Lost Love
Part 89 ~ Disappointed on yourself
"Why follow Ara to the perpus?" tanya Ara walked hand in hand with Samuel in the school corridor.
Samuel followed Ara to the library and even studied with Edgar. Actually the man had no intention of learning, just wanted to monitor Ara.
Don't let that cute girl turn away from him.
"Fog up" answered Samuel.
"Oh Brother join." Ara nodded her head understanding. Trying to keep pace with Samuel's move towards the parking lot because the school hours are over.
Ara's smile expands when she is reunited with Rayhan and Ricky who are fighting over a box filled with cake.
"Whisper njir!" irked Azka took over the brown box and handed it to Salsa. "Not be good with them. You're not babu," Azka continued.
"But I made it for them Ka."
"Sal."
"Special cake for you at home."
Like a spell for Azka, she handed the box to Rayhan. "Eat!" his orders.
"Ara also wants to make a cake for Iky's brother with Ray. Can Brother?" ask Ara.
"No!"
"Pelit lo El" Rayhan chirped with a cake filling her mouth.
"Lonya aja gratisan" said Samuel and put a helmet on Ara's head. "Gue go back first," said to other friends before advancing his motorbike leaving the school parking.
"Why can't I make a cake?" ara asked, wrapping her hands around Samuel's waist.
"No papa."
"But Ara wants to Bang. Ara is happy that Ara's made a lot of likes."
"You're not good," said Samuel made Ara's smile fade away instantly.
"Ara forgot not to make cakes as good as Salsa's sister," said Ara, after which she did not sound anymore.
He just enjoyed the vehicle and then passed while hugging the body of his lover.
"To the mansion?" ask Samuel.
"Ara wants to go home. Ara didn't want to go to the mansion anymore if it wasn't important. Ara has her own home. Says Brother Alana, the woman who often visits the house of her fiance is cheap."
Ciiitttt
The decitan of the motorcycle tire rang out loud in Ara's ears, making the cute girl startle herself. "Why stop?"
Samuel did not reply, only flinching with his hands clenched tightly.
"Lo remember everything?"
"Ara never forgets" he said without knowing Samuel's chest was rumbling violently because of guilt.
"Why are you back again?"
"Because Ara likes you, brother. Ara did not care how bad Brother was with Ara, because Ara's job was just love and make Brother happy. Ara apologizes if all this time often makes you angry, even though Mother told Ara not to make you upset."
Samuel's hand was clenched. "I should be the one apologizing Ra has been hurting you all this time. You shouldn't give me a chance and love this deep is like me."
Unfortunately, the apology and regret were only able to be spoken in Samuel's heart without being heard by anyone.
"Why are you silent? Come on, I'll rain bang."
Instead of driving a motorbike, Samuel instead went down and took the small body of his fiancee to come down from the motorbike.
"Motor's broken?" Again, Ara raised a question in confusion with Samuel's behavior.
"Abang." call Ara again when Samuel does not come.
"Dragon!" sentak.
"Gue has ordered a taxi, it's raining" replied Samuel and got back on his bike. He drove off the big motorbike leaving Ara alone on a deserted street.
After quite a distance, he stopped his motorbike and monitored the lover from a distance.
"Damn it!" Samuel punched the tree trunk until his hand was scratched and bleeding.
Whenever Ara talked about her treatment first, she felt very disappointed in herself. Angry at not being able to control their emotions. Hating Ara for no apparent reason.
He opened his bag and picked up a nicotine item there. Burn the tip and suck it deep.
Samuel let out a long sigh when he saw the taxi Ara had just driven past him.
"Gue doesn't deserve you, but I also don't want to leave me Ra. Sorry for being so emotional."