Love Me Seikhlasmu
Depressions

That afternoon, Humaira cried again as soon as she realized from her stupor. He saw the whole room that was in his room. The woman immediately woke up, she set her foot toward the room where Danu's body was placed.

Sepi, the ones who have been worshipping have mostly returned to their homes. Danu was no longer in the room. Humaira sat weak and cried again.

Umi and Yasmin who had just come directly to Humaira.

"Hum.. hiks..."

Umi said while hugging Humaira.

Humaira returned the hug and cried.

"And you were buried when you fainted Hum. His body had waited a long time to sleep in its final resting place"

Umi said while trying to face Humaira to pull a tear on the woman's cheek.

"Where are Tomy?"

Ask Humaira on the sidelines.

"Bu Nia was taken to the hospital"

Umi hesitantly reported the news to Humaira who still looked shocked.

"What?! Sister Nia why sister? Hiks... Sister Nia why...? Aaaa..hiks..."

Sure enough, Humaira was again shocked to hear the news. He was in a daze and continued to cry even though his eyes were swollen and even tears were no longer flowing because they were almost dry.

The woman also knew how Nia was in the grief they had just all experienced.

Yasmin's phone ringer silenced the atmosphere in the room. Moreover, they are waiting for news from the hospital about Nia's condition.

"Assalamualaikum.. whoa?"

"Sir Nia doesn't exist. haaah, hiks..."

"Innalilahi wa innailaihi rojiun..."

Hearing Yasmin's words contact Umi and some relatives who heard her again crying.

"Tabah ya yank, be patient... God has alleviated Nia's pain by bringing her back. God loves Nia's sister..."

Yasmin said in a trembling tone to encourage her lover even though the speech was unable to hold back the man's tears.

Humaira shook her head in disbelief at what she heard. She pulled her hair hard and cried.

"Well....."

Deep sorrow is felt in a short time and almost simultaneously. His heart was sad without being able to be described.

There are no more painful wounds than the loss of our loved ones. But from there the test is given to know how strong we are able to be patient and steadfast in the face of the trials that God gives. A feeling of gratitude that we must not forget that God has chosen the best path for us to live.

Humaira was silent, not crying, not hysterical as before. The woman immediately prepared equipment to welcome the body of Nia who will be brought home soon.

Umi and Yasmin who occasionally still shed tears looked confused by Humaira's attitude. They simply observed Humaira and did as the woman commanded.

That night an ambulance came carrying Nia's body. News of the mourning returned to their relatives and neighbors. Those who had come to know came back to worship.

Nia's body was placed in the middle of the room with a cloth covering her entire body.

Humaira slowly approached the body that had started to cool. He hugged the body while crying without being able to say anything.

Although they knew that Nia's life would not be long, but the sense of loss still destroyed the wall of fortitude that they had to rebuild.

*****

The Flash Back On

Nia smiled behind the mask-shaped oxygen concentrator attached to her face. His gaze was shady looking at Dika and Tomy.

"Sa..."

Nia's hoarse voice that was very slow and barely audible even tried to call Tomy to get closer to her.

Tomy who was always near Nia understood even though she did not hear Nia's voice calling her. He approached his wife who seemed to be getting weaker. Nia's hand he held and he kissed without letting go. Tomy felt the situation was as if it was time for Nia to get ready to leave.

"Sorry.kan me who be. lum can be happy you. I pray you a. kan sela. lu baha. gia with Humairaa. So. lah. pe. mimpin a family a..dil and wise. Do not per.nah hurt them.. and I tipped Dik. ka"

Nia said stammering because of her sore throat as well as her extremely weak breath. Her tears flowed in every corner of her eyelids.

Dika who saw the condition of her brother was unable to hold back tears. He was crying under the feet of his sister. The brother he had was the only one and prepared to go to gather with his father and mother there.

Tomy nodded in response to the last message from Nia. Looking at the direction Nia looked at starting to empty and looking straight ahead, Tomy felt the time had come. He asked Dika to be on the left side of Nia. Tomy who was on the right immediately delivered Nia with two sentences of Shahadah.

Tomy's trembling, teasing, and tearful eyes guide Nia to return to the Almighty. Until the eyes slowly close, leaving the people he loves. Goodbye Nia...

The Flash Back Off

*****

3 weeks after the departure of Danu and Nia, Humaira did not say much. He did his duty as a wife as necessary. He became quiet and reluctant to talk to anyone, even he often locked himself in the room.

No crying, no hysterics. Humaira just lay down, daydreaming with an empty look.

Tomy and Umi are worried about Humaira's condition, and even eat she must be forced and waited to enter her mouth and swallowed.

Tomy then called his personal doctor to check his wife's health.

"Mom seems to have mild depression. He needs motivation support and more attention to relieve his sadness and despair. If you can always, don't leave it alone. Frequently talk and if necessary busyness related to many people"

"Is it okay?"

Tomy asked very worriedly.

"As I said, don't leave mom alone. I'll give you vitamins to supplement the body"

The doctor again suggested.

"All right..."

Humaira was given vitamin injections. Then the doctor decided to return to his practice because other patients were waiting for him. Before long Humaira fell asleep.

Tomy then thinks of a way out for the new problems he faces. He did not want the woman he loved to experience the condition even worse.

"Rom, set the position for my wife in the office. Add a desk for him. I want my wife to be with me for 24 hours"

"Good sir"

Romi immediately called his subordinates, preparing everything for their new great mistress.

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