Love, Revenge, And The Sea
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Bella's brain feels spinning, so Mika is dating and hanging out with Angga, but actually the man she loves is Daihan, how can it be like that? so all this time Mika just pretended to love Angga? and all this time Daihan and Mika had an affair behind Angga?, Bella felt that Angga's fate was so bad, she felt guilty for the death of the woman who did not love her at all, waited 2 years, so bad, so bad, but the woman was having an affair with her best friend. Bella withstood her resentment, how did the woman who from childhood was taken care of by Angga, in her care, given everything, even reply to her with a very shameful thing like this?, how could she.

And is it true that a man as good as Daihan would do something like this to his best friend? It feels like Bella's head has wanted to explode due to the shock of accepting this fact.

Bella then tried to search again, among so many photos, tucked into a folder with the title, Diary, Bella and then clicked on it, but immediately came up with a small box, seemed to need a password. Bella was a little disappointed.

If she were Mika, what would her password be, Sea? It's a try, isn't it, Angga? no way, Don't-don't Daihan, Bella typed Daihan's name, but also failed. She tried everything, birth dates, favorite foods, Mika's favorite flowers all. And almost midnight, Bella threw her body on the bed, her pony that had been sitting up straight for trying it felt a little tired, Bella could not even sleep now out of curiosity.

Suddenly Bella remembered, instead of Daihan ever saying, Mika's favorite flower is not a red rose, but a red carnation, Bella immediately returned to sitting cross-legged, trying her luck once again, she typed it slowly, she wrote, afraid he typed it wrong. He then presses ‘Enter’ and the file opens.

Whoa! Bella was very happy, it turned out to be true said Daihan, Mika's favorite flower is carnation, she was even amazed because she could think up to there.

Bella was immediately curious, there were a lot of files. Even the date was many years ago, and the closest was a few days before Mika died.

Bella opened one of the files from 5 years ago, she started reading it.

‘Today is my birthday, and again Angga forget that, it is not clear anyway he forgot or too focused work, how can I accept such a man so my girlfriend huh?’

Bella smiled reading that, that was also what was on her mind now, how could she accept Angga and like him when he was so cold, unromantic and always did everything?. Mika asked the same thing.  Bella tried to read again.

‘Luckily Daihan's brother came, he brought me my favorite flowers and my favorite food, he also accompanied me to watch the horror movie I just bought, we spent the night together, he waited until I fell asleep, he said, look, how romantic is he, right? Honey until now I did not dare to express my feelings that I had been quieting all this time to her. After all, now that my status is the boyfriend of his best friend, why did I not feel good about rejecting Angga, now that I am tormented by the status of this relationship, I cannot reveal it to Daihan's sister? ‘.

Bella saw a photo of Mika holding a red carnation flower, there is also a Chocomint cake with the inscription 'Happy Birthday Mika! Wish you all the best for you and Angga!'.

Bella then closes the file, she opens a newer file. Jumped away from that year.

‘ I had a fight with Daihan's brother today, again he rejected me, he just said that he thought I was just his little sister, loved me only to that extent, he said, though I have repeatedly said I only love him, again Daihan's brother said I was so cruel, because it was playing with the feelings of Angga who was so good with me and him, he said, he said that even though he had feelings for me, he would still choose his friendship with Angga instead of being with me, it hurt so much when he was so angry with me, he was the one who never got angry, he said, I cried all night, and now he's away from me. What am I supposed to do? should I break up with Angga? I've tried it before, but when I want to say it I feel unbearable, Angga has also given everything to me.‘

Bella was stunned again, she was silent, it turns out what she thought about Daihan was wrong, this is what Daihan said if Bella wants to be treated as Mika, then she should stay away?, Bella finally understood.

Bella continued reading again, this time she chose the last 3 files, maybe this can make Bella know what is the reason why Mika jumped from the cliff?, and so on?, is it possible because he cannot give up his love for Daihan, so it is better to commit suicide than to marry Angga?.

Bella opens file to 3.

‘ I made a fatal mistake, today I should have wanted to see Daihan's brother, but again he rejected me so coldly, he even held a woman's hand again, I was heartbroken that night, I went to the club and ordered a drink, I didn't know what was going on, but when I woke up, I was already next to the man, everything was done, I ran away from there and left him. What happens later? Will Angga be able to tell if I've slept with another man? Our marriage is only 7 months away, how is this? ‘

Bella was speechless, her eyes even enlarged, her breath on her stool, quickly she came out and clicked on file 2 with the 1st of the month after file 3.

‘ I think I'm going to die, how can this happen? I really don't think, I only do it once and I'm pregnant?, the doctor has also said, what should I do? I don't even know that guy. Do I have to continue with this wedding plan?, even Daihan's brother once again does not want to talk to me, how is this? or I'll just have this child aborted, if I wait 6 months, my stomach will bulge, and Angga must be furious, we've never done this before. Should I frame him? my head now wants to break, I can't meet Angga, when I see him I feel so guilty! Brother Daihan I need you now.'

Bella's head is suddenly heavy, pregnant? Mika is pregnant with the boy who fucked her at the club?. Is this the real reason Mika asked to advance their wedding date? Not because she wanted to join the race, but because Mika was pregnant with another man, now Bella feels Mika is not an angel of her face.

Bella's hand shook slightly opening the last file, the date seemed to indicate the date of Mika's near death.

‘Angga advance our wedding date, stay another week, and all the more chaotic, my body also began to feel bad, the whole food I could not eat, fortunately Angga remained busy with his affairs, so I was happy, now if I see him I feel scared, I feel guilty, Angga is a good man, it's just that even though he's so cold, I still feel so guilty about him. Can I still marry him?. One more thing, I finally knew who the man was, he was a man who often came there, from a friend I finally got his name and picture, he said, and I think I'm getting less and less married to Angga. because of that man.’.