Love In Longing
Ct. 20 (Different Eid )

Two pairs of human children meet again after so many years apart, and even disappear without news. Nothing has changed with the eyes of both. It all seems the same. Both save something that is not that easy to say.

"I'm sorry... Without permission I tracked you down." said Arsen staring more and more fixed pretty face in front.

If you have any questions about why Arsen doesn't look nervous or how, wait a minute, man!

Can say... Arsen is quite good at controlling all the nerves that work in his body. He did not look nervous and ordinary.

Though Arsen himself felt that he was trembling half to death. He also seemed to want to faint when faced with Clarice directly like this. Where he once shed hope to be this close to the girl.

Luckily, he had already prepared himself to face all of this. Luckily, his way of speaking was not to stutter like Clarice. So that it doesn't look like two stutters are chatting. Because if it happens, it is certain that the chat will not be finished.

Clarice blinked her eyes several times to reduce the nervousness that spread throughout the body. But if he could, he really wanted to scream as loud as he could. Release all mixed flavors in the chest. There is a longing, there is an annoyance, there are also various questions that he wants to ask the driver.

What is happening now is no longer just a surprise, but also an embodiment of a dream that is considered an empty dream.

Hearing Arsenic's voice after a long time was something that was very electrifying from the earlobe to the entire body.

And the most thrilling to penetrate into the niche of the heart at this time is the position of the two are very close. Even the distance between his chest and Arsen's lower chest is only about 5 cm.

In brackets in such a way, until his back is perfectly attached to the sink. Then the hands can no longer wiggle other than fingers that lock each other in front of the stomach. And again. Arsen's gaze is so attached that it makes the legs feel limp without bones.

Hearing Arsen apologize for tracking his phone number without permission, is not something that is considered evil by Cla. He is happy... Because it turns out that Arsen is still trying to find his whereabouts secretly.

Cla nodded awkwardly, very awkwardly, like a teenager who was in love and misbehaved when he met.

"Cla...?" call Arsen very soft and subtle but sounds very deep.

"Hm?" Cla looked up again. Staring at the handsome face that is increasingly seen, the more raises the eye at risk of developing diabetes.

Uh! Do you have diabetic eyes?

I don't know.any parable is not able to draw two figures of young people who are on the verge of being happy for their first meeting after so many years of separation will be a very unreasonable reason.

"I'm sorry for all my misunderstandings to you at that time." said Arsen staring fixedly at Clarice's pair of wry eyes.

Clarice smiled faintly and immediately looked down deeply, covering the misbehaving smile as well as the red hue on the cheek when recalling the moment 3.5 years ago. When he read the word I love you, Arsen wrote in a short letter.

Will Arsen repeat that sentence at this time?

In addition to smiling wrongly imagining the time, Cla also imagined if Arsen would say the sentence directly.

Ah, which girl isn't shy when it comes to dealing with a situation like this?

Cla was sure a little bit, Arsen already knew what he was feeling. Even though Cla doesn't know, if Naufal actually told him everything that happened to Arsen.

' Don't be so confident, Cla... Maybe that feeling has changed... '

He still looks down deep. Without being able to reply to the words spoken by the driver.

"I was too stupid to not see it all until the end." continued Arsen full of regrets. "If I had known you rejected Vino, I wouldn't have left..."

"I'm sorry I made you wait this long." said Arsen seriously.

"Until they say you're like a walking statue that has no love..." Arsen said with a smile.

"I was foolish to leave before I knew your true feelings..." Arsen shook his head softly and poignantly, throwing his face away from looking at Clarice.

Cla gasped and again raised his head, frowned and looked at Arsen in confusion.

"Where did you hear all that?" asked Cla who seemed to have been able to control himself to speak well.

"Nowfal..."

Cla looked confused. "So you guys have met? When?" guess Clarice.

"In New York!" reply Arsen.

Clarice is getting louder. "So that's actually when you met?" Cla was wide open to hear this revelation.

I'm annoyed, but the girl doesn't want to get angry. He wanted to hear an explanation very well. And again, his attitude that had once been ketus on the young man just vanished.

"Hm..." Arsen nodded. "I forbid him to tell you... Because I don't know when I can go home... My busy life in New York is no joke, Cla... I'm sorry once again." said Arsen with a right hand that reflexively touched the left side of Clarice's head. And stroked down blonde Cla.

Cla nodded and looked back. Now he feels more embarrassed, in addition to his feelings already known Arsen, also because of the touch of Arsen's fingers in his hair. It was thrilling every vein that was inside his body.

Confused about what he should do. It was like poking a foot into the floor and sinking into the core of the Earth. Or just disappear, like a fairy godmother who can come and go as she pleases in the fairy tale series before going to bed.

' Naufal must have told me a lot... Oh God... How'this? So shy... '

Cla screams in the heart by biting her inner lower lip.

' Naufaall! But why are you more loyal to Arsen! '

The girl grumbled inwardly, squeezing her own fingers, imagining as if she were squeezing Naufal's head. I am so worried about my friend who behaves like that.

Arsen knew that Clarice was shy of cats, aka docile pigeons so knowing the reality if actually Naufal and he had met in New York two weeks ago.

Arsen himself also felt real shame. But he tried to stay as calm as possible. Cla who looked down, made the distance of Cla's head with his chest not too far away. While the hand that had stroked Cla's hair has now hit the edge of the sink table again.

Of course, when all this happens, the normal instinct of a man just appears. The room was quiet, there were only the two of them, even though they were in a room that was very uncomfortable for them.

And the most certain is that it is not safe of course. Because anyone can enter whenever the toilet is needed by them.

Among all the possibilities, the young man was eager to hug the girl he had longed for so much. Hugging tightly like they once did in a swimming pool nearly seven years ago.

But should I hug her when I first met her like this?

' What if he refuses to hug me? I'll be very upset.... '

The young man's mind with a chest that has been pounding is not because of. This situation really made his instincts as the man worked hard enough to withstand everything he wanted to do.

Already unable to hold what was tearing inside his chest, Arsen deliberately touched his chest on Cla's forehead which was still down.

The deg!

This one vibration felt simultaneously within the chest of the two. When the forehead touches the chest of the man you like, it will definitely cause an unusual gurgle.

And when you see a girl you like being close to her side, as a normal guy you feel very proud and increasingly want to hug, protect and kiss, if you can.

But will it all happen so quickly?

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