Love Sofia
Chapter 12
That night after tired of preparing the needs of Vishnu, Sofia immediately cleaned up, and prepared to sleep. Sofia got into bed and got better. Actually the drowsiness is not there yet, he just has nothing else to do anymore. While Vishnu is still in the living room, Sofia has no intention to accompany him or vice versa Vishnu also did not ask for his company. Everything is stiff and awkward. Especially Sofia who is still upset because Vishnu who let Sofia sleep in the car without intending to wake her.
But tonight Sofia will express her intention, which is to open a Midwife practice here, at Vishnu's house. Sofia hopes Vishnu does not forbid it, after all this is not work in someone else's place. Moreover, the house of Vishnu downstairs is quite spacious to be used as a place of midwifery practice.
Suddenly the sound of the door was heard, Vishnu entered and closed the door again. For a moment he looked at the bag Sofia had prepared. Vishnu clucked sukur, his heart was relieved. Then his eyes rolled towards Sofia who was apparently not sleeping. Vishnu's heart was a little filled to see Sofia who was actually beautiful, but because his heart still could not forget Dara, finally Sofia was only used as an outlet of his desires.
Vishnu went to the bathroom to clean himself, then returned to the room and briefly looked at the mirror before he actually climbed on the bed. Shortly before his feet stepped towards the light switch, Vishnu saw the sighting that made him successfully frown.
"Pill KB?" Vishnu was astonished then looked towards Sofia with a face that turned furious. "Sofia, what is this?" ask Vishnu while showing the pill packaging that Vishnu believes is a Pill. Sofia was surprised by the eyes that looked to blink. But a few seconds later Sofia's face changed and returned to normal full of smiles.
"That's Sofi's Pill, A. What's the matter, A?" answer Sofia ended a question that made Vishnu provoked emotions.
"Kok, why? You're back to nanya. Are you really serious about not having children with me?" vishnu tuding hard.
Sofia immediately flinched, not expecting Vishnu to be that angry. "That's not what A means. But .... "
"But what? You're funny, you love me, but you don't want to have a child with me. Though less how, I have provided your birth and mind," jolted Vishnu angry.
Sofia became scared and scared to see Vishnu angry. Sofia means taking the Pill just to delay the first pregnancy as long as Vishnu does not really love her.
"Sofia's sorry, that's all Sofia did because Aa didn't love Sofia, right?" Sofia defended herself with a lowered face.
"You know what, you know I don't want to have children?" press Vishnu while looking at Sofia's face in anger. Sofia looked away from Vishnu's piercing gaze, she realized that she had decided to take the Pill without asking permission from Vishnu first.
"Not to mention the second, you are looking for a job without getting permission from me to play slonong, what it is you deserve to do, while at home alone no less work, no less work, you can do anything while waiting for me to come home. Your job is now to serve me is not busy dedicating yourself to other agencies that can pay you. And now it's happening again, without your permission to take the Pill without asking me, am I such a jerk that you don't want to get pregnant from me?" vishnu's long jolt makes Sofia die of lice and heartache, but all she can do is stay still and hold tightness in the chest.
"Sofia's sorry, A" Sofia said regretfully. She does not expect Vishnu who in fact has not been able to move on from her old love, but in reality does not refuse if Sofia finally gets pregnant. And now even himself who was sprayed because he was caught taking the Pill without Vishnu's permission. Guilt and sadness instantly crumpled in the chest.
Vishnu tiptoed and came out of the room while slamming the door annoyed, so his voice clashed loudly. "Brugg." Sofia gasped in shock at Vishnu who came out of the room with a feeling of anger. Sofia honestly felt guilty, but now it has been. Maybe for tomorrow and next he won't take those pills again.
Vishnu went down the stairs, after which Sofia did not hear his movements anymore. Maybe Vishnu slept in the lower room. And for now Sofia does not feel right if you have to follow and persuade with forgiveness though.
Tomorrow approaching, the sound of Iandang earthy azan accompanied by cock crows that enliven the atmosphere of the morning. Sofia immediately went to the bathroom to fetch some ablution water and immediately carried out her duties as a Muslim. Suddenly Tiba Vishnu entered and immediately put on his smelly and neat clothes hanging on the hanger. After that he immediately grabbed the bag that Sofia had prepared in a hurry.
Vishnu came out of the room followed by Sofia who now did not dare to say anything, except to look at all the movements of Vishnu full of guilt. Vishnu only need to use all the equipment because all Sofia has prepared since last night with details.
"I go first, you be careful at home. If you do not dare to stay alone at home, you just stay at home mom," said Vishnu suddenly, when his body was at the mouth of the room door while staring at Sofia. Sofia tried to look at Vishnu namum Vishnu immediately throw a gaze in the other direction. Sofia is honestly very sad to be left by Vishnu for a week. After all he loved Vishnu very much, as hard and cold as Vishnu. So when Vishnu is about to leave due to the task of the Commander, Sofia feels very lost.
Suddenly Sofia hugged Vishnu while crying, wanting it to feel like this dawn Vishnu pamit left a kiss of love on his forehead. Don't want it to feel like Sofia let go of that hug. And now he imagines Vishnu kissing her before leaving. "I'm sorry Sofia, A, Sofia's sorry" Sofia said sadly and shed tears.
"I have to go, another week home. You are well here," said Vishnu Dayar while releasing the embrace of Sofia so tightly. Sofia's hope was dashed when Vishnu's hand was scooped and kissed Sofia, then Vishnu quickly pulled the hand and immediately stepped foot towards the door of the room.