Love Sofia
Chapter 20 The Passage of Sofia

"Sofia wants to talk to Aa." For a moment Sofia was silent to gather enough courage to talk to her husband Vishnu.

"What do you want to talk about?"

"Sofia wants to open midwifery practice in this house. Because Aa doesn't allow Sofia to work outside. So let Sofia open a practice in this house. Sofia asks for help, allow A," Sofia pleaded. Vishnu stared at Sofia's face, which was now almost not far away.

"I do not allow it" said Vishnu.

"But why, A? Sofia can still handle homework by opening a practice here."

"Do you obey my words or not? As long as you do not obey then my rido is not there for you," said Vishnu back. Sofia was stunned when she heard Vishnu's decision. It feels too selfish if Vishnu to forbid the intention of Sofia who wants to open the practice of Midwives in her home.

"It was selfish" said Sofia as she left and entered the room.

Since then, Sofia has always locked herself in a room. Of course Sofia did not forget her duty as a wife. Cooking, some houses and washing clothes, even the inner affairs of Vishnu when Vishnu asked still Sofia filled. Vishnu still needs Sofia in that business. But for a long time Vishnu's cold attitude made Sofia feel pain. He also needs to be pampered and noticed not just touched. A little smile from Vishnu can make Sofia cheerful and happy. But indeed the basis of the beginning Vishnu married with Belia because it was betrothed, and as if forced. So cold and selfish attitude now dominates Vishnu in Sofia.

This afternoon Sofia was not feeling well. Suddenly his head was dizzy and nauseous. Her body also has a fever. Immediately Sofia took the fever medicine and laid her body back. Sofia has not felt well since yesterday, but not felt.

Sofia did not leave the room. To eat a mouthful of rice alone it does not feel strong to walk. Sofia could only lie down. I don't know why Sofia feels something strange in her.

"Am I pregnant?" Sofia asks herself, because she knows very well how the characteristics of pregnant women. She stood up for a moment to reach for the test in the dresser in the room. To stand alone it feels Sofia is not strong, because of the headache that now afflicts her.

But Sofia did not take the test, she only took blood-boosting drugs there which she immediately gulped. It seems Sofia is experiencing symptoms of blood deficiency. This all happens because of a lot of thoughts. Lately Sofia was sad to think about her efforts to ask Vishnu's permission which she turned out to refuse. Vishnu thinks he is very selfish.

After taking the blood-boosting medicine, Sofia walked back into the room, and laid back her body which now seemed to be powerless.

At 14.30 the big motor belonging to Vishnu arrived. His voice rang out to the room in the attic of the house. Sofia did not want to welcome Vishnu, but the circumstances of her that did not allow to rise.

Tap, tap, the sound of Vishnu's feet is heard climbing the stairs, although only bare feet but the sound can be felt Sofia. Sofia wants to know how Vishnu reacts after he knows Sofia is sick, whether Vishnu or vice versa?

Vishnu opened the door of his room, today he was able to task again escort his Command to Cijantung. Vishnu needed some items to carry, but Sofia who usually prepares, is now no longer in her room.

For a moment Vishnu sat pensively on the rajang. He chose pensively instead of looking for Sofia. A few minutes later, Vishnu slowly prepares his needs into his backpack. Vishnu does not want to ask Sofia for help because he feels prestige.

Sofia exited the room intending to go to the bathroom. But by chance even met with Vishnu. Vishnu carrying his backpack, immediately with that his eyes met Sofia. Sofia immediately nodded and immediately entered the bathroom.

When Sofia came out of the bathroom, Vishnu was still there. He was sitting in the middle room of the attic. I don't know what Vishnu did is still there. Sofia went back into the room without reprimanding Vishnu. He laid back his body with a very sad and disappointed feeling. Disappointed about Vishnu's attitude that does not greet him at all.

Suddenly the door to Sofia's room opened, Vishnu entered the room and stood beside the bed.

"I will go to Cijantung for a week, you stay at home and do not go anywhere," said Vishnu without waiting for Sofia to rise.

Sofia heard clearly what Vishnu said. Without getting out of bed he immediately replied, "is it still important that Aa tell Sofia and warn Sofia not to go where when Aa wants to go to work out of town? Hasn't Aa not needed Sofia anymore?"

"I'm just telling you, so you don't worry about waiting for me to come home."

"Go, Sofia also no longer needs news Aa. Go home or not" said Sofia began to show her regret.

"What do you mean?"

"No meaning whatsoever. Sofia will just follow Aa. So that Aa no longer dizzy thinking about Sofia, it would be better if our relationship was ended," said Sofia somehow had the courage from where she spoke like that to Vishnu, did he not love Vishnu very much.

"Sofia, what are you saying?" Vishnu barked showing his regret.

"Sofia just said what was in Aa's heart. End our marriage relationship" he said again, grimacing withholding an increasingly severe headache. Somehow the headache that hit him even made him have the courage to fight Vishnu.

"Bare you!" That is the only sentence that Vishnu said. After that he exited the room without looking back at Sofia again.

After the death of Vishnu, Sofia cried so much by putting her face on a pillow. Indeed Vishnu really no longer care about himself who is now sick. She could not distinguish the sick or healthy so she did not worry or ask about Sofia's condition.

"That's a big deal, leaving without leaving behind any words that could cool Sofia's heart. Though Aa wanted to go out of the city, was in Aa's heart not the slightest touch of pity?"

Sofia looked out of the house with tears. He turned towards the kitchen to wet his thirsty throat.

"O Allah, strengthen Sofia" he asked earnestly. Sofia is determined to come back strong and heal. For that Sofia forced herself to heal by filling her stomach with food.

Tomorrow comes the sound of birds. Sofia wakes up with her head still hurting. Sofia rushes to Vishnu's room to take the test on the dresser. And Sofia manages to find him which she immediately uses to the bathroom.

The two lines that made Sofia touched at once happy. At that moment Sofia was crying between happy and sad. Tespek was still held in his fingers and looked back carefully. Line two and Sofia are now two.

"I have to get well soon and I don't have much to think about not getting a headache from stress anymore" Sofia said.

A week later, Vishnu returned home. He parked his Jeep as usual. Upon entering the house, the door was locked. Vishnu slightly frowned. He wondered why the door was locked. Even though it was the middle of the day when she and Sofia never locked the door.

While being confused like that, suddenly Miss Endah came. It seems he already knows Vishnu is coming home. With a worried look Bu Endah approached Vishnu.

"Sofia went A, she said goodbye to mother and father, and just put this key," said Bu Endah while giving the key to the house of Vishnu into the hands of Vishnu.

"Sofia's gone, Mom? Where's Ma? Why don't Mom and Dad hold it?" vishnu said jolted, the look of his face changed with the look of misgivings and regrets.

"Mom doesn't know where Sofia's going, Sofia just says she's going to go calm down." Miss Endah replied with a sad face.

"Mother was disappointed with Aa's attitude, this happened because Aa did not want to eat Sofia. Aa turned out to be selfish," continued Bu Endah blamed Vishnu. Vishnu was stunned to hear Bu Endah's words like that. Bu Endah's accusation was not dismissed, his heart admitted, he was selfish. Vishnu thought Sofia's talk a week ago was not serious. But apparently Sofia was really desperate and left.

That handsome face full of charisma, now turned grim. A sense of anxiety enveloped his usual cold and firm face and jutek towards Sofia.

"Sofia why are you leaving?" Vishnu's heart whispered with real worry on his face.

"This is how dong A, you must immediately find Sofia. I'm afraid there's nothing with Sofia. You are outrageous by making Sofia go like this," said Bu Endah annoyed and blamed Vishnu whose body is actually very tired and sleepy to want to be rested immediately.

"Where'd it go, Mom, Sofia?" Vishnu asked Bu Endah.

"Let's not know. Mom is worried that Sofia is coming home to Prabumulih and she complains to her family. Mother is ashamed and certainly her family will blame us," said Bu Endah seemed very worried. Vishnu was no less worried, his facial water turned 180 degrees grim.

"How's Mom, have you contacted Sofia's mom in Prabumulih?" vishnu asked, hoping that the answer is a little enlightenment about the existence of Sofia.

"No, I didn't call Nak Sofi's mom. Mother was afraid that if her mother knew then she would turn back her emotions and be upset with us. But according to Mother, it seems that Sofia did not return to Prabumulih, because your in-laws did not contact her at all. Looks like he didn't go there" Ms. Endah replied. Even though he was silent, he now felt sorry and devastated about Sofia's desperate departure.

Because of fatigue and sleepiness, it looks like Vishnu will rest for a moment his body, so that he recovers when later looking for Sofia.

Upon entering the room, Vishnu immediately approached the room that was last slept with Sofia. Vishnu stared at all the corners of the room. Not forgetting Vishnu opened the pillow. And Vishnu's two are right. There is a piece of paper from Sofia whose contents touch the heart and make Vishnu appear regretful.

"Don't look for Sofia, this is what Aa wants. Sofia's gone, A. Take care of Aa's health. Sofia did not want to charge Aa's mind continuously. As her love Sofia, but Sofia is more concerned with Aa's happiness. It was Sofia who loved Aa from the beginning, so now Sofia learned to forget about Aa and went away from Aa. Thanks for the ride to his house all this time. Sofia promises, and even hopes for God even by forcing "that Sofia will try to forget Sofia's love for Aa, goodbye A, 😭😭." The handwriting ended emot crying. Vishnu squeezed the paper with a broken feeling.

"Sofiaaaaa, why are you determined to leave me?" his throat was sad, his eyes were now glazed.

The night before, Vishnu immediately issued his mogenya intend to find Sofia. For a while he will be looking for Sofia near the housing complex. The hope is that he can get the info, where is Sofia or where did Sofia go?