Love is Not Wrong
The Part 19
Pras who only pretended to be so heard Zia say so, “Really?” ask Pras.
Zia who heard Pras suddenly spoke in shock.
“Really you want to marry me?” reload Pras.
“Did you hear everything? Did you realize that brother from earlier? Ah, it seems like brother is just pretending to be unconscious.” Zia said as soon as she realized she had been lied to by Pras.
“What brother tricked me?” continued Zia.
“Ka-sister just sober deck as soon as you say want to marry sister.” Elak Pras's.
“Hahhh, it seems like brother still does not want to be honest. Well then I believe. Now that you're aware, I'm gonna call Rasti and I'm gonna go. As I have said, brother may delay my departure but it is not my intention to go home.” Zia.
“Sorry!” pras said because he didn't know what to say.
“For what brother apologizes? Did you have anything wrong with me? ” said Zia immediately took her bag to go.
Pras who saw Zia take her bag did not stay silent, he immediately got up from the bed, “Please, I beg Zia forgive me, please forgive me, sorry for all the mistakes I made in the past or the present for lying to you about my pain. But that's all I do just so you don't leave. I don't want to lose you guys. I love you guys.” Pras said as he held Zia's arm.
“Sister, release my hand. Brother, I admit you are their father. I've known it exactly a week they're ages because their faces are getting more and more similar to yours. But sorry brother, I can't give them to you even if you're their father but I'm their mother. But I will allow you to meet them, I will not stand in your way because after all you are their father. So I assure you that you will forever be their father. Now I have to go.” said Zia.
“What do you mean say this? Do you think I just want to take them? No, I want to give complete parental affection for them, I don't want my son to lack affection. I was a fool for realizing it but please allow me to make amends for all the mistakes I have made. I'm sorry I ruined your future. I beg Zia to marry me? Let's take care of our son together?” pras looked at Zia inside.
“Sister, I know you only want them and I've allowed you to meet them but I can't if I have to lose them. They are my life and to marry you? It's hard for me to do because we're different. Look for a woman who is your level because you are the heir to the family. Look for a good girl who's on par with you, we don't fit in. Besides, even if we marry Zayyan and Zayyah, they are still my customers, they are just my children. So look for another girl who deserves to marry you.” Zia smiled.
“Who said that we don't match? We're different? Who said you were a dirty girl? You're not dirty, you're so holy, it's just that I'm the son of a bitch who can dirty a girl like you. Please, let's marry Zia. Please, I love you.” Pras is sure.
“Well, I love you not because you are the mother of my children. Not because you're the girl I've been sleeping with but I do love you because of all your kindness. Just so you know when we first met, I was already attracted to you. When I was considered your husband when I first accompanied you USG, when I gave names to Zayyan and Zayyah and when I was persecuting them. From that moment on I loved you, I was so happy to be with you. Even because of you I've forgotten the girl I slept with. Even I wish you were the girl and it turns out that it is true. somehow I still do not realize even though I have all the feelings that I got. I'm a fool and a coward because even when I found out I still didn't say anything to me. I did it because I was afraid you'd hate me. But Zia I beg you to give me a chance to make up for everything. Let me make you happy. I know children born out of wedlock have only your family, but they don't have my family name. I also have no problem giving everything for them. ” Pras said.
Zia also felt overwhelmed by all the recognition of Pras but still he could not if he had to accept the proposal of Pras because here not only Pras but there is also his family. He was indeed close to both of Pras' parents but still he felt it was inappropriate to be with Pras.
“So, you better get some sleep now, it looks like you haven't recovered.” Zia told Pras to rest.
“I'm fine Zia. I'm not why-why. I was just pretending to be unconscious. I was hurt but everything was fine and I also told the doctor to tell you all that yesterday just for wanting to block your departure.” Pras Say.
“Sister, you better take a break. I'll go out first.” Zia.
“So, you can't go out, who will guarantee you won't disappear again.” Pras Say.
Zia smiled, “Kak, I will not leave because Zayyan and Zayyah are also with Rasti.” Zia.
“Appointments? You're not going again?” pras.
Pras finally obeyed Zia. He immediately lay down on the bed. Zia came out of Pras' room to the mosque in the hospital to ask God for guidance.
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“Eeh, Rasti are you here? Where are Zayyan and Zayyah?” asked Zia as soon as she entered there was already Rasti in the room Pras.
“Yes, I just came brother. Zayyan and Zayyah are fine, you don't have to worry about them.” Rasti.
“Sister wants to see them. They're in the villa, right?” ask Zia.
Pras who heard that immediately shook his head to signal Rasti to block Zia because he did not want Zia to leave anymore. Rasti who understands the cues from her brother, “Kak, they are fine kok.” said Rasti.
Zia who heard Rasti say that immediately looked to Pras and Rasti alternately, “Ra, if you want to help your sister then forget me. I just want to see my son. I know they must have been hidden. So Rasti if you love me tell me where my two children are? Remember Ra, they are only my children even if they use your surname but their nasab is still me.” Zia.
“Kak, a-I ha-just want,,” said Rasti.
“I know you don't have to explain. You're the only person I trust the most here. You are my savior and I hope forever you will remain my savior.” Cut Zia.
Rasti was speechless hearing Zia's words, “Kak!” call Rasti.
“Don't be sad, just calm down you will forever be my savior. I beg you for the first and last time please help me, where are my two children now?” tanya Zia stared inside Rasti.
Rasti was very fond of Zia to be unbearable, “They are at home mami and papi kak.” Rasti finally said.
“I love you kak.” Rasti hugged Zia.
“Thank you, I love you too. All right, I'll go get my son. Where's your home address?” ask Zia.
“Not need”
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