Love In Longing

Love In Longing
Ct. 33 (e )


The first day of being in a relationship as a couple, of course, makes any girl like being floating on the clouds. Moreover, various sweet treatment from the man he loved continues to get.


Treated like a queen. I want everything to be given for free. And protected like diamonds.


All the memories of what happened that day, panned a boundless smile on the thin lips of a Brighta Clarice Agasta.


Even when bathing under the shower, he never ceases to touch his lips which for the first time kissed by men. Reflexes he always bit his lower lip inside, when all was felt again.


And every time he remembered it, a meaningful smile rose from his red lips followed by a pair of closed eyes. It was as if they felt themselves in Arsen's warm embrace as they were in Victor's Cafe toilet this afternoon.


But all the smiles just vanished, when he started touching the lover's phone. Because he had not been able to tear apart the contents, there have been several chat messages from one number that is very suspicious for the girl.


"Don't Arsen say I'm free to use this phone?" muttered. "That means I'm free to see and know everything that's inside this phone!" he continued full of grin.


"Let's find out who this blonde girl is!" cla's annoyance while fingers open the chat bar from the number that comes from abroad.


Messages in chat...


(That is written in English... )


*When do you have time to have lunch with me again? Have we not had lunch together in a long time?*


Cla continued reading in the heart of the message that had been interrupted earlier.


"Who exactly is this blonde?" cla muttered with a thundered chest. "Why use all lunch!" his grunts were upset that someone invited his lover to lunch again.


Which means lunch together has happened at a time, when Arsen has not met himself and asked himself to be a lover.


"It's so annoying!" grumble Cla growled.


Then the fingers swipe the screen to go down. That way various chat messages that have occurred in the past will be seen by him one by one. And he could tell what the blonde girl had to do with her lover.


And what Cla found was something that shocked the girl's eyes. The mouth is open, although very small.


"It turns out this blonde girl does send messages often, but never responded by Arsen." he muttered starting to smile thinly.


"Arsenic... Where are you? You said that today you joined the painting exhibition in the campus hall. But I didn't find you..."


Cla smiled slanted half-sniffed, when reading chat messages in English that apparently never reply by Arsen.


"If Indonesian... That means you're in kibulin! Blonde bule don't know himself!" gerutu annoyed.


Because the more he scrolls up, the more chat that even leads to the word miss. And it made Cla take a deep breath and throw it very roughly.


Even when Cla found out Arsen replied to a message no more than the word OK.


But suddenly the screen below shows that there are two incoming messages from the same number. Just contact Cla immediately slide towards the bottom chat.


*Dear God! For the first time you've opened my chat message this fast, Sen!*


A wide-open eye emoticon with a flushed cheek emoticon, pinned by the blond girl at the end of the sentence.


*arsen! Where are you really? I miss you!*


"Curtain! L longs!" cla's grouse is irritated. "Arsen is mine! Haram for you to miss!"


"ah! If only he were here! I must've grabbed her blond hair!" upset Cla is pointing a fist at Arsen's phone screen.


"It's night! Sleep, woy!" cla muttered with gritted teeth. "Even chat guy girlfriends!" continued angry.


"Eh! It was still daytime there." he murmured later.


The next minute Cla giggled because he had guessed wrong. He forgot if there was such a long distance between Jakarta and New York.


"I'd better sleep! And tomorrow meet my lover." muttered Cla as he entered the blanket.


But instead of sleeping and putting the phone on the nightstand, Cla was suddenly interested in seeing anyone who had been sending chat to the lover lately.


All names can be said to be safe. Because there's not a single chat that leads like the blond girl does.


Cla finally decides to open Arsen's photo gallery. There are several files that are open Cla one by one. Starting from various photos related to the two fields of lectures he took.


And there are also photos that become memories for Arsen when incorporated in certain activities by wearing neat clothes and looking very handsome charming.


Cla smiled at the pictures. There was a sense of pride that the girl could not say. Youth who used to be considered very installment even not infrequently disappear from the hours of lessons, it was very active with activities outside the lecture and focus with two lecture majors in two faculties.


"You turned into an amazing man! I'm so proud to be your lover, baby!" cla gumam. "Especially you came to Indonesia just to meet me!" he continued smiling full haru.


The heart is filled with what the lover has done. In the midst of a great busyness, he came just to express the word love and ask himself to be her lover.


Though... If Arsen had just sent a message, then told him all about why he just disappeared, still, the girl would have accepted him as a lover.


Cla switched to another file, where he found something that made him smile widely. Yes, their photos in the past are still neatly stored in one of the files.


One by one the photos make the beautiful girl smile happy and funny. Because their faces still look childish. Although all the photos had disappeared from the young man's IG account, but it was still neatly stored in the gallery.


An hour ago, the girl was surfing through file after file of Arsen's cell phone. Until finally the drowsiness began to attack his lentic eyes.


"I'm happy! Didn't find any photos of the suspicious girl on your phone." he murmured.


Cla put the phone on the nightstand after darkening Arsen's phone screen. And he closed his eyes to go to sleep. But suddenly, the phone screen turned on and vibrated again.


Cla reflex opened his eyes and grabbed the flat object back without changing his sleeping position. A message came in from a row of numbers named - e and emoticons love in white.


The message written underneath made Cla frown.


*Good night, Baby...*


But all the suspicions that passed, paid off when he saw the profile photo that appeared on the left side. Where's a photo of her with her brownish blonde hair.


"Damahihi!" Cla smiled wrongly, as soon as he realized that the message came from his mobile number carried by the lover.


There was negative thinking when the name - e appeared on the screen with a very special emoticon. Because -e himself is definitely read Mine, which means Mine.


Cla re-opened the chat app, and replied to a message from her lover.


*Night too, my man!*


Emoticon love and one emoticon kiss he embed to sweeten the message and also the expression of real feelings.


*I love you!*


Its effects. Let it look lebay. Anyway, it's real. Thought the girl.


*I love you more, Blondie...*


Replies so quickly get into the phone in the hand. But the nickname Blondie pinned makes Cla wrong behavior, as well as amused.


Remembering that title sounds pretty vulgar in the ear. Because out there, the call was used to describe how sexy and attractive a blonde girl was in the eyes of a man.


Unwilling to answer again, Cla closed the screen again and slept with a full smile. Achieving the dream that is expected will be as beautiful as today.


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