Love Me Please, Hubby
Ch 14 - I Don't Need Your Attention

“It looks like you are not willing to discuss the issue. I'm sorry for what I and Zizah did. I did it because I was a little jealous of you. I'm sure you have your own story that you don't want to share with others. Forget about my question. Let's get back to work.”

Tutik brought Nisha back through the hallways in the big house. Showing room by room and owner.

“Usually at 9 an all the Ladies and Gentlemen are no longer in this house. They have their own activities. The Young Lords go to the company, the Big Madam is usually the grandmaster, the Young Madam gathers with her social friends. So this is an opportunity for us to clean their rooms and take out dirty clothes. Never go into their room when they are at home. Do you understand?”

“Iya Brother, I understand.”

“It looks like you are very used to doing heavy work. What was your previous job?”

“I work as cleaning service Brother.”.

“Third Young Master impregnates a cleaning services?!!” Tutik was so surprised, he unconsciously uttered those words that made Nisha speechless and downcast.

“Ahh... Sorry, I didn't mean to demean you. It's just that during the five years of working in this house, the third Young Master was the most difficult person to approach compared to his brothers. I just didn't think he could do that. Did you cheat on him?”

Nisha shook her head. Tears began to pool on her beautiful face. Makes Tutik feel guilty for spouting those words.

“Ahh...I'm sorry. Again my mouth acted first. Please forget my words.” Tutik clasped Nisha's hand, trying to apologize to her. Nisha could only smile weakly, suddenly a bout of nausea returned to her. Nisha was so confused and panicked. He covered his mouth. Tutik realizes that Nisha is about to vomit. Tutik opens a nearby room (which happens to be Zico's room) and takes Nisha to the toilet in that room.

Hoeekkk….

Nisha vomited out her stomach. Tutik tried to help her by patting Nisha on the back. For some reason any form of hatred and envy that was originally embedded in his heart turned into pity. He felt sure that the innocent girl was innocent. That man must be guilty.

After nearly ten minutes of struggling to spit out her entrails, Nisha finally leaned her body against the toilet wall. His face looks pale. Cold sweat filled his face. Tutik felt sorry. He gently wiped away the sweat on Nisha's forehead with the towel that was there.

“You experience this every day?”

“Ba..new a few days Brother..”.

“Pity once You. In times like these there should be a husband with you. Don't be like me..”

“Ma...mean Brother?”

“So, don't mean anything. Later if We are closer and in a relaxed condition, I will tell the story of my life. Now let's get down. I'll take you to your room. Looks like you will not be able to do household chores with your body condition like this.”

“He wouldn't be so angry. There's a grandson in your stomach.”

“Ta..but he doesn't like me Brother..”

“Maybe he doesn't like you. But he could not ignore his own grandson. Come downstairs, you'd better get some rest.” Tutik leads Nisha to his room. Actually Nisha objected so much. He was so aware of his position in the house. She was nothing more than a despicable woman whose existence was very undesirable to everyone. The man made her stay in this house not because she wanted it, but wanted a child in her womb. Therefore, he had to make himself useful in that house. Do your homework, because that's all he can do.

Nisha went back to her room. In the room he tried to break himself. When he closed his eyes, a message came in on his phone. Nisha is curious. Who contacted him? Is it his co-worker? Are people in the village? Nisha immediately grabbed the phone she had placed on the table next to her bed. It turned out to be from an unfamiliar number, but he was a little familiar with that number.

“Do not forget to check the content every two weeks. Ask Kak Qintan to accompany you. Take care of yourself and the baby. Do not do exhausting work. If you want to eat something, ask Miss Lastri to prepare it. If you want to eat something that is not at home, send me a message. I'll get Gerry to bring it for you. If you need anything contact me.”

Nisha read the message over and over again. If the message wasn't from that evil man, maybe he would be happy to receive it. For a long time there was no one who cared so much about him other than his mother. Getting the least attention made him happy. But unfortunately, the message came from the person who most did not want to see it.

Nisha decided to ignore the message. He closed his eyes again. Maybe the story will be different if she is pregnant with the boy she loves. He will love the man and his son. All that attention will surely make him happy. This heavy pregnancy process will certainly not be felt. She would have been happy to wait for the birth of this baby with the man she loved.

But now she's pregnant with a child she doesn't want. There was actually no reason for him to hate this child, but since the father of this child was the man he hated the most he could not give his love to this child. She felt sorry for the baby. Hopefully when the time comes to leave this child there will be no regrets in his heart. Hopefully the baby will get a lot of affection from his father. She really felt guilty for not being able to give that love to her baby.

Tears began to flow down Nisha's cheeks. It looks like the baby in the womb is the first and last baby that will be born. He decided not to marry and not to have children forever. With such thoughts in mind, Nisha began to fall asleep.

Nisha awoke from her sleep when she heard the sound of the door being knocked on with a loud bang and the door of her room began to open.

“Who told him to laze?! I've told you Lastri, to treat him the same as the others! Why did you let her relax and take it easy like this when the others were still doing her job?!” Mama came in angry. Nisha sat down from her early sleeping position.

“Not so Madam. Poor her Madam. He was vomiting and his face was pale. Therefore I told him to rest for a while before doing work like the others.”.

“Don't treat him special! He's a nobody! He's the same as you! Even the position is lower! Remember that!”

“Heh You! Get out of bed and do your job! Don't you think We provide this meal and place to sleep for free!”

“Ba..baik Lady. Sa...I will do it soon..” Nisha get out of bed and start walking into the kitchen. Looking for a job he can do.

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