Khalisah be issued? this is the problem because of misunderstanding, you also do not have to apologize.”
”This is outrageous, and he's wrong. Did Gus belain him because Gus liked him?"
”Asstaghfirullah you aaaaaakh," Gus Mu clenched his hands and Shafiyah retreated in fear, but both were far away. Wafi chuckled so frustrated at Shafiyah's question." You say women are more sensitive than men? that's a big mistake, you yourself are insensitive. Though it's blatant, don't know ah." Wafi pouted and Shafiyah smiled.
”Not to smile,” Let Wafi be upset.
”I don't smile.” Denying Shafiyah.
”Your eyes narrowed earlier, I know you're smiling, you're mocking me?" accuse Wafi of being punctuated by laughter. The two red and somber eyes were now seen again sparkling after meeting his sun, the light of his weak soul.
”Sama once did not gus, yes I already say goodbye. Please eat food at eat.” Shafiyah stared at her watch at a glance then pointed at the food she was carrying, she hoped, the stomach that sounded earlier could be full with all that.
”It's mostly,” Wafi awkward to receive something from others, let alone again his beloved girl.
”Nothing, the bread is for breakfast tomorrow. Gus asked me if I needed anything." Shafiyah said so sincerely, trying to reduce her sadness because of the initial speech of Wafi earlier.
”Why are you still good Bibah, even though I ngusir you earlier, and ask you to forget everything.” Wafi muttered and he had to try to also bury his love.
”You evil gus, after I drifted away because of my love. Gus asked me to forget everything, okay if it has to be this way. I don't deserve Gus Wafi." Shafiyah muttered feeling inferior.
”Hopefully you can forget everything, but I can't seem to. Trying to avoid you I am weak, Shafiyah, may you be happy. And your happiness is not with me, I cannot guarantee kindness if I get you.” Wafi muttered and his gaze returned, what is the point of being able to do what he thinks? where could.
”I say goodbye, assalamu'alaikum." Shafiyah retreated away, her voice raspy, the girl stepped away with tears in her eyes. Wafi went out through the gate and watched Shafiyah until she actually saw the girl enter her house.
Shafiyah kept crying, she just let her tears fall, the man said once. As he expected more. The girl was indeed good at hiding the wounds that were afflicting her, the current wounds were the most painful wounds. He has never been in love with any man except your Gus, and the man confesses his feelings as well. Then now that she was dropped with the fact that the man asked her to forget everything, did the man really? good at making the spiciness of the girls rise, after being provoked and then ignore.