
Ben revives his bike there is a promise to meet his boss to discuss the field work leaving Ros without any guilt, or persuade his wife before leaving, that's what Ben used to do, because Ros will be good again his heart after being left.
But this time Ros was really angry, offended by Ben's treatment, until by the afternoon Ros was only in the room and playing with Yola, he said,
Ros regretted himself, if from the beginning did not mind Ben's income that was never given to him, maybe not like this, there is no openness Ben where and for whatever salary during this time, maybe not like this,
Ros knew that if every month Ben sent his father-in-law, and monthly fees and tuition fees his brother Saud often sent Ben to Jogja, it was no problem for Ros, it was no problem, because for him filial paternity is also important, his sister must also be helped, at least slightly relieve his parents.
After feeding and bathing Yola this afternoon, Ros took Yola to the room again and watched the cartoon, they fell asleep when the clock had not shown seven o'clock in the night Ben had not yet signaled his return.
Towards midnight Ros woke up feeling that someone was touching and hugging him from behind, found Ben had stuck to his back and hugged him, felt something hardened and swiped to his boko**, he said, immediately brushed aside his hand Ben and turned his body and sat down, looked at her husband who had been with her for two years, there was a feeling of anger, wanted to feel berating Ben
"why deck, come on, brother already wants time"
"i'm not lon** you, you think lon** aja hbis dipake paid, you two years make me free, free you never love anything, I gave birth to a child for you, I gave birth to you, I take care of all your needs, a dime...
"oh so you think I can't find more than you??" ben's voice was high
Ros was stunned, unbelievable, Ben had never been rude to him, and so far Ros has never refused to make love to Ben, what is that why?? Ros could only be silent, his tears could not be held back to not come out, how not to hurt his heart with the words of Ben, Ben, she realized a year at home as a housewife and take care of her own children make her not pay attention to the appearance again, where her body after giving birth widened, and her body, actually, for the staff always provided a maid to help at the staff house, but can not be used but the maid fees will be cashed like Ben, but even Ros did not know the change of money for the maid accompanied by Ben.
Ben passed and came out of the room berbating the door of the room strongly made Yola surprised and woke up, the sound of crying became, Ros quickly hugged his daughter and held her to calm her daughter, even though her own heart was not calm,
"is this your real bang?? even if you don't appreciate me, I'm angry not feeling guilty, I'm silent not you ask, I cry not you persuade what I mean in your life?am I just your slave?I'm your wife, I'm the mother of your child, I'm the one you marry and you swear to always protect, you'll be accompanied under any circumstances, but.... " Ros rubbed his face, Yola was asleep again, slowly put on the bed, her cheeks were hot, still felt Ben slap on her face, Ros moved towards her makeup mirror, and then she went to her makeup mirror, there were Ben's fingers on his left cheek, his face y a, his body, "akh.. Rosa, how painful your life is, must you endure? " Ros muttered in his heart,
There are children among them, yes, their children, but until when can they be strong? while Ben does not want to know about Ros, about Yola, their needs, while life goes on, as Yola grows more and more of their needs, but only Ros knows, but only Ros knows, Ros was increasingly confused from where to process all, sometimes thinking about working again, but was afraid of causing a fight between them.
Is this as complicated as life??