Love Above the Wounds
Trust me

"I love you and I love you Ri." Finally the sentence was said from the lips of Rama after many years hiding behind the bonds of childhood friends. This is the time Rama has been waiting for. Finding the right time to uncover the feelings that have been buried with slick.

Riana's eyes blinked, trying to digest what Rama had just revealed. "Well, what do you mean Ram? Don't you joke around." Riana laughed lightly, she then patted Rama's arm. But his laughter receded when he saw the face of Rama who looked very serious, until the man's gaze was able to penetrate to the bottom of his heart. "A-are you serious Ram?" And Riana was ultimately unable to say, she tried to make sure she came back.

Rama nodded, then festive Riana's wrist. "Don't talk here Ri, we'll find a seat first." At least they need a comfortable place, in order to be more open to reveal their feelings. Riana just followed Rama's steps, really she was surprised by the statement of love of her childhood friend.

Finding a more comfortable place, Rama leads Riana to sit in one of the iron chairs in the park, then he himself sits right next to the woman he loves secretly.

"R...." Rama's call immediately made Riana turn towards him.

"When is Ram?" For God's sake, Riana really did not think that it turned out that Rama loved her.

"Maybe it's been a long time Ri, from us Junior High or maybe from us small." Rama chuckled lightly, nor did he know when he started to have other feelings towards Riana. But certainly the feeling is sincere and never messing around. It was just that he was too cowardly to expose it, so he tried to keep it to himself.

Riana dumbfounded. That's how long Rama kept his feelings for her?

"But Ram, you haven't said anything. I didn't know you had that feeling. How many times have you had a boyfriend." Riana remembers very well when Rama was so happy when he had a girlfriend. Even when he was dating a man who also knew Rama well, his friend was always supportive and did not show a disappointed look. Rama is really good at hiding his feelings.

Rama smiled, he stared fixedly at Riana's face. "I just don't want our relationship to be weird Ri. You can just stay away from me if you know I have the same feelings as you and I just don't want that to happen" he said honestly then turned his face away, bowing down with both hands cupped. "Actually I also do not want to express this feeling to you but this two months we deket again, often meet, so make my feelings to you increase. I also confused Ri. I'm afraid you're gonna hate it when I find out I actually feel the same way you do."

Riana could feel Rama's voice sounding vibrating. Both eyes highlight the face of Rama who is still down. Was the man really afraid if he stayed away? thought.

"Ram, to be honest I'm confused as to what to say. I never thought it was you-"

"Sorry Ri if I make you uncomfortable. You don't need to answer, I just want you to know how I feel because I'm not really strong enough for this feeling." Rama then turned his head, he smiled full of gentleness. "I really don't like to see you always nangisin that son of a bitch. I'm not willing that he can have you but instead nyakitin, while I want to have you it's impossible...."

"Why can't Ram?" Of all the length of Rama's words, only the impossible sentence that the man emphasized.

Rama smiled again. "You don't feel the same way as me Ri."

Hearing Rama's words, Riana's lips instantly clenched tightly. "Bu-not that Ram, I...."

Rama pulled one corner of his lips, honestly the feeling of pain was now approaching, but he tried to accept and not force his childhood friend to welcome his feelings. One of Rama's hands then stretched out stroking Riana's hair.

"Yaudah, I go home first Ri. You don't have to think about what I just revealed to you." Rama strengthened his heart, he still pinned a smile in front of Riana. Not wanting to make that woman feel burdened.

"Wait for Ram." Riana held Rama's arm when the man had just moved.

"Why Ri?" tanyakanya.

"Yes Ri, I understand. I'm not asking you to accept me." Trying to understand Riana's feelings, even though she actually wanted to be next to the woman with more status than friends as a child.

"I'm not a good girl Ram. If you knew how I was, you'd be disappointed."

"You mean Ri?"

Riana did not dare to look at Rama, she lowered her gaze. "I'm a fool who easily lulled Ram. I... i..." Suddenly Riana shed her tears, she really could not hold him and always considered herself a good woman.

"Why are you Ri?" Rama panicked when he saw Riana who suddenly cried, he touched both of Riana's shoulders. "I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable. I'm.

"It's not. It's not Ram. No!" Riana's head shook tightly. Not as Rama alleged, he just felt unworthy to get a man as good and sincere as Rama. "You will be disgusted by me Ram. I don't pantes for you, you can get more than me. I'm not as good as you think." Riana's body suddenly sank down. Her crying broke even more as the memory of Raihan with her doing husband and wife dancing in her brain.

"Ri, don't cry anymore. Same story with me, why you?" Rama tries to calm Riana down, finding out what causes the woman to cry like that.

"I don't deserve you Ram. Not only are you, I don't deserve all men!" Riana's voice that snapped made Rama gasp in shock, because this was the first time Riana spoke in such a high tone.

Rama sat back, demanding an explanation from his friend. "Why can you talk like Ri? You never lower yourself."

"But the truth is like Rai, Raihan and I have been mengelakuin husband and wife relationship!" In the end Riana revealed her own disgrace. Rama's body freezes.

"Ri, are you serious about what you said?" Rama tried to make sure.

Riana nodded weakly. "I'm ashamed of you Ram. I gave up my chastity with Raihan. I'm....." Riana was back. He himself was so disgusted, especially others who heard him.

"R...." Raihan could not bear, he held both hands Riana.

"You must be disgusted by me, right Ram? You must be disappointed like I was disappointed with myself. I'm...." Riana's body trembled, she fumbled with her bad thoughts.

"No Ri, I don't think so." Rama tries to calm Riana down.

Seriate

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