Livy The Heart Enchantor
Chapter 5 Feeling Guilty

Livy wakes up because her alarm goes off loud. Collecting her life that was still scattered in the dreamland, the girl stretched to stretch her muscles that felt stiff. The girl got up from the bed, grabbed a towel on the back of the chair, then went into the bathroom to clean her sticky body.

After that, he carried out the obligation to pray ashar then tidied up his appearance and went out of the room. The sling bag and the motor key were already in his grasp. Down the stairs, when she saw Yana coming out of the kitchen.

"Where are you going?'' asked Yana who in her hand had brought a bowl of noodles whose smoke was still billowing.

"Street." That's just Livy's answer. Didn't feel the need to say at length over his goal this time.

And that certainly makes Yana komat-kamat feel upset with the answer that is too short. Although they have been friends for almost five months, but Yana can not do anything but accept the nature of the theme that is indeed annoying like that.

Livy drove the bike casually, the girl just enjoyed the trip which was not far from the boarding place.

Until the place he was headed, he parked his bike and sat in an ordinary place. Waiting for someone he thought would definitely come there and play basketball as usual. But unfortunately, after an hour of waiting, there was no sign that the man would appear. Livy's head occasionally turned to the direction where the man usually appeared. But baby, the person he was waiting for didn't show him the nose.

Walking into the middle of the court, Livy looked up at the basketball hoop, as if she had just seen the object. He turned back and there, hoping Sammuel would come but he didn't. Breathing away from feeling disappointed? I don't know, it's just that Livy feels bad.

Waiting until the sun sinks because maybe Sammuel is late, it turns out that waiting does not make the universe take Sammuel there. That guy really didn't show up and didn't come like yesterday.

Livy refuses if she's disappointed, but she doesn't move on from there for a while. Sighing again, Livy cursed her stupidity. Why did she have to wait for the stranger she just met, just because yesterday the man was happy because Livy said they were going to meet again.

Then a thought arose, was the man angry that he had refused to give Sammuel his cell phone number when the man asked for it or because he had kicked him out at that time?

"Why should I care, he's not who I am." He murmured with silence.

Then walking lazily, Livy sat on his bike and prepared to leave from there. Unconstant, before running his bike, he took the time to stare towards the field before actually going from there.

Indeed, Livy's a flat girl and a jutek. But when he was heartbroken and there was someone who came up with saying 'like' even if it was either serious or not, he would definitely get carried away.

"But I was confused" he murmured uneasily and now the girl was in his room, locking the door. Hope Yana won't bother him. He didn't understand why he felt this way just because a Sammuel wasn't there so they could meet again. Trying not to think about it, but his brain was betrayed.

Sleeping on her back, Livy's eyes stared at the ceiling of the room while thinking about her heart. "Gue can't possibly like her, right? Really, have we met twice? Lo bego if it happens, Vi," said Livy monologue. But he hopes this puzzle can be solved. And in fact, he did not find the right answer.

The next day, Livy returned to the place. He refuses if his heart actually wants to meet Sammuel. But the fact is he came back to that place and he said if he had other intentions and not because of the man. But, Livy acts foolishly by buying time to leave the place, even when the sky starts to look dark.

As hard as he could deny, the fact was that he was still waiting for that person named Sammuel. And again, disappointment invaded his heart. Sammuel did not come and show the trunk of his nose, it was felt for a few days.

"Surely because I kicked him out that time, so he was angry with me" he told himself. "But I'm not wrong" he continued. "Gue just wanted to apologize if I met him again." Because he understands, having wronged others, must apologize. " If he doesn't show up?" Livy raised his shoulders indifferently. "Yes, let's just say he just hitchhiked through the door." disconnected.

Trying not to think about Sammuel and move on with his life. Livy assumes, Sammuel is just someone who just passed by in his life like what he said just now.

Returning to her true nature, Livy is getting jutek now. Even when she was asked about her relationship with Adam by her classmates, she answered as usual.

"Lo seriously broke up with Adam, Vi?" that question sounded pockmarked once in Livy's ear. "Honey, she seems to love the same elo" he continued, which made Livy upset half to death.

"People love elo, not necessarily he can hold the commitment he made." Livy looked straight at the friend who was now right in front of her. "If she had bren*sek seedlings, she would grow up with kebren*sekan as well. Why do I defend him." he said then left a horde of classmates who approached him just to find out the truth of the rumors circulating.

The library is Livy's place of choice to shy away from people who want to know his business. Not without reason why they do it. Adam is Livy's level brother. He was third semester and one of the few men who did look prominent in terms of looks. He's handsome and pretty smart. Loved a lot of women for sure, considering he is a friendly man. But, for some reason these past three months, Adam made his choice to Livy to be his lover. And for some reason, Livy accepted it. The decision makes Livy regretful because Adam's hospitality is just a mask to cover his cool.

Taking a deep breath, Livy tried to exterminate her thoughts about all of this. It's over and Livy doesn't want to remember. He had completely moved on but because of the unqualified questions posed to him, made his brain re-digest all the events he had forgotten.

In the evening, Livy and Yana go out to buy food. They came to Sammuel's shop yesterday where he came with the man.

His brain thought, maybe he could meet Sammuel there and somehow he still hoped to meet the man.

I want to apologize. Inner grumbling.

"Please Mbak." the shop owner's mother delivered their order.

"Thank you, ma'am," Livy and Yana answered simultaneously. The one who was presented with a smile by the shop owner's mother.

They eat quietly, while Yana comments that the food is delicious and Livy agrees. They finally finished the stomach filling, no sign of Sammuel coming there. Livy's decision is unanimous, he won't think about the man anymore and won't expect to see Sammuel again.

But as if the universe wouldn't allow Livy to do that, a silhouette similar to Sammuel was seen. Squinting her eyes, Livy tried to convince her mind.

Livy stood up and chased after the silhouette. Spreading his gaze to and fro, the figure did not appear and seemed to disappear suddenly. Livy is upset with herself because of it. He had promised not to think about Sammuel again, he should be able to keep that promise to himself.

"Vi!" Yana patted the girl on the back because she saw the strange behavior of her best friend. "Lo nyari who? Why are you acting so strange this time, Vi?"

Livy quickly shook his head slowly. "No, nothing" he answered. "I think I saw someone I knew." The reason. "Go home, yuk." take her

Yana who did believe in the reason given by Livy, was only able to nod and obey. Pay for their food and go from there to return to his boarding house.

Arriving at the boarding house, Livy sits on a chair with a thick book on the table. Activities that he had to do routinely. Studying, he always took time to read a book even though briefly to fill his brain with knowledge.

Until a call came into his phone. 'Mama' so written there.

"Honey," said a mother to her son from across the street.

"Yes, Ma?" She gently joined.

"Now you're home this week? Mama misses." The mother's voice that was heard missed the return of her son.

"I didn't go home, lazy in the street, long until his house. Same, Livy also misses Mama" she said answering her question.

"Your pocket money is still there?" My mother tried to make sure.

"Still Ma, if Mama wants another transfer, too." Livy is also like most girls, when her mother asks her for pocket money still or not, she will not mind if her parents want to transfer it again even though she still has money.

"Student learning, do not forget his worship. Mama just wants to make sure it is, the important thing is you take good care of yourself there." message the mother.

"Yes, I get it. Yes, my mother did not forget. Okay, by Mama." The final one was to turn off the phone.

The call ended, leaving a long breath from Livy's lips. That's how her mother will never forget to remind her of her obligations.

Livy has school hours from Monday to Thursday. If he had come home there would have been three days at home, but Livy wouldn't have done it. He was lazy to linger on the street, and chose to stay in the boarding house even though there were no hours of college.