
Muhasabah is one way to repair the heart, train, purify, and clean it. In Islam, the main factor that causes a person to want to do good deeds is the belief and belief that Allah SWT will count the deeds of all His servants.
If the practice is good, then Allah SWT will give a good reply. Conversely, if the practice is bad, then it will get a bad reply as well.
Muhasabah is usually done at night before we rest, namely by correcting all attitudes, actions, and mistakes of self throughout the day. This is so that the mistake is not repeated again in the future and can be a better person again.
God does not promise days without sadness, laughter without sadness, heat without rain, but God promises strength to face difficult days, entertainment for crying, and instructions for living life.
Sadness and happiness are two different things. However, these two words are also feelings that a human being will inevitably experience and pass through. A person's response to these feelings will certainly vary, depending on the experience he has gone through.
Mila comes out of the room with Danu. He felt his condition was good after taking the medicine. They found all the families gathered in the living room. Mila believes that Dahlia's mother is still curious and demands the true story.
"She, looks like we have to tell the truth. About your current condition," said Mila Lirih.
"Yes" Danu replied briefly.
They sit in the middle of a big family. Mila was waiting for an explanation from her husband. I hope no one gets angry after this. Mila's hands clasped tightly in her husband's fingers. It's like he wanted to say "You can, baby!"
"Mother, Father, and Boro Bone," Danu had yet to finish his words. He took a deep breath, momentarily looking at his wife. Mila nodded as if letting Danu continue with her words.
"Assalamualaikum, Rohim's Father, Dahlia's Mother and Boro's Bone. I know you're waiting for an explanation of what really happened to the two of us. Especially in my current condition. As Dahlia's mother probably heard from Rubiah's mother, I had blood cancer since childhood. Miraculous indeed should have been since childhood I have died, because I know small children are more susceptible to disease.
Thank God God is so good. He also gave me the strength to rise through the helping hand of my adoptive parents, the late Mr. Aliong. He brought me medical and non-medical treatment, otherwise I wouldn't be standing in front of you guys,"
"Oh God, Son Danu. Why not tell us the same story? at least we can help with treatment as much as possible. You have helped our family a lot while Seruni's mother was still around" Bones Boro said.
"I'm sorry if it's new now, Dad, Mom and Bones" Danu still lowered her head.
"Sorry, Danu. I know you're sick, I understand you're not okay. What I've seen so far, Mila is paying less attention to herself. Especially about her pregnancy. Now I know, my son is like this because he's busy taking care of you. How pregnant women should be able to pamper themselves. Depends on her husband but I see you leaning on Mila,"
"Mom, it's not like that!" refute Mila.
"No how? your husband should be a guardian in the household. You should have looked at her, not you who took care of her pain," Dahlia showed her annoyance at Danu.
"Lia, you don't have to talk like that. Danu's good enough to be Mila's husband. It is the duty of the wife to take care of her husband" Bela Rohim's father.
"But, Rohim, did you see this is not the first time Danu dropped and Mila was bothered. Yes, I know the duty of the wife to take care of her husband. But what to the point of not paying attention to herself, even I've never seen Mila check her pregnancy.
Didn't you see how her in-laws treated Mila earlier. My son is insulted by that woman. And thank God Mila still wants to be with her son!" Dahlia took the bag and came out of the house of Grandma Seruni.
Is her husband paying less attention?No. gabe. He was never lacking the affection of Danu. He also never lacked attention from those closest to him. Just the sight of an ignorant person like the thought of Dahlia's mother.
"Mom just doesn't want you to suffer anymore, Mila. I just found out your in-laws are like that. The heartache of the mother sees her son will be separated from her husband. Mum's heartache when a woman's speech is like you're cheap,"
"Mom, I'm sorry about my mother's words, '" Danu replied, just lowering her head. He also felt guilty for everything that had happened. I don't know what her mother thought at the time. To be sure Danu also wants to make Mila happy.
"I never suffered, Mom. My husband treats me very well. Never been rude or hurt my feelings. When it comes to Rubiah's mother, it takes time. Not everyone likes us, Mom. Not everyone is in line with our thinking. So slowly but surely Rubiah's mother will soften her heart,"
Dahlia finally came back into the house. The accompanied Mila. They also sat in the living room. Rohim's father asked what they would do in front of him. Considering Mila's content is getting bigger.
"So what are your plans?" ask Rohim's father.
"Same, Danu. Follow Rubiah's mother to Padang," replied Mila.
"You it?" Mila shakes. She was eager to come but as her mother-in-law said, Danu would not be concerned if Mila was included.
"I can only pray that Uda can return home safely. To be able to get together with me and my son, that's all" Mila replied.
"Let's sit by my mom,"
Mila was sitting next to Dahlia's mother.
"How long have you known about your husband's illness?" ask Dahlia.
"It's been since I got pregnant, Mom,"
"So you've known for a long time, why don't you tell us the same story. If the reason is that we're afraid we're worried, we're more worried about you, Mila,"
"I'm sorry Mila and Danu, Bu. As I said earlier, we're afraid to trouble you,"
After an impromptu trial Mila's house is back quiet. Lala often stays at Fera's house. Because there is Intan his playmate. The woman immediately invited her husband to rest in the room. While talking about chemotherapy at Padang hospital.
"I hope you think about that decision again, Mila," he shook his head. Her decision was unanimous, she was willing to be away from her husband for the sake of healing.
"For me and our son. Please follow my request just this once,"