Love The Way You Lie
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“How according to the examination my son is fine right?” Ask Dafa with a face now filled with worry and anger.

“Sorry bro, we have to wait until later in the morning. When Ria is still bleeding we have to do a curette on the content of Ria.” Bimo with breath.

This time Dafa did not respond to any of his views staring at Ria with a gaze that was successful in the arts, honestly she felt a deep upset after knowing that Ria was pregnant and instead filled her mind with negativity so as to harm her content.

Especially after hearing Bimo's explanation, who said if until morning Ria was still bleeding forced the baby candidate to be expelled and could not be saved because of the stupid nature of his wife.

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This morning Dafa was forced to sign a file that so burned his heart, after struggling all night it turned out that Ria's content could not be saved, the end of the curettage was done by the hospital for Dafa permission.

This time in an inpatient room with Ria's state of unconsciousness, Dafa sat alone with an empty mind staring in the direction of the cage where his wife was.

The sound of an open door and the footsteps of a person awakening Dafa, he saw that his mother and father had reached the hospital after receiving news of Ria entering the hospital overnight without being noticed by Dafa's parents.

“Assalamualaikum, O Allah Ria? what really happened why Ria could suddenly enter the hospital again Daf?” Mama Maya asks non-stop because she is worried about Ria's situation.

While Dafa did not answer his mother's question, he looked back at the wife.

While Papa Lukaz who understood the condition of his son walked closer to Dafa's place, he patted Dafa's shoulder trying to calm his son through his eyes.

“What is Daf? Is everything okay?” Ask papa Lukaz.

Slowly Ria opened her eyes, back to her consciousness she was staring around and was instantly shocked as she was back lying in the hospital. Ria began to be filled with anxiety because she remembered, last night after arguing with Dafa as soon as her stomach hurt.

Ria began to feel her stomach which was still flat, immediately Ria knew something was wrong about her content. Ria began to be filled with panic and fear, she was afraid of her why-why content.

“Maaa... a-my son in-dia?” Ask Ria to Maya's mother who is beside her.

While Mama Maya who does not know about the condition of Ria who is pregnant, felt confused when Ria asked the state of her child.

“You mean dear?” mama Maya asked Ria

Dafa who saw the interaction between Ria and his mama increasingly felt furious, he immediately stepped his feet closer towards his wife's cage.

“It turns out you already know that you are pregnant? You did this on purpose Ria?” Ask Dafa who is now staring cynically at his wife.

“What do you mean Dafa? Ria's pregnant? O Allah, thank God, then how is the content now?” Ask Mama Maya who is happy about the news of Ria's pregnancy.

Dafa just silently did not answer her mama's question, and she continued to look at Ria with a cold gaze, Ria who saw her husband's gaze felt hurt, and she looked at her husband, he would have known what the answer to his mother-in-law's question was through the husband's gaze.

Instantly a clear circle piled up in Ria's eyes, in one drop of clear circle it seemed to be able to describe the sadness that Ria felt.

His hope was lost, now Ria seemed to lose her direction and purpose to live, her heart ache felt the pain she felt shattered. Which mother-to-be's heart is unharmed when the child conceived cannot be saved?

“Do not pretend to be sad, all this is because of you. I told you to calm down, now what happened today is your own fault that can't keep my son in your womb.” Grievous, heartbreaking words from the husband really slashed until the heart of Ria.

She was indeed terbesit guilt can not keep her womb, but can the husband who must play a role to give a sense of spirit and confidence that does not corner her? all this time that made Ria's mind was not calm because of Dafa.

“What do you mean Daf? Mama's granddaughter not safe?” Ask mom Maya

While papa Lukaz chose to remain silent, he knew that Dafa was now filled with anger and disappointment so he did not want to make things worse.

“ya, my granddaughter cannot be saved because of her selfishness, she continues to sink with her thoughts that always accuse me of playing with Thannia. Without him knowing how I rejected Thannia just for her one, it was really unbelievable I lost my son because of his stupidity !” Speak Dafa growling with restraining his emotions.

“Mas?” Ria asked in disbelief with the words of the husband who could corner Ria continuously, she was also just as hurt as to why it was like this.

“What? Huh! It is true! First you hid your pregnancy from me, the second you kept drowning with no thoughts of me and Thannia. What's on your mind that could make my son's life insecure?” Ask Dafa who is now unable to hold back his emotions, even his sense he wants to destroy the entire room to vent his annoyance and disappointment.

“He is also my son mas, I also cover all because of your treatment of me.” Said Ria who could not bear to always be blamed, she wanted to defend herself.

“Cih! No need to act!” Dafa said sneering at Ria.

“What am I doing huh? Just so you know, everything I do, whatever it is, because I love you! I love you so much, so angry and jealous, I love you so much that I might play crazy with Thannia! Stupid!” Say Dafa who is still venting his feelings of regret,

Mama Maya and Papa Lukaz who saw the quarrel of the child and his daughter-in-law, only able to calm her two. Maya mama stroked Ria's hand so that she did not dissolve in sadness, so that she did not dissolve in grief, while Papa Lukaz held his son's shoulder so as not to get more emotionally ignited.

“Have Daf, let Ria calm down first she just lost her baby.” Papa Lukaz

Dafa was still staring intently at Ria and Ria was still staring at Dafa with a wounded look.

“Let pa! Let her realize what kind of mother she is who can make her child unsaved.”

Ria cried roaring, she was so sorry to lose her child, really hurt Ria's heart. He really needs a warm hug and strength from the people nearby but what he really expects is not there.

“Enough mas! Do you know why I delayed telling you about my pregnancy? If only you had not hidden my true illness. If you hadn't tricked me by changing my lab results, if you hadn't done that fake kidney surgery! I can't doubt that your love is fake!” Said Ria who is now no less striking.

“But what are you doing? Since the beginning met you all in the beginning with lies! Do you think I can trust you? Do you think I trust enough while you deceive me many times?” Continue Ria who seemed to get a chance to spill her anxiety all this time.

Yes, if everyone remembers, the night Ria entered the Dafa workspace she found out the truth. Where the illness he had been afraid of, mentally damaging and destroying his life was a fabrication of Dafa, those were all lies that Dafa did.

Therefore Ria hesitated, she was afraid and seemed to not know her husband who always glorified the phrase love.

At that time Ria decided not to tell Dafa about her pregnancy, she was afraid that Dafa would come back to lie to her.

He wanted to make sure first, that the love that Dafa spoke was true or a lie, he did not want to be disappointed back to Dafa after putting his heart to Dafa.

While Dafa who heard Ria's words who already knew her lies, had felt surprised, but before long his anger filled the niches of his heart.

Didn't realize what Ria was doing just for Ria? This time the two men chose to attach selfishness to each other.

TBC🌝