
Rania continued to walk pacing in front of the door of the operating room. It has been almost 5 hours of operation was running, but the door of the room never any signs opened.
Aldi who had since seen it until his own dizziness when he saw Rania continued to walk back and forth like people were holding back.
"Rania, you calm yourself." Aldi got up from his seat to approach Rania.
"We pray that my operation goes well." Aldi held onto Rania's two shoulders while staring fixedly at the anxious face.
"How can I calm down? the operation's been almost 5 hours, but the lights are still on." He said with a trembling tone. It seems that Rania is worried about her father.
Negative thoughts came to his mind.
"Have, don't think about the no-no, we just pray for the smooth operation of the father." Bujuk Aldi.
He led Rania to sit in the waiting chair.
"You haven't eaten since, Rania. Eat first, yeah." Persuade Aldi gently.
"I don't have a taste for eating." Sahut Rania with a weak voice.
Aldi just sighed rough. Aldi had tried several times to persuade Rania to have lunch, but until now he had not obeyed.
"We go to the mosque, pray for Dad." Said Aldi.
I don't know why Aldi suddenly remembered that. But he was neither a pious man nor a devout servant.
But near Rania, he was eager to improve himself with the woman he had taken away his chastity.
Rania thought for a moment then only nodded her head in approval.
Aldi was happy because Rania did not reject his invitation.
Actually Aldi never visited the musholla, even praying five times was often abandoned.
Aldi is a man who does not obey religion as well as Adrian.
His family is all minimal about religion. Only the mother knew a little about religion, and that was a little. That is why his children no one became a religious because it was never taught about religious science.
"Am I still welcome to pray?" Suddenly Rania made a soft voice.
Whether he was asking who, beside him there was only Aldi, but his head did not face the slightest direction towards Aldi.
"What are you talking about? Does God not grant the prayers of all His servants?" Ask Aldi a little dislike.
"But I'm dirty, I've done adultery. I'm afraid God won't forgive me my sins." Rania was crying.
The words that came out of Rania's mouth managed to touch Aldi's heart.
Even Rania who became a victim of her crime is afraid of not forgiven her sin for committing adultery.
And Aldi himself who as the perpetrator is proud to have obtained the virginity of a girl who has no sacred bond.
"Sorry." Said Aldi looking down lethargic.
He realized now, what he had been doing all this time was wrong.
Indeed, all this time Aldi has always used all means to realize his wishes just as he does today who wants to marry Rania.
She marries Rania by cheating, persuading Rudi's father to force her son to marry her.
And this time Aldi really realized his mistake.
Maybe after this Aldi will change his decision. She doesn't want to marry Rania because of coercion.
Rania quietly did not answer, she still digested Aldi's question.
"What do you mean?" Rania asked after a moment of silence.
"Do you really mind marrying me?" Ask her again with a deep look.
"Yes, I had to marry you." Said straightforward.
Aldi sculpted, his gaze glared far away. I don't know what's on his mind. But she felt her heart ache when she heard Rania's words that directly rejected her.
"Aren't you going to marry me if it wasn't for my father's request?" Ask her again.
"Of course I wouldn't marry you if you hadn't asked me to marry you." Reply to Rania again.
Aldi closed his eyes then adjusted his breathing for a moment.
"Then, if God leaves a seed in your womb and I want to take responsibility, do you want to marry me?" Bargain again.
"I can still support my own son. So you don't have to worry about being responsible." Sahut Rania with a light face.
"Why don't you want me to take responsibility? Do you not feel sorry for your future son if you lose the figure of a father?" Ask her again while trying to manage all the tightness in her heart.
"I will be both a mother and a father, just like my father who keeps me and tries to be a good father and mother to his children." Answer's relaxed.
Again Aldi was only able to close his eyes while adjusting his irregular breathing. He will try to resist all emotions so as not to hurt the woman he loves.
Maybe it's time to become a better person. Will not repeat his mistake again to take advantage of the situation of weakness of the person.
Hopefully this is the best decision for him.
"Then I'll set you free. I won't force you to marry me." Aldi said with a voice choked in his throat.
"No need to worry, I will meet all the needs of your life even if I cancel being your husband. I already consider Rudi's father as my own father. Then it's appropriate that I meet the needs of my father's life." He said again with a distant look.
It looked a hint of disappointment as well as sadness on his face. But he has to be strong.
It is accustomed to Aldi's life like this, as if fate is always joking with him.
"Come, we're going." Aldi stepped first without waiting for Rania who was still pecking on the spot.
"Wait." Prevent Rania. His right hand grabbed Aldi's left wrist.
Suddenly Aldi turned to look at the woman who had filled his heart space.
"Why are you saying that?" Rania looked at Aldi's face.
"Kenapa?" Tanya Aldi menjawab pertanyaan Rania.
"Why did you say why? Isn't this your wish? Wouldn't you be happy if you weren't married to me? ... " Aldi displayed an forced smile.
"What's the reason why I suddenly put my hope in the girl I just met. But you need to know it, I love you. I'm not bragging, this is the truth. Ever since I found out you were a girl when I fucked you, my heart has been leaning on you ever since. I don't know why, I feel like God sent me a soul mate through the events of that night." Aldi stopped his words while laughing.
"But I was wrong. I was wrong to guess, I guess you have the same feelings as me. It really isn't. You hate me too much for my depraved nature. I understand because that is the truth. But ... "
"One thing you need to know, I've never fucked any woman but you. You're the first woman to get my virginity." And after saying that, Aldi completely passed without waiting for Rania who was still pecking there.
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...TBC...
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