Love Because of Story
The POV Parulian 2

Ka Rosa finally married Mr. Tian, I am happy, I know what their love struggle is like so they can get married and live together, and I also know Mr. Tian loves my cousin ka Rosa very much, even though Rosa is from a simple family and is a widow, but there is no reason for him to cancel his intention to marry her, but there is no woman beyond Rosa, who has a heart and wants to be his wife.

I was surprised when I caught two beautiful women staring at me at the church at Rosa's wedding, I'm sure they were close family to Mr. Tian, because they were sitting close to the parents of Mr. Tian.

But between the two, only one often looks at me, making me misbehave and even more curious to see him when I see him, I also like hypnotized by his beauty.

" But maybe he's fascinated with me?" I muttered to myself in my heart.

Through the tail of my eyes, I was always watching her, and I began to expect to get a glance from the beautiful woman as often as possible.

I saw them whispering and looking at me, but then the other woman put her shoulder around like she didn't know.

The longer you steal each other's eyes on the woman makes me more fascinated, especially when you see her smile, the more perfect the beauty I see, but there is also a fear to approach her, too, afraid that she would steal my eyes not because of my liking, but something strange about me.

I followed him with my eyes, until the blessing of Rosa and Tian was over, my eyes were never far from him, even when the family pictures were done, I could see the woman was so perfect.

When the parents of Tian sir were taking pictures with Rosa and Tian sir, the two women came along, and I saw that there was a resemblance between Mr. Tian and the woman, it made me realize that they must be brothers and certainly sisters, because they look like everyone.

I was a bit in shock, as much as I could be fascinated by my cousin-in-law Rosa, over and over again I rubbed my face and drank the mineral water I had brought when I entered the church.

It felt like a fool when I made sure they were my sister and kaka, I who began to feel like I had a heart suddenly insecure with myself, he said, what am I who is just an ordinary person and is not comparable to the Tian sir family.

But the more I want to avoid, the more often my eyes are on the woman, no matter what name I do not know, so not infrequently I curse myself.

When all the family and invitations to the hotel that had been boking, Moses, the woman was not willing to go out of my eyes, it seemed like God was giving me a challenge, it makes me less sure I can get through that challenge considering myself as a nobody.

When I saw her laughing as she was about to enter the hotel with her family I was more and more fascinated, and it was hard to blink my eyes, the woman was so beautiful as she smiled and laughed, she was perfect and perfect to be a woman.

Actually, I used to fall in love with a friend of my college, her name is Goddess, when I was only in the fifth semester and the third semester goddess, she said, but when I expressed my feelings towards her and was rejected outright, it made me ashamed of some of the students who were near us, since then I have been traumatized to like women, afraid of being rejected and laughed at by people, and so far no woman has stopped in my heart.

But this time I again feel challenged by the presence of the woman, I intend to approach her, but not sure if later get a satisfactory answer, which there later I bear the shame, I will, considering if that woman is brother-in-law of Rosa.

I got a room of my own, and when I entered it I was so amazed by the facilities of my room, without waiting for long I went straight to the bathroom, my body was so sticky with sweat, I was so clingy with sweat, today's weather was very sunny but it was very hot to make me angry since at the church earlier, and I also lingered in the shower until my body really felt fresher.

Until the night I was only in the room, and just came out at dinner on the bottom floor of the restaurant which was boking also by Mr. Tian's parents.

And tonight, I had a very hard time getting to sleep, my mind was filled with that woman, akhh this time I fell in love, slept hard, ate unappetizingly, and, but the thought went on on on the woman, wanting to feel like I was looking for and holding her accountable who had disturbed my peace of mind and heart, but I was too ashamed of myself.

I don't know what time I could close my eyes, you know I woke up at nine in the morning, my mind went back to that woman, I seemed to miss her, really annoying, really annoying, my brain can stop thinking about it.

Tomorrow I see the woman with Yola, I want to feel like approaching Yola because since I arrived from the city of P there has been no hugging the chatty girl, but my steps stopped when I found out that woman was accompanying Yola.

I'm sure she's a good woman, from her closeness to Yola who was a little girl and certainly just getting to know her, they look really close, because I know Yola is very difficult to be close to anyone, and it was very difficult to take her heart, but from what I saw was different, Yola was so carefreely led the woman to a room that I believed to be Rosa's room.

They were lost behind the door making me realize with my daydream, that woman really messed with my day.

I went to the Resto again for breakfast this morning, at least I had to keep filling my stomach to be strong thinking about the woman, hopefully I can get acquainted with her, know her name, if later I feel fit, if later I feel fit, I will ask God to give the woman to be my companion.

And until this morning I had not seen ka Rosa and pak Tian, our meeting was only last night while taking pictures at the church, we were just saying hello, I also understand because the situation is not possible to chat.

I miss my cousin's brother so much, have not seen him for two weeks, want to tell him if for two weeks the store was crowded buyers and overwhelmed me, and often never restless, and often not, I also wanted to ask her about her little sister, if I could approach her, fearing that Rosa would disagree and not allow it before my feelings of love deepened.