Love, Revenge, And The Sea
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Nay! Don't say everything will be fine, don't give a reassuring smile, don't give me hope, because after all, the anxiety remains and is embedded.

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Angga was just speechless, looking thoughtfully at what Jofan had just said.

Suddenly Angga saw Bella who just entered the middle room. Bella looks surprised to see Angga who turns out to be at home.

Jofan was also surprised by Bella's arrival, he turned to Bella, immediately speechless and stunned to see Bella who was very different from what he saw yesterday, Bella looks relaxed but also looks neat using a black shirt with her arms rolled slightly under her elbows and pants just bricked feet, looks like she also wears a little makeup on her face, it made her aura of beauty come out. Jofan until he didn't blink.

"You're home?" said Bella was surprised to see Angga, she thought Angga was now in a meeting or something in his office, unexpectedly, Bella instead met him in the living room.

"You're home yet? Why not tell me first?" said Angga, a little glance at Jofan who could not blink to see Bella, he then immediately took a step, walking towards Bella as soon as possible, Bella who was still anxious trying to cover her anxiety.

"What now if I want to go home also have to report?" said Bella who saw Angga already in front of her.

"I'm meeting with Jofan, wait in your room, after this I'll see you, don't come out if I don't ask you."

"Ehm." Bella is confused by Angga's behavior.

Jofan's eyes followed Bella until she was lost from sight, Angga who saw that just stared at Jofan very cynically.

"Ehem." Angga cleared his eyes to turn Jofan to her.

"Sorry, these eyes can not be compromised," said Jofan a little joking.

Angga returned to his seat, still putting on his cold face.

"Bro, it's worth it that you can just forget Mika, she's really pretty." Jofan said a little whisper.

Angga had no interest in replying to his friend who seemed to occasionally look towards Bella had left, even though he actually could not see Bella anymore.

"Well, as I said, meet the woman, I'm sure we can get something out of her, and again if we get any other evidence, it'll be very supportive."  jofan said seriously looking at Angga.

"All right," said Angga.

"If you need help, tell me, our military power is in our family's hands now, and my father must be very supportive of your plan."

"I know that. I'll call you."

"Well, I'll talk to my dad about this, I'll go home first."

"From now on play less with your hobbies, from now on you have to focus, my support will be in vain if the public judges you ugly."

"Each commander, send my regards to Bella." Jofan stood up.

"All right."

Jofan immediately turned around, Angga drove him to the main door, Jofan sports car was parked there. After he entered, he immediately left from there. Angga walked into his house after Jofan's car was no longer visible.

Bella seemed still anxious, she walked back and forth, occasionally sitting on the edge of her bed, several times looking at the clock. Why Angga so long time the meeting.

Bella returns again pacing uncertain directions, the more she waits the more anxious she becomes.

The door of his room was knocked, he walked straight towards that door. Judy stood up with her perfect attitude.

"Mr Angga is calling you to Miss's living room."

"Oh, okay."

Bella walked quickly to the living room, seeing Angga who was still busy with her work, Bella sat down with a slight slap of her body onto the sofa near Angga. Angga who sees Bella's behavior then turns his attention to Bella.

"What's wrong?" said Angga with a slightly wrinkled face.

"I feel so guilty right now." Bella said unsettled, sitting with her own hands, playing her fingers, sometimes uniting them and trying to let go of each other.

"Why indeed?" the word Angga caught a ray of anxiety from Bella's eyes.

"Aksa came to the Foundation, and he said that Sania was sentenced to death from the royal court."

"really?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"But isn't that really your plan, to take revenge for Sania, then Aksa?" said Angga more looked at Bella seriously, hearing that Bella more agitated.

"Yes, that's the case, I guess I'll be happy to know that Sania will finally be punished, I guess I'll be relieved because she'll feel what I felt back then, but I don't know why? hearing that Sania will be put to death, I felt sad and guilty instead. Why can't I be like them?." Bella sounded frustrated.

Angga did not immediately reply, he shifted his body closer to Bella, noticed Bella for a moment, Bella's attention was distracted, staring at the face of Angga who seemed to look at her gently.

"Then what do you want?" angga said gently, as if understanding to speak how when Bella's condition like this, just hearing the voice of Angga Bella's heart was a little more calm.

"Can you help her?" bella looked at Angga.

"It's not funny, you designed all this, when what you wanted happened, but you felt sorry for him."

"That's the problem, I'm upset too, I think revenge is not the best way to calm my heart." Bella said weakly, why is it that only now that she realized, there is no winning in revenge, only our souls are increasingly unsettled.

"Where is he now?" angga.

"In the city jail, he was waiting for his execution. And to meet him, there must be permission from Aksa."

Angga looked back to thinking. Thinking that his forehead was slightly wrinkled, he stood up, looking for a way.

"I said I wanted to go see him, and Aksa said I could see him but Aksa had to come." Bella said again.

Angga who had been thinking, looked directly at Bella.

"When are you going there? " said Angga with a heavy voice.

"I haven't told him yet, I still doubt if I go there with Aksa."

"Don't go, I'm afraid you're doing nothing there." Angga said firmly.

"But I really want to meet Sania, however if she's executed, it's all my fault." Bella insisted.

"Don't you think it's just a trap? What if it turns out they're still working together." Said Angga whose emotions were ignited because of the anxiety that appeared.

"Can't you make a plan for me to get there safely?" bella said.

"No." Angga.

"But this is all because of me, even if you don't allow it, I'll go alone." Bella looked at Angga as if her words were not just a threat.

Angga looked at Bella sharply, he bit his lips, took his phone roughly, then left Bella. Bella just stared at the goan Angga.

Angga went to the living room, calling Jofan's number immediately. Soon the phone was connected.

"What else is it?" said Jofan who fortunately uses his handsfreenya because he is still driving.

"I have some info about that woman. He'll be put to death." Said Angga again.

"Correct? That's very nice." Jofan smiled happily.

"You mean?" angga.

"Human psychology, if he has no hope anymore, he'll want to do anything, that's our chance to be able to get all the info out of him, where is he now?" Jofan.

"City prison. Only Aksa can see it." Angga said.

"Good, take it easy, I'll let you know later." Said Jofan looking pleased from his tone.

"One more time, Bella wants to see the woman, but the condition is that Aksa will accompany her, you have a way to make her safe there?" said Angga again.

"Why did he go there? Wasn't that woman who wanted to kill him? " said Jofan, his forehead was wrinkled, when no one would see the wrinkle of his face.

"He felt guilty, because what had trapped Sania was actually Bella."

"Wow! Your girl is so smart, it's a pity that her heart is not used to this kind of life."

"How's it?"

"Look, I have a way, I assure you he won't do anything" Jofan said

"I believe you, okay." Angga.

"Yes, I'll call you soon."

"Yes." Yeah."

Angga immediately closed his call, he looked still anxious, but tried to calm down, then he walked back towards the living room.

Bella was still sitting there, she was still playing her hand continuously, but her gaze was now blank.

"I will help you to meet him" said Angga with a heavy voice, a little hoarse because there was a sense of unwillingness to say that.

Hearing Angga's voice behind her, Bella looked at Angga, there was a small smile on Bella's lips. Bella then stood up to Angga who looked a little reluctant to look at Bella, she was afraid she could not control herself.

"Thank you, I'll be fine, let me finish what I've done" said Bella gently in front of Angga. Angga was still with his indifferent attitude, as if he had not heard Bella's words.

The atmosphere there was awkward, Angga was not a person who could express his anxiety, if he took it out that there was only a tinge of emotion, and it would make Bella uncomfortable to hear it.

"Alright, I have to go back to the company now." said Angga leaving just like that. Bella stared at the back of Angga who left her, disappearing behind the parapet.

Bella knows Angga is anxious, she doesn't want to make him anxious either, and she's not sure about the plan to go with Aksa there, but her feelings actually say she has to meet Sania. He must justify what he has done.