Lonely Bar Man
Who are you calling?

It's been over a year that I've had this unclear relationship with Sintiya.

Other people and around already know, I'm with sintiya. But for what reason, my heart felt lonely and empty. With his attitude changed.

I understand because he is still a dozen years old and still bewitching over all things about love. Sintiya is indeed quiet if someone has not recognized him.

A few months into this 2 years,

all are no changes . As usual, we sometimes meet, sometimes call, sometimes vc-an also . Even sometimes I permit or fitting a pesantren holiday, playing at home to complete my longing .

His family thinks of me.

We are as usual. Sometimes the day sometimes the neck is better. Understand that because we are in pesantren so a means of communication before graduating Aliyah, should not hold a henfon.

Other people, I am always busy for my studies. College assignments are piling up, getting bored in my relationship with sintiya there. Why? I feel sintiya do not understand and not in the direction of my mind with her.he who is still a child, and I am like this. Maybe I hurt my feelings a lot because I am a bar guy who is always friendly and smiles at the opposite sex. Even joking in front of him? (how great I am) .

I love freedom, and I don't care about it. Because I also don't curb anyone .

One time I began to discuss again with sintiya the issue of my family's wishes.

when I arrived, I heard from my friend, a close friend of mine, talking to me.

Sulton : yes!

*dirga turned*

Dirga : hey! the boss! *smiling*

Sulton: daydreaming of the wkwk people

Dirga: what the hell wkwk

*after speaking*

Sulton : uh ga, still the same sintiya?

Dirga : yes. Wh why?

Sulton: what's his attitude to you?

Dirga: yes ordinary, I understand his attitude because confused after my family request..

Sulton: hmmm

Dirga: what's the ton?

Sulton: it's not that I meddled ya ga .

Dirga who laughed raised her eyebrows and..

Sulton : I saw temen I saw sintiya again same phone other guys, even vc-an anyway.

*Deg*

Dirg : ....

Sulton: but maybe yes, it's his brother or who is it . because it's still young too. And every time there is an event here, he's part of the kitchen, if anyone has a crush on the sintiya has been a long time since you deket same him. And the man talked to each other laughing happily.

Dirga who listened to complaints from his friends could only be silent and silent

Sulton: even yes he did crazy things like following a trending that is not allowed, he followed. Also if there is a guy that must be sintiya smile smile of his own smile what else if sintiya in mind remind his friend, already have, sintiya ngelak with 'do you know keep your heart gpp just temen right?'

Dirg : ....

Dirg : .....

Sulton: already do not be too lo the mind ga. the point is true what ga lo tanya sintiya directly.who knows there is a misunderstanding and there are not like lo or sintiya, lo, you may not like your relationship.

sulton smiled and hugged me, joking around again even though I wasn't as usual .

What is really sintiya ?

ambiguous ? Not likely.

I know, sintiya just bored and vent his boredom to his friend.and also not forbid him to be close to anyone. I do not curb him.

always disturbed my calm ..

no matter why I start doubting.on the other hand all know, family knows, and on the other hand I also love him. love him very much. I do not want to lose him.

until one day, I started asking

when I met him accidentally.

Dirga : deck.

Sintiya : eh? yes brother?

Dirga: denger denger you call the same guy ? even vcan. really?

Sintiya: *lifting next to the eyebrow*why?

Dirga: I just asked the deck, said you deket same guy? Even every time there is a guy show that is always in your kitchen, help you.

Sintiya: you mean big brother, I cheated that way!?

Dirga was surprised, with a high tone of sintiya.

ga usually sintiya talks to him in a high tone ? what's up ? I'm just asking so there's no misunderstanding?

Dirga :dk. dengerin sister. brother just ask . What's wrong, brother asked?

Sintiya: yes, brother. I'm the same he's just temen. I also need temen although the opposite sex.anything we are not more just limited temen. Want me to call and want me to vcan basically I know where my limit is!

Dirg : .....

Sintiya: already, brother if there is no more I want to enter!.

Dirga : dek. kak ngarangan you deket same who, menan same who. Brother knows you are still in a state of confusion because of the vagueness of this relationship, we just live this relationship. Brother also did not restrain you the same anyone deck. brother just asked.

Stavka : ....

Dirga : okay brother sorry has made you angry, brother just asked..

Sintiya: yes, anyways the problem is the time of jealousy? like a little kid.

The one who heard it was silent.

he did not want to continue his debate anymore. Until one day, the interval changed sintiya his attitude is still the same. Sometimes cold, sometimes warm.Tellon, vcan and chat problems with anyone is the same even I never forbid her to communicate anyone.It's because I set her free.

Every time Sulton told me about it, I just kept my emotions in check and learned to be patient. I try to think positively about sintiya. I believe, sintiya will not be duplicated.but his cold attitude, make me lose my sense .