Love Story of Amara
Chapter 83: Getting out of control
"Let's go home." Walk beside Ardi. And the occasional small run paralleled Ardi's long footsteps.
Ray opened and closed the door of Amara's car hard to make Amara close her eyes in fear.
Ardi and Ajeng quickly entered the car. Ray then runs his car at high speed. Amara is frightened but does not dare to prevent Ray. Ardi sees a frightened Amara.
"Ray! Keep the car down we can all be fucked." Tegur Ardi but not at all influenced by Ray.
"Ray! Poor Lo's wife, she's so scared." Ray glanced at Amara who closed his eyes his face looked pale. Ray slightly reduced the speed of his car.
Arriving at the house Ray again pulled Amara's hand violently.
"Let's get down quickly."
"Sick brother. Please don't be like this."
"Don't be like this? Then what do you want? Seeing my wife cheating on me I should just shut up like you want me to?" Speak with a high tone.
"Ray we go in first Ray's not good at seeing the neighbors."
"Lo silent Ar. This is my household business. Mending Lo takes Ajeng in." Ardi sighed harshly. If it's angry Ray won't be able to talk well. And that's the bad side Ray can't control emotions. Ardi and Ajeng enter the house.
"True Ardi said we better get in." Amara came in ahead of Ray.
"I'm not finished talking" cried Ray. Amara continued to walk up the stairs to her room. It feels like Amara is very irritated by Ray's nature who always accuses him of cheating. Especially with Ray's emotional nature that is not controlled makes Amara feel tired.
"I'm not done talking Amara Andini!" Shouted Ray once again in a very loud voice. Amara stopped her steps right in front of the door of her room.
"Why, brother Ray always accused me of cheating on Kevin. I never did that, brother. I accidentally met him. And what you see is not what you have in mind. I accidentally hit him. And he reflexively caught me from falling that's all."
"You think I just believe. Not Amara. There is no such thing as coincidence. It must have been arranged."
"So you think I met Kevin on purpose?" Ray did not answer
"I don't like Ray's brother accusing me of that, I never made an appointment with Kevin, let alone had an affair with him. Hicks.hiks.." Amara could no longer hold back her tears from falling.
"Kevin's my past. And I've chosen Ray's brother as my life partner. Why does Ray's brother still accuse me of having an affair with him. Brother Ray see for yourself, I or brother Ray is not alone there is also ajeng and Dimas Ray's best friend. Why didn't Ray ask him if he didn't believe me. I'm disappointed in Ray." Then Amara entered the room slamming the door hard and locked it. Ray silently thought about Amara's words.
Ardi who heard their quarrel from below chose silence. Ardi knew very well that Ray was very stubborn.
"Pity of Amara." Lirih Ardi's.
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Kevin and Dimas are at a bar.
"Lo is crazy Vin. I'm sure Amara and Ray must have gotten into a fight because of Lo."
"It's good that they fight. So I don't have to bother with their misahin." Suddenly the dimas mobile phone vibrates one message coming in from Ray who invites him to meet at their usual cafe hanging out.
"The mentally ill Lo." Say dimas while standing up.
"Where are you going?"
"disconnect. Can follow my crazy long time near Lo." Kevin just smiled at Dimas' words.
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Dimas had arrived at the usual cafe they had gathered. Dimas immediately entered and sure enough Ray had been waiting for him while daydreaming. Dimas immediately approached Ray.
"Sit down!" Answer's short.
"Gue knows you must be mad at me. I can explain."
"Belasin hunt!"
"So from the morning I was with Kevin. Kevin set a trap for Farah. Because she was suspicious of Farah's pregnancy. And I helped him."
"Gue doesn't care about Farah and Kevin."
"Gue knows Ray. But Lo must keep hearing from the beginning so Lo know I have nothing to do with the incident earlier." Ray did not answer, and dimas continued his story.
"And it's true that we thought Farah wasn't pregnant, she just framed Kevin. After everything was revealed Kevin felt heartbroken, I tried to calm him down. I'm keeping him because I'm afraid he's suicidal. He's speeding on the road like a crazy person with no purpose. Eventually, he stopped at Monas. He said Monas was the first place Amara visited when they were dating." Ray clenched his hand hearing Dimas' story. What Ray catches is Kevin deliberately going to Monas to remember his relationship with Amara.
"Our day was just muter-muter until I finally tired and angry with Kevin. I sentin' to take Kevin home. But when the way home Kevin suddenly hit someone that is Amara. Amara almost fell down and Kevin caught her that's the real thing."
"So Lo and Kevin have no plans to meet?"
"Gue dare to swear my Ray.."
"Sorry!" Cut Ray fast.
"Gue understands Lo's feelings, it's natural that Lo is also angry with me. The important thing is that you know the real thing. I'm afraid of Amara. You seem to be very angry with him. You're not a macem-macem, are you like him?" Ray remembered he had been rude to Amara
"Astaghfirullah azim thing.what have I done." Ray rubbed his face rough with his hands.
"Why is Ray all right, right?"
"Gue has to go home dim. I have to apologize to Amara." Dimas knew something must have happened between them.
"Be careful.gue always support Lo."
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Amara was crying in her room. The more here Ray's nature is the more scary it looks. Actually he married to whom Amara like not knowing the figure of Ray first who always be gentle to him. Even seeing him cry, Ray couldn't. But now Ray can even be rude to him. It had been an hour Amara cried sitting leaning under the door.
"Tok tok tok"
"Darling.open the door I'm sorry dear."
Ray's voice knocked on the door and apologized.
"Darling.I know I was wrong. I'm sorry. Come on, baby, open the door."
Amara opens the door for Ray.
Ray looked at Amara's face his eyes looked very puffy with messy hair. Ray felt so guilty what he had done to his wife, suddenly his tears dripped. Ray touches Amara's cheeks with both hands then kisses both eyes of Amara alternately. And hugged him tightly.
"I'm sorry, honey. I'm sorry. I've been rough with you. I made you cry." Amara's cries broke again
"I don't think Ray loves me anymore. I think Ray hates me. I'm…"
"Sttt. There's no way I hate you I love you so much. I can't control my emotions. I always lose control when I'm emotional.
My heart hurts so much to see you touched by Kevin my mind's fucked up I can't think straight. I'm sorry." Ray took off his embrace
"Would you excuse me?" Amara nods them back hugging Ray kissing the top of Amara's head many times. Then they went into the room. Ardi was home when Ray left.