Light For Gus Mu
Chapter 37: Father is worried
Shafiyah was examined by a doctor, her father and mother came straight to the hospital. Shafiyah was stressed and having insomnia, she also got a scuff wound on her forehead, her clothes were also dusty. Shafiyah is now outside the hospital, with everyone. He continued to mislead because Farel was watching him, his shoulders warmly embraced by his father.
”Thank you so much for helping my son" Herman said with a smile. Everyone nodded and smiled as well.
”Fiyah take care of your health,” said Rosa and Shafiyah nodded.
”Thank you everyone, bring me here. Sorry ngerepotin,” said Shafiyah rasak.
”Sama once not, hopefully healthy quickly yes,” added Aidan and Shafiyah nodded.
”Farel, you are also here.” Sara exclaimed, completely indifferent to Shafiyah's other friends.” Thank you for nolongin son Aunt,” he said so friendly.
”Dih,” said Nur reflex and Rosa elbowed her arm. Shafiyah lowered her head, she was embarrassed by the neglect her mother had done. But not Farel who works a lot.
”Sama-sama Aunty," replied Farel.
Not long, Shafiyah pamit. He brought his parents, Rosa and Nur noticed. Aidan and Farel left first, the two girls were confused to see no matter what Ima was.
”They quarreled like him," said Rosa. He continued to stare at the departure of the luxury car until far away and was not seen again.
”Shafiyah I think already know, about your Gus matchmaking same Ima.”
Both Rosa's eyes were round hearing it." I'm also horrified, is that really nur? kok can si, Ima should understand dong same feeling Shafiyah.” Rosa sounded so upset.
”Yes hard, Ima people also like Gus Mu. Puyeng deh ah, let's go home now." Nur said as she stepped away, Rosa also stepped following him.
Along the way, Shafiyah was silent. The girl sat in the middle and her father watched from the rearview mirror. Sara seemed busy herself with her hape, embracing Shafiyah's shoulder was rejected Shafiyah. The girl stared out the car glass, daydreaming and her two eyes watering. Herman was worried, he was wasting long breaths repeatedly. His son's attitude is getting quiet now. Shafiyah also did not feel at home in Dawn, full of rules and she continued to be scolded if wrong.
The house of Dawn. Dawn was reading five letters from Wafi Muzammil, her hands clenched. Shafiyah had already tried to hide it from the man's reach, but still, Dawn found it.
”Both love each other, it is impossible to be banned and kept away. We can't talk to father and mother, the man is nice, you know he's in jail for defending his sister, he's wrong but it's desperate. Poor Shafiyah, no more cheerful Shafiyah. Shafiyah we are moody now, I am worried about his mental state mas," said Meri explained at length, he is a psychiatrist. He noticed the disturbed mental symptoms of Shafiyah, Shafiyah living a full ban. When Meri became the wife of Dawn, she was often afraid that one day the child would rebel by doing crazy things. Everyone wants to be heard, every opinion to be appreciated. But Shafiyah, she just needs to hear without being given the freedom to let out her grievances.
”Don't be crazy you Meri," asserted Dawn.
”We also have a child mas, and I'm afraid your actions are out there. Karma is valid, do not be too busy showing off the muscles. You can do yourself harm later," said Meri meekly and rubbed her husband's shoulders, to avoid the wrath of Dawn. She hugged her husband softly, Dawn was silent and held a letter in her hand.
Hearing his grandson being sick, Burhan immediately slid from his son's house to the house of his grandson Fajar. He seemed to have to say everything, about the incident in the house back then, when Wafi was all-out on the beat up and insulted. Burhan can't do anything, he just wants Shafiyah to know, Wafi wants to fight even though the man might give up. But because of his love, the man persisted.
Dawn and Meri turned their heads, when they heard the sound of a car. Shafiyah and her parents arrived, both of them rushed out of the room and wanted to see what happened until Sara and Herman came. Because they said before, they're busy.
”Dad," said Fajar. Shafiyah got out of the car and Dawn gasped to see her sister's forehead wearing plaster." What's the matter with you?" ask Fajr. He suddenly forgot the letters he had found. He was going to scold Shafiyah.
”Don't hold me," said Shafiyah. The more he knew of his brother's abusive behavior to Wafi, the more lazy he was to get close to her brother. Dawn fell silent seeing that Shafiyah did not want her to touch.
”Why are you?" Meri.
”She fainted, her friends took her to RS." Sahut Herman made Dawn and Meri surprised. ” Take care of yourself son, you look so skinny now,” Herman's voice is so hoarse and staring at his daughter sad. Shafiyah did not say anything, she just wanted to rest. Meri and Sara drove him to the room.
”Shafiyah must be sad, because of her match with Farel," said Herman and Fajar turned his head.
”Farel who? how come Dad and mom never said the same to me?” Ketus Dawn. He swerved and what bike Farel was.
”Whose father does not like, he dared to hold Shafiyah, hold her hand. At Khalisah's wedding, your mother chose Farel. I'm not sure if a man is good, try to find out son," Herman asked, his voice hoarse. There are many differences between raising a boy and a girl, Herman does not want to release his daughter to the wrong man, he is afraid that his daughter's life is ruined because of the wrong choice of partner.
Hearing the father's words, Dawn growled with annoyance." Which was? how dare he hold Shafiyah, even if only his hand.” Resolute Dawn wrath.
”That day was silent in Khalisah's house, could you not? your gaze is the same Farel was angry at that time, why? I remember now, I wanted to ask you about this a long time ago. You know Farel?” said Herman while dropping his right palm on Dawn's shoulder. Dawn fell silent, she immediately remembered the man. The same man who teased his sister the other day, Shafiyah also said, Farel often bullies other girls. He even wondered why Farel was in Khalisah's house. So it was because of his mother's invitation.
”Later I find out." Reveal Fajar while stepping out of the house, whether to go where the man. And Herman just watched her. Sara's footsteps made her turn her head now.
”We buy food first yeah," said Sara.
”Yes come on," asked Herman.
In the room, Meri peeked out from behind the windowpanes, her two in-laws already gone. Shafiyah was sitting daydreaming and clenching her hands, just be careful if she meets Wafi, she will hit the man, Shafiyah muttered annoyed. His mind was not clear, he was jealous because Ima was chosen by Bu nyai, not himself, and Gus Mu also received it.
Come to think of it, Shafiyah did not want to swallow the news raw, she had to ask for the man's explanation. But how do I contact Wafi now.
”Do not daydream," said Meri. He gently stroked her sister-in-law's hair. Shafiyah smiled faintly, but both of her eyes were watery." You love that guy Sha?” said Meri, her question made Shafiyah bow.
”There can you help Sha? tell me brother, what do you need? brother support you as well as that man. Brother support completely," said Meri and Shafiyah raised her head. The two of them stared fixedly at each other and Shafiyah smiled widely.
”Did he say directly to you, if he wanted to?”
Shafiyah shook her head." I can't communicate with him.” Shafiyah's voice was heavy then wiped away her tears that kept flowing.
Meri glanced at the door, she was afraid that someone would suddenly come. Finally he took out his hape, thrusting it at Shafiyah.
"Call him, finish everything or move on. Don't overload your mind Sha, you're still young. If he is not good for you, God will make him the best man for you. If destiny indeed lays you out to be together.” Meri placed her hape on Shafiyah's lap, Shafiyah smiled widely and grabbed it.
”Still brother," exclaimed Shafiyah so excited.
Meri nodded with a smile.” Brother wait outside, don't get caught."
Shafiyah nodded in understanding, and Meri left.
Shafiyah got off the bed, stepped towards the window and made a call to Wafi's number. As it shook, Shafiyah wiped her tears. Not long the call was raised.
”Halo," said Wafi, his voice sounding resolute because an unknown phone number called him. Shafiyah was silent, trying to hold back her sobs, but why was it so hard and ended up breaking as well. Hearing the familiar sound of crying, Wafi fell silent, she recognized the voice and smiled, but her smile faded slowly as the crying grew more and more so." Assalamu'alaikum, Habibah" said Wafi, his voice sounded so clear, so happy because Shafiyah called him.
"Who are you wearing?” tanya Wafi and Shafiyah remained silent. Shafiyah continued to cry and Wafi listened." Why cry? I'm late picking up your phone, aren't I? I don't know it's you, don't cry. Is there a hmmm problem?" wafi's voice turned heavy, he was worried and Shafiyah was crying all over.
The girl was also happy to hear the voice of her heart.
Wafi was silent and confused, why was the girl crying? tormenting his soul which was in a dilemma.
”You are evil just as I am hiks,,,” Shafiyah said.
”What evil? I why are you?” ask Wafi gently.
”I want permission ya Gus,” shafiyah and Wafi frowning in wonder.
”Izin what?”
”Gus, I'm tired, I give it permission. May you be happy with your choice, all parents will do their best for their children, you are their only son, I cannot take you from your family. And you can't take me from my family, you'll get disappointment and humiliation. We end it all, Gus Wafi Muzammil may Allah make you happy, although I am here to try to reduce jealousy and grief because I cannot be with you. Best man, amazing man. My greatest happiness is meeting you.” Shafiyah sat weakly after saying everything, Wafi was silent, her eyes watering and she firmly grasped the phone.
”Say once again,” says Wafi emotion.” You think I'll permit it? you're more interested in that guy Shafiyah?”
”You are also more interested in Ima, umi you even bless you, two families have given each other support. While us? don't lie to Gus, Ima is beautiful, not like me. It's up to you to marry him. I'm tired of hiks!” shafiyah's voice was disjointed, vibrating and hoarse. Wafi wiped her tears, and tried to keep her voice from sounding hoarse.
”I choose you, I fight with you. Ima appeared as a test for us, I did not accept it at all. I don't even know the beginning of this matchmaking dear.” Resolutely Wafi and unconscious with his last sentence.
Shafiyah flinched, should she be happy or what? no, he's sad at the moment.” How ya? it's not clear, you're never serious. Keep joking." Shafiyah.
”Shafiyah means,” said Wafi then slapped his own lips, could-can his tongue sprain. His face flushed with embarrassment, Shafiyah must have thought he was a pussy, he was really unintentionally.” Sorry, I was wrong, my tongue was wrong.”
”Or are you released? you often call Ima that, get caught." Shafiyah snorted bitterly. Struggling but not able to, he hurt.
”Asstaghfirullah hal adzim, can I flick not si? I have never talked to Ima, with me. I don't want you to back off, ask everyone's permission to give up. From the beginning I said, I need your support. Then I can what Shafiyah, really you are tired? you don't want me to fight anymore?” said Wafi and Shafiyah silent.” You trust people's words more, who's talking to you if I accept this match. Tell me Shafiyah.”
”Ima said hiks, you guys are compatible. But don't expect me to come to your wedding.”
”Yes you must be there, when there is no si?"
”Tuh is evil. Bad son Bu nyai nyai, sniffles..."
”I mean, you must be present at the wedding, if you are not present, who do I marry? mr penghulu?” wafi sewot. Shafiyah smiled faintly and Wafi did not make a sound. Only his breath was heard. Shafiyah cried sobbing slowly, now she lay her body on the bed and curled up so funny. " His cry?” asked Wafi because he heard Shafiyah was starting to calm down, what should be combined first so that the girl would flower well with him? sucks.
”Nangis his already not, I matiin first yes, rest yes. I'll call again.”
"Don't, this is my sister's number.”
”Kirain has you.” Wafi sounded a rude breath throw so disappointed.” Why is everything crying? why ask to retreat. Ask once more, I'm backing out right now."
"Yes don't.” Shafiyah panicked and Wafi smiled.
”Sabar, I will apply. If there is anything that is good nonsense, obviously, let's not be misunderstood. Know?” wafi said meekly.
”Iya,” short Shafiyah.