
PROLOGUES
How can I survive over hundreds of uncertainties?
How can I keep guessing about him?
He promised me many things but that promise hurt me.
He kept me going, but that hurt me.
Am I the victim or the suspect in this situation??
All I know is we were both wrong.
Wrong to make choices.
Our choices are not in line.
I wanted to walk straight but he chose to turn the other way.
That's what makes me tired...
I just want to give up..
But again he convinced me to stay.
Then the certainty did not come.
She's missing.
Faraway.
To think about him.
And for the umpteenth time I gave up
But the umpteenth time again he came and destroyed hope..
Hope to forget him.
Hope to meet others.
And the hope of a quiet and loving life with others.
But once again he broke my hopes.
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'THE RETURN OF THE FORMER'
Plaques
A loud slap landed smoothly on the cheeks of the blue-sweetened youth giving a crimson scar of the palm that felt sore and throbbing.
"Hiks.. hiks... hiks...why why!!" Shouted a woman while sobbing, beragakali hit the chest of a man's field, making the man immediately smother the woman's body into his arms, the thick black long-haired woman looked helpless and just sobbed. So hurtful.
"I'm sorry, I have to hurt you." The man continued to stroke the woman's long hair without caring about the former slap that still felt painful, for him it was no longer important than the woman.
"Sorry sir, the plane will be in flight soon, you have 15 minutes to go" said the assistant, who had just stepped out of his master's car.
The empu who heard immediately took off the embrace from the body of the round-eyed beautiful woman. Once again the man said, "Sorry and forget me."
Cup
The man kissed the woman's forehead gently and a second later passed away leaving the woman still in place and a little surprised at her lover's treatment. After she was fully conscious and in control of herself, she realized she was too late, her lover had left before she could say goodbye to him.
"Hiks.. hyks." His cry broke once again, he was already powerless to hold all this, the woman really lost her lover.
And all that they have gone through has now become a bitter memory and will never be repeated.
***
10 Years later...
"Mbak Cica!!" Call the beautiful girl blonde and dressed in white gray typical of the High School boy was looking for the whereabouts of his brother around the room.
"Yes Dek, what's wrong? Ma'am on the back porch." The master who heard his name was called immediately replied and gave a signal to his brother.
"Sir, Anin received a rebuke from Guru" Anin said carefully.
The older brother who was sewing clothes immediately stopped his activity and immediately stared at the youngest Adek who was looking down sadly.
"What are you doing Dek?" ask softly, brother.
Anin could only take out an envelope from her skirt pocket and hand it to her sister.
His mafhumed brother could only waste a heavy breath, "Whom else is he with this time?"
"Then class," he said casually.
Her sister just shook her head in disbelief that this little sister often fights from starting with her classmates to Kaka class, she said, just for the reason that they were all bullying the children there and worse Anin if fighting he was never hurt in the slightest and even the battered was his opponent.
"What's the reason this time?" asked her sister slightly raised her voice.
"I can't bear to see Adkel being bullied by Kaka's class."
"And do you have the heart to make Ma'am repeatedly called the Headmaster? Don't you think you're Dek? You are still fighting. Mbak not only mengurusi lu doang, Mbak also have children and husbands who must be taken care of, sometimes if there is a problem not need to use violence, can not what?"
"My mother is wrong to keep you in check, but I never feel comfortable defending those who get bullied at school and if you don't want to come, no problem. Let me alone who ngadep to Kepsek, finished." he said firmly without fear at all and he considers his actions this time right.
"Crazy you, you give me a letter to Juan if not Gita just there, tell him who ngadep, I'm busy. Tomorrow I want to take care of the same relationship with my husband's honeymoon" said Cica with a somewhat joking tone while returning the envelope to Anin's hands, Anin just rolled lazy eyeballs, "Lu already has many children still make mulu, full later this earth because of your child," said Anin.
"Like me, if you envy say so! So have a boyfriend so as not to be lonely your life and do not fight mulu," ledek his brother while continuing the activity of sewing.
"Hidih, hand over Lu Mak dampir." said Anin and went straight into the house, he was just lazy to respond to this one brother, he told a date eh pas had been dating to break up, he just told me to break up, he said he was still a child in High School with money doang. What power Anin always wrong.
"Assalamualaikum."
"Waalikumsalam the sepulcher." replied Anin after entering the house and found his third brother coming after work.
"Gue miss you that's why I'm home."
"Have the deceiver said you've been fired."
"Astaghfirullah amit-amit, mouth asked in tampol yes. If I'm fired you won't be able to eat well, you know!"
"You're fired I'll just have to eat to Mamas will be done."
"As for you deh Bambang, the handyman asked you to be Mamas, do not know yourself."
"Bodoamat, this is a gift for you." Anin showed him the envelope.
"Well, what not to come. He said Mba Cica could not come to want a honeymoon with Mas Rangga," Anin screeched, "Lu if not the alesannya what Mother, whose honeymoon is the same? People until now you singles mulu."
"Whispering autistic, polah mulu you be the person, you fight the same who else?"
"My guy's kakel, luckily Kakel didn't pass out just puffy his cheek."
"**** you should kick it so you don't make it in your school anymore."
"Okeh sometime" Anin said loudly.
"The false teaching of Juan!" strangled a woman in a narrow-eyed veil wearing her striped clothes.
"Eh Gita back and forth did not say hello even nimbrung mulu lu Dek."
"Assalamualaikum Ma'am Juan, Dek Anin!!"
"tag."
"Bodoamatlah I cape out of surgery, I go to the room first, bye."
Gita retreats and goes straight to her room.
"Gue wants to make a meal first, you Dek take a shower first," told Juan to his Grandpa.
"Yes yes." Anin only obeyed his brother, forced, otherwise his brother would babble five hundred times.
***
After dinner, Yuanita Putri Sukirto or commonly called Juan rushed to the room to finish his work. He returned to his laptop and continued his work which had been delayed.
Drtts
Drtts
Drtts
Hp next to his laptop was ringing long enough, making himself forced to pick up the phone that gave rise to the name of Larasetan, which is an accursed friend from the school era.
"God!"
"Lad!"
"Do you know?"
"Gue got word that..."
"Waalikumsalam" said Juan cutting off Laras' speech.
"Hehe, sorry dear, Assalamualaikum." Barrels sound so awkward.
"Waalikumsalam, you if you want anything greetings first do not play cerocos, budeg ears I Race."
"Yes sorry Laras, I'm really hysterical, horrified and see the amazing news. You want to not?"
"Opaan si, gece! I'm busy again" asked Juan a little impatiently.
"Heh I was horrified by your former High School back to Indonesia from the UK, crazy not the return home in the lift as CEO of Wardani's Entertainment Agency."
Deg
Deg
Deg
I don't know why Juan's heart was pounding so fast when he heard the man's name mentioned after 10 years had passed. This was the first time he had heard the news.
"But unfortunately he came back here also want the same fiancee son of his business colleagues, ahh if not wrong Berlin's company," continued Laras made Juan speechless digesting all the sentences just now.
Deg
'Engagement? So he has something else, huh? Is that why he never told me? Ahh I'm not important! You don't have much importance understand!! 'juan said inwardly reassuring himself.
"So I have to do something? Tuh people are just the past times, want her fiance want her to marry is not my business, it does not matter that you call malem-malem just mbicain she mlu."
"Oh yeah I'm tut-"
"Wait-wait Ju. You don't really love her anymore or care about her anymore?"
"Darling? Dear people who have left me alone? I'm not that proud of Race."
"Pig-"
Tut
Tut
Tut
Juan disconnected the phone and immediately put his phone back on the table a little hard.
And for a moment the feeling that once suddenly reappeared 'feel homesick'. The memories were recorded clearly in his memory and now he was reminded of it all.
'The truth of all this is because of Laras, ' he said in his heart.
Maybe if I had the chance, I'd say 'i miss'