
Axel clenched his hand in anger. He felt hurt by what Erika said. Her sharp eyes made Erika freeze. The beautiful girl who once loved him, or maybe now still loves him was silent with a stiff.
"Lo's insolent mouth, yeah!" point Axel with his left hand right in front of Erika's face. He tried to hold his breath hunting in annoyance.
Erika flinched when she heard Axel's words, and also she stared at the nanar towards Axel's hand that pointed at her. Erika's heart ached, like it was squeezed to pieces. Why does this guy like to get him hurt?
Erika took a deep breath, then she lifted her head and her eyes were rubbed with Axel's eyes staring at her sharply, like a sword that was wielding, ready to give a wound if it hit the tip.
Axel gasped as he looked at Erika's sad eyes, the girl he had already hurt so many times.
"Just like that, you're angry, brother. Then what about me who has endured years of pain because of your words? Not just your words, but your deeds."
Erika smiled bitterly, her attempt to go to Australia to forget Axel was crushed. He lost today. He really lost. She's a really weak woman, very cowardly and selfless.
Three years he survived alone in the Kangaroo country, and it took only a few minutes he met Axel, but. In a sense that was very difficult for him to hold, because it was the same as being grasping the broken glass that made his palm bleed.
Erika's love fertilized her well, because she felt like she was getting a reply from the man, but now Erika had to swallow the bitter pill many times, she said, if she was the most miserable woman on the face of the earth.
"Rome ...." Axel was about to pull out Erika's limp hands, but the woman immediately distanced her hands and looked at Axel with a smile.
"You're the most selfish man I've ever known, brother. Be happy!" After saying that, Erika directly walked to the side and left Axel speechless there.
With quick steps, but felt very heavy and full of thorns, forcing Erika to leave the toilet. Tears tried to hold him, so as not to stagnate and fall on his cheek.
Erika stood up for a while, she inhaled a breath repeatedly, hoping that the tightness in her chest could disappear with her doing that.
After feeling calmer, Erika again continued her steps, coming to Rian who was still faithfully waiting for him where they had separated earlier.
"Darling, you're okay, right?" Rian asked in an anxious and panicked tone as well. Because Erika had been in the bathroom for too long, and when she returned, her lover's face was gloomy and did not look as excited as before.
"No pa-pa. We go straight home, yeah. I'm so tired." Erika gave her best smile to Rian, trying to make her lover not worry anymore.
Rian let out a long sigh, then he nodded. The man rubbed Erika's head gently and smiled, "If you need a place to confide, I can listen to all your complaints, dear," Rian said sincerely.
Erika was silent, she then raised her head and looked into Rian's eyes which exuded a truly sincere love for her.
"Yes," Erika replied briefly, she gave her best smile to Rian, making the man become relieved.
"Come on!" Rian clasped Erika's cold hand with his warm hand. They walked away from that place. The place that made Erika's wounds re-gaped wide.
In the distance, Axel stood up, peeking at the two lovebirds earlier. "Curtain!" he was cynical, then walked away from the place.
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Erika lay her body on the bed, she rested on the void that had now begun to get wet from tears.
Erika hates herself. He hated his weak heart. Erika hated her love for this man. Right, Erika really hated, not just her, but Axel. A man who never even glanced at him at a glance.
Erika sat down, she hit her chest that felt tight, hoping that by doing so she would feel relieved, and the tightness she felt could be gone.
After feeling satisfied crying, even to the point of making her eyes swollen, her nose stuck, and her voice hoarse, Erika rose. He walked down from the bed, and walked towards the cupboard in his room.
Opening the bottom drawer of the closet, Erika took out a wooden box from there.
He opened the box, and stared at the contents with a pushy look.
All the things that Axel had given him as a child, Erika kept them there. The photos of their togetherness were neatly arranged in the box. And now, Erika was trying to strengthen her heart to burn all the things that she had not touched for a long time.
Erika placed the box on her bed, and walked towards the bathroom. What is clear, he did not want to make the house person become anxious to him because of his swollen eyes and also his face that was still red.
After she finished, Erika opened the door of her locked room, and walked out from there. Down the stairs, about to walk towards the front room.
"Pak Didi," Erika called the guard guards who were in her post. Erika's voice felt very loud, because the post was quite far from her home.
Mr. Didi appeared to himself as he felt that someone was calling out to him, and he immediately ran towards Erika who was waving.
"Why, Non?" asked Mr. Didi, the middle-aged security guard, politely asking Erika.
"Borrow matches, sir," said Erika, raising her hand.
Mr. Didi immediately checked his pants pocket and also his shirt, and finally he took out a match from there and gave it to Erika.
"Thank you, Sir. Later I return, yes, borrow first daft," said Erika smiling happily.
Didi sir nodded, he also smiled at Erika and saw the footsteps of Erika who went to the side of the post, close to the trash can. Mr. Didi followed Erika's steps.
Erika opened the box, she took a photo there. There is a portrait of him being carried by Axel, near the playground. The second photo he was sitting with Axel pairing his shoelaces. And then the next photos.
Erika sobbed softly, her heart ached as she recalled that sweet memory, as it was very different from the current reality. Mr. Didi was surprised to hear Erika's sobbing, but he was afraid to make her angry. So Mr. Didi had no choice but to just shut up and look.
"Hiks, you're evil, brother!" isak Erika very slowly.
Erika then pulled the match and started burning the photos of the memories. Erika and Axel's relationship is no longer expected. So Ethics does not want to keep those memories again, because it will further hurt him.
"Get you out of my heart, brother. And don't ever come back, if it's just to give you a cut, which even the previous one is still wet."
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