
"What do you want?" Shasa is forced to confront Raven. Otherwise the man would not let go.
"You're his girlfriend, huh?" The girl asked Shasa.
"No, I ...."
"He's my brother. Don't interfere! We're done (finished) yes, it's the past. Now you're out of my sight!" Raven pushed the girl roughly while still holding onto Shasa's arm.
"Raven, don't be rude to women. Could it be?" Shasa instead scolded Raven with a slight push. He defended the girl.
Raven rolled her eyeballs. "Ok, I won't be rude as long as you don't reject me. Can't you?" Raven made a choice.
"He's a real brother, isn't he?" The girl asked hesitantly while glancing at the two.
"No."
"Yes." Yeah."
Shasa and Raven answered together even though the results were opposite.
"Huh?"
"Lo knows, right? I don't want to reverse it again ama elo, okay?" bright Raven.
"No" replied the long-haired girl. Although her body is a little thick but her face is very beautiful.
Raven let out a breath.
"Em, sorry," said Shasa. Raven and the girl looked over. "The relationship should both sides agree. If not, then you can't. The heart cannot be forced."
"Well, that!" Raven pointed at Shasa. He was glad the girl defended him.
"But I want to turn him back" replied the short-haired girl pleading.
"But I said that courtship cannot be forced because it is a matter of the heart. The two must love each other otherwise one must be hurt. Not happy. He is no longer happy with your path, you must realize it" Shasa advised.
The girl looked down. Soon her tears flowed. He raised his face. "So what should I do? I can't live without him" he said, sobbing. He clasped his clothes tightly.
"Uchlasan. May God replace it with a better one."
With a sobbing the girl grabbed Shasa's arm, making Raven take off her grip on Shasa.
"God is not sleeping. No, don't beg for love. Sure, there will be someone who values your love without begging for it."
A few seconds the girl fell silent while looking at Shasa and trying to understand him. He then nodded. "Thank you?" The girl then left slowly leaving the two of them.
After the girl had gone far away, Raven instead clapped her hands. "Thank you my sister, dear." He pulls Shasa's body and kisses her forehead.
"Lt!" Shasa was upset that Raven kissed her forehead without permission until she kicked him in the leg.
"Ouch!" Raven rubbed her shins that the girl kicked. "Why are you so mean to me?"
"Gue already let you know so don't bother me anymore. Can't you?" Shasa pushed the young man out of his room but the young man again grabbed the girl's arm quickly until Shasa's body moved forward and landed on the chest of the young man's field.
"Eh, our business isn't done yet?"
"What the hell!" Shasa tries to get away from Raven but the young man drags the girl to follow him. "Raven!"
"Abang! I miss you. I want to eat, you want me?" tell Raven.
Knowing his protest was useless, Shasa complied with a frowning mouth following Raven who took him into the car. Before long the car came out of the boarding yard. Raven takes Shasa to a young kid's cafe and then orders toast and mango juice. He also ordered Shasa. After that, he started talking to the girl.
From the moment he left, Shasa did not speak until he reached the cafe.
Raven folded her hands on the table and leaned her body forward looking at Shasa. "Let's talk, brother miss you. Like your voice."
Raven's words even made the girl frown.
"Raline, Raline, Raline."
"I'm not Raline. I'm Shasa!"
Shasa's innocence was often used by Raven to tease him making the young man smile widely. "Don't sulk ah! Just admit my existence, is it hard? I've got a brother who met this big."
"You're a stranger!" Shasa still denied it.
"Why the hell, are you afraid I'm using you?"
"You can make up a fabricated story. After all we're not the mahram and for sure, I'm not who you are!" said fiercely Shasa.
Raven knitted her brows. "You want proof that I'm not lying?"
"I can prove to you, you really look like my sister." Raven took out her HP. "I'll call Dad and I'll highlight you. See what Dad said about you. I think he'll have the same opinion as me."
While waiting for Raven to call, Shasa's mind split. How do you say Raven said the truth? What ... if Raven's father saw that he had the same opinion as Raven, and then after that, there would be one more person who thought he was someone else? Duh, just fuck up my world. Can't they just let me live my way? I'm Shasa, I'm an orphan but I'm proud to be myself rather than living in someone else's shadow because I'm Shasa not Raline.
"Hello Dad."
"Yes, Ven. What's up?"
Raven moved her HP mode until she could see each other then she waved at the middle-aged man's face that was on the screen. He then twisted his body so that he could insert the face of Shasa who was behind him. "Look, who is this?"
The man scrunched his face, watching Shasa's face. "Rilaine? Found her?"
Raven laughed, but Shasa looked tense. "Not Well, he just looks like Raline, it seems. I don't know because we haven't had a picture of Raline since 5 years ago. Aye right? I've made sure because he doesn't have a shoulder wound like Raline."
"What?" The middle-aged man looked pale. She ... so she ... Looked at Shasa's face carefully. Could he be ... "Dad is going to Jakarta. Wait for me there." The man immediately turned off his HP. He was silent for a moment. Instantly his mind was tangled. He scratched his forehead. This sin has taken me too long to forgive myself. I should how? Confess it in front of the two girls' parents? Huh ... He took a long breath.
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Shasa finished putting the buttons on Abra's shirt and it was night. The man smiled as Shasa smiled at him, but that was not all Shasa did. The girl handed over the elevator access card and the keys to the man's apartment.
"Lho, this ...."
"It's been 2 weeks, brother."
Abra shock. He realized that 2 weeks had passed. Now there was already no reason for him to restrain the girl. Not one!
"Sister Abra I saw was able to shift the bandage myself." Shasa held her eyes back to not tear up.
"But no one helped me tie him up" said Abra.
"It can be done in the office, right? Sleeping without bandages is possible, right?" He slightly blinked his eyes so that his little tears would enter his eyes again.
Abra swallowed his saliva. He was still looking at the girl who was about to disappear. I must how he keeps coming to me, O God. Do I have to beg for his mercy so that he continues to pity me, this is impossible. Not likely. "What ...." Abra swallowed his saliva. "We can meet again just for a chat."
"Yes, of course. TV Indo's birthday is soon." Shasa. It was very difficult for him to look at the handsome man's face. Moreover, his expectations were extremely high on that man. True hope is not what he wants but the heart that speaks.
"Oh, yes .. in five days."
For some reason, the two of them were very awkward with each other. They're like .. foreigners. Both down. Silent moment.
"Eh, good luck?" shasa broke the silence.
"You too. Hope your course is useful."
Shasa immediately stood up, though heavy. So heavy. He stepped towards the door.
Shasa's steps frighten Abra. As if he were left .... "Sha!"
The girl looked.
"Can't I like you?"
What the hell does this mean? What the hell does this mean? "So don't play with my heart!" The girl came up inflamed. He hit the man in the chest with annoyance.
Abra just kept quiet and felt the girl's punch in anger.
"WHAT DIDYOU SAY? CAN? YOU THINK LOVE CAN BE TRIED. I WANT TO GET MARRIED! DON'T BOTHER ME ANYMORE!" shasa shouted in the man's ear and again hit his chest. It hurt, but he endured it by closing his eyes. He did not know why the girl was angry, but he sincerely received all the blows that had landed on his chest that was getting weaker and weaker. Has he been playing Shasa all this time? Did ya?
The girl stopped beating Abra and cried. Then the girl ran out of the man's apartment. Abra stared at the open door. Tanya left a wound.
Have I been secretly hurting her all this time? By what? Why don't I get hurt, why is he too? Wh why? Is it because I used to tease him about canceling his wedding plans? I just ... Abra sighed and lowered his head. Excuse me. I really can't be forgiven.
Suddenly we heard footsteps approaching. Shasa. "Ah, ka ...."
"Sorry I don't have access to the exit." Embarrassed, the girl came back to Abra.
"Oh, yes." Abra rise.
Both of them waited for the elevator in silence. When the elevator opens, Shasa enters and attaches the card to the sensor and presses the number and hands the card to Abra outside. They looked at each other until the elevator doors closed.
When the elevator doors opened Shasa moved quickly. With wide steps he went home. The air was a little windy at that time making the girl feel lucky. He hoped that the wind he was facing could hold back the tears he had been holding back since, but where possible. The fallen keep falling and the departed keep going. We can't hold back the water when we talk about the mouth. We can't hold back any further away when we talk about its origin. All by the permission of Allah, and we humans can only give it away.
Shasa immediately opened the door of his room and closed quickly.
Raven who saw that was surprised that the middle-aged man she was talking to turned to the door earlier. He could see the girl even at a glance.
"That's Well, that's what Raven told me. So Raven did not want to move even though the apartment was renovated. Raven's at home here because there's Shasa."
He was very similar to Tiara. His behavior and movements. Unlike the quiet twin, therefore Raven often nagged him. Hah ... What should I do? Just meeting him I know the answer. Uh, wait. Why is he living in such cheap boarding houses? Isn't he a rich kid?