Love Frame For Sarmila
CHAPTERS 144

TWO MONTHS LATER

A motorbike stops at a stretch of beach sand. A man came down and led the woman behind him. With an enlarged stomach enters nine months. Of course he has to be careful.

The sky was still dark, he deliberately borrowed a motor belonging to one of the guards who was guarding the hospital. This is the last chemotherapy and probably the final peak of the therapy. Danu also led his wife through some cypress tree trunks.

Beach abrasions receive less attention. So many years ago, when still single, this beach is often a favorite place to visit.

He also often took the children of the orphanage to walk to the beach which included rarely in the plural of the tourists. It still feels cool at that time, because on the beach there are many pandan-pandan sea, which now no longer exists.

Located around the mouth of the Bengkulu river, so it is rarely used for sightseeing. A lot of garbage is carried away by the flow of river water, so it takes more effort to beautify and beautify this beach.

"Why come here?" Mila walked ahead of her husband.

"I want to see the beach." said Danu pulled his wife's hand.

"Aren't we here often? you're not tired? we stayed overnight in the hospital. We better just go home. Honestly, I'm so tired, we're resting at home. It doesn't feel good to keep bothering others." cerocos Mila.

Last night after chemotherapy, Danu was advised to stay in the hospital first. Mila would not accompany her husband. Although she actually wanted to bring her husband home. Thinking of Lala who is often tipped with another family.

I don't know what wind after dawn prayer Danu whined to go home. And strangely on the way he asked to be escorted to the long beach.

"We've been leaving Lala for a few days now, Uda. I don't feel good about Eva, Fera, and Dahlia's mom. Moreover, Fera several times to keep Lala stay at home. While we go home to Rubiah's mother." lamented Mila.

"You mind if we move into Diana's mother's house. Lived there temporarily because his mother accompanied his sister-in-law to seek treatment in Padang. Ando accompanied his brother on medication. Do you mind?" said Danu.

"It has been almost three months that they left Bengkulu. Ammar how are you? how's treatment?" ask Mila.

"You miss Ammar?" search Danu.

Mila laughed for a moment. "A little but as a friend."

"Ando's actually home. Ammar accompanied one of their relatives while in Singapore. Ando said there was important business that he had to finish. But Ando said this week Ammar will be home.

Does my wife mind staying at Diana's?"

"I don't mind, Uda. Just yeah I don't feel good about bothering others. I'm afraid again Lala feels we're ignoring. He's crashing again like that."

"Can it please me sometimes, Mila. Since these few days every time you accompanied me to therapy. You must always be worried about others. Can we sometimes just spend some time alone. Without thinking about anything else.

I just want to create moments that we may not necessarily get for the future."

Mila lowered her head. A sense of tightness whack in his chest. From the tone of her husband's voice as if not supporting her unrest. She also wants quality time with her husband. But for now there are many things that he should think about.

"Is the time we create, the time we go through all this time still lacking? I even ignored my sister just to focus on your health. And you said I was thinking too much about other people. No matter how busy I may be, I will never forget you, Danu. Who did I stop selling it for? For your sake.

And now you say it like that. Selfish!"

Mila relaxed her body muscles. Somehow he was easily offended and this time he vented what had been in his pendam. She envies Sarah who gets extra attention, she envies Vika who gets a guy like Revo. Her gaze turned to the pregnant woman who walked barefoot in the company of her husband. I really want to be in that position.

"You always use those words, Uda Danu. You always emphasize that your time is a little. Ever looked ahead. Have you ever thought about your life in the future. All you think is that I should feel sorry for you."

Mila walked away from Danu who was sitting on the sand of the beach. He wanted to calm himself down after venting out what was on his mind. On the other hand he felt guilty about his words just now. On the other hand he also wants Danu to understand his position now. He's the backbone of his family. Replacing Aminah's mother takes care of Lala, because Sarah already has Anjas.

Danu looked at his wife's back. He wasn't trying to prevent Mila's footsteps. Maybe there is a point in what Mila said. He seems selfish to want to be understood but does not try to understand his wife's feelings.

Why are we complaining now. Wasn't the Mila she knew always strong and strengthening herself.

"I think it's just a kind of hormone experienced by pregnant women. Pregnant women are usually sensitive carriers." Danu tried positive thinking. But on the other hand he felt Mila seemed to start objecting to the state of Danu's illness.

Mila closed her eyes enjoying the morning breeze. The change of time went on. The sky that was pitch-black was slowly showing its light.

There was a shining star in the sky. The man said it was one of the planets close to Earth.

"Son, it's called planet Mars. Planets become stars before sunrise. If one day you're a big mom would love you to be the brightest kid."

Mila felt her back cover up. The trap must have been her husband. The smell of the man's breath did not bother him. Instead Mila tightened her fingers on the sidelines of her husband's fingers.

"I know, maybe you're trying to stay strong. Just for the sake of not wanting to make me sad. I also know that maybe what we're doing is making your life's burden even harder. But one thing you should know. I never want to be a burden on your life, Mila. I don't want to get sick like this either. But if indeed you are not strong with all this, just say it even though it feels painful." said Danu lirih.

"I'm sorry for what I said, too. I don't know why I'm talking like that, maybe I'm pregnant and maybe I'm tired. Honestly, I really wanted to sleep and you took me out."

Danu patted his thigh and asked his wife to lay down. Mila was without hesitation already on her husband's thigh. A soft caress greeted the tip of her head. In addition to the morning breeze welcome the rising of the sun.

"Why should we go to UNIB beach. Usually people want to be on the long beach." asked Mila.

"Because the moment is more fitting here. A place not too crowded with visitors. It feels more romantic. If on the long beach there you must have the prestige of sleeping here." the sound of a small laugh was heard.

Along the front UNIB beach road, a pair of human children appear to walk in tandem. The two are chatting with each other. Splashing the beach water into his wife's face. Letting go of each other's laughter marks their happiness.

"Let's go after me, baby" Danu ran ahead of Mila. While running his body turned to look at his wife.

"Run it don't hurry dong! I'm gonna be pregnant again."

"It's okay, baby. Let's lure the baby to birth."

Danu ran further and further away. Mila's movements stopped for some reason her body felt bad. Meanwhile, the pain in contractions will usually strengthen over time. The pain is centered in the abdomen and lower back, which does not go away when moving or changing position.

"Sir..." Mila held onto her stomach which was getting more and more painful.

Danu turned to see his wife's scream.

"Mila!"