Lost Love
Part 170 ~ Sick and Happy
Samuel was glued to his place while watching Ara who had been talking to the girl who called him Mother. The man had only moved after mastering the tightness in his chest.
"Mom!" samuel stood behind Ara, and Ara stood and looked at Samuel.
"14 years apart, I hope that's enough to finish our story that started with compulsion. Sorry if I was too childish and forced my own will. It's not you who's wrong but I'm hoping too much for a man who obviously doesn't love me." Ara smiled at Samuel, after turning over with the little girl who had been watching Samuel.
"Is she really your daughter? Do I not have another chance? I'm looking forward to 14 years Ra, and it's not an easy time!"
Ara ignored Samuel's screams, continuing to step with her little daughter into the car where Nani Asa was.
"Mother."
"Yes Honey?"
"Why is that handsome? He looks a lot like someone."
"Just passers-by, honey." Ara stroked Asa's hair affectionately before driving her car away from the hospital environment leaving half her soul.
After arriving home, Ara just drove Asa to her room and into her own camp. The girl slumped her body behind the door while holding her chest that felt tight.
The wound Samuel had created was long and dry, but it was wet again after seeing it today.
The meeting was very much awaited, but the meeting was really disappointing. It was not the apology he received, instead the question seemed to accuse Samuel lay for him.
"Am I wrong to expect someone? Why does this feel like it's leaving?" Ara rubbed her rough tears, watching the photo above the nightstand.
The photo of Samuel's graduation that he got from his bundle a few years ago.
"Mother?"
"Yes Honey?" sahut Ara from the room. The girl stood up and approached the nightstand. Hiding a picture of Samuel in a drawer when remembering Asa's words in the car.
"Will I need something?"
Asa shakes her head and hugs the crouching Ara. "Well dear Mother, so don't cry. Asa heard the crying Mother."
"Mother is okay, son. Mother did not cry. Can Mother strong asa."
"What's the hug?"
"Then anyway? It's Edgar, isn't it?"
Asa again shook her head. "Not Oma, it's pretty good-looking."
"Yes, Asa went to the room first, Oma wants to talk to your mother."
Asa nodded obediently and ran to her room, that was when Kirana's gaze was fixed on her daughter who was still kneeling in the doorway.
"Who?"
"Samuel, Mother."
"Then, how did you feel when you met again?"
"Sick and happy. I've been Bun, Ara cape wants a break." Ara immediately closed the door of the room and laid her body on the bed.
The meeting was too sudden, it was fortunate that Ara could refrain from hugging Samuel and begging like she used to.
"Let's go even further" murmured Ara.
***
Because of a meeting that Samuel had never thought of before, the man could not sleep even though the clockwork had already shown the number 1 in the morning. All Samuel did was roll around hugging Elara.
"Mother?" The words came out of Samuel's mouth.
Refusing to believe that his years of waiting were futile.
"He has changed, and even his eyes are different. No more special calls for me, no love in her eyes."
No tears Samuel just flowed soaked the pillow sheathed with sheets of black gray.
The light color that accompanied Samuel's room was only Elara, the rest was dark.
"Retreating is not my forte" Samuel murmured.
The man smiled meaningfully, whatever he would do to get Aranya back. But before that, she would investigate first who Ara was married to and where her husband was now.