Love Triangle
PROBABLY GONE

you guys never really get into my position, I don't know for sure, he's different from the others, he's nice to me, but unfortunately he has an ex, and his ex is my own best friend,

you guys never really fancied me in my position, which was in a tug of war, when he said my love also reciprocated, but he didn't even believe what I said,,

you never really, like someone and he always treats you differently, very special, but sometimes he also makes you hurt, too, heartache to find it turns out he was like that with his ex..

ever

ever

ever,,,,,,, ever, ever, ever,,,,,,,

that's what Sierli wrote in his diary, he said I liked andre but he was confused, sometimes also hated andre,, he really liked adrian, but he was confused adrian always PHP kan sierli,,,,,, he was confused,,,,

as soon as Sierli re-opened his long-saved dull diary, no one knew about the diary.Reading it made a tearful sierli,,, considering all his struggles from A until now, maybe not the letter Z that deserves to represent the end of the sierli struggle,

sierli who was while sitting in front of the closet and bending his knees while hugging the diary book,,,, was,,,

(why I used to be this innocent, in the game still forgiving, right, his confession at that time made me confused, even though it was just a joke for him,,, but,, and now I don't know what I'm going to feel after a year of never meeting those two men, the ones who claim to love me)

the knock on the door of the room surprised Sierli who was in the realm of fantasy, then he put the diary on his study table,,,, and,,

he answered sierli

mama: eat ser,,, keep directly ready2, mama,

sierli : he ma, he,,

while following my mother from the back to the kitchen,

father: not ready ser??

sierli: not yet, rather lazy well,,,

father: make sure you have to come back tonight,

mama: whether it's serli, said a lot of business on campus, this is what..

sierli: but not ready to leave mom and dad, just 2 weeks at home, too,

mama: geez, serli, come on dong spirit, this is not a familiar sierli,

sierli: is ma

after eating, I went back to my room, and tidied up my stuff to the town where I was in college. Once again I wrote the diary, and put it in my suitcase, which was already so full,,

the night my father drove me to the bus counter, kissed my father's hand, and he told me wisely.

father: baik2 yes there, keep praying, don't forget to eat,,

sierli: he's the father, the,,

sierli then got into the bus, because the bus was leaving soon.

sierli shed his tears, because he just let go of his longing for his parents.Had reluctantly felt like he was separated but what could be done, this is for your future, said2 mama.

"to get great results, it takes a great sacrifice"

after arriving in front of the room

sierli was greeted with iza with eyes that were still newly awake,, and,,

geez ser, you're disturbing me when I'm sleeping,,,

sierli : ie ke,, that's it, this is my suitcase, spout,,,, that is,,

iza : isss,,, is

iza then lifted up the sierli suitcase,

they even get into the kos, though,

ser ni brat really your suitcase, transport your house here,,

yes no, it is there by2 for you also times, who sincerely lift it, he said,

iza: this is sincere, sincere pling

iza puts the suitcase of sierli in Sierli's room,

za, you come out first, I want to shower together change this shirt.

the night,,, the,,,

za, my friend dong tomorrow to see the lecturer.

sierli : ihhh, what are the conditions

iza : balen me meatballs, okay, dilkk

sierli : okedeh dill, sierli,,

the next morning Sierli and iza were getting ready to go to campus, when she arrived at the campus she was astonished by some of the different ones in her campus building,,

I don't know if there has been a change in my beloved college,

I don't need to tell you, anyway, you yourself, sin to make people curious

seirli: he is, okay, lo wait here yes I want to enter the lecturer first

iza: he ser, I faithfully wait lo

after the sierli business, they left the campus building and headed to the newly created campus park, busy chatting the two friends, arrived there was a adrian who walked towards them, and then there was a man who walked towards them,

adrian sat right next to me,

adrian: what's up ser,,,

sierli : thank God, good adrian, good,

adrian : by 2 where?

sierli only smiled faintly at adrian.

(god, may I be able to overcome this feeling, but I am calmly talking to Adrian, unlike the old salting with a slight heartbeat)

sierli was confused, now the heart is not like it used to be, whether everything that sierli wanted was granted, forgetting Adrian to this extent and all this time.

this answer is probably, the answer to the distress of the heart of sierli that is so difficult to forget adrian, sierli,

but why is he getting closer now, or adrain wants to remind him again about the feelings of sierli yabg first. or maybe just a stale base. considering they are indeed friends from junior high school to college, or maybe even just a stale,

adrian left because a friend called him.

iza: ser, o ser

sierli who was leaning on iza's shoulder while closing his eyes felt a breeze that was so cool in the campus garden.

sierli :mmm, fuck

iza: you know not

sierli: know what bambang

iza: yesterday when you first2 went abroad, andrian was engrossed in nanyain lo, like a foggy person, so bingunh, so,

sierli: time is time

iza : he lo ser, never before he chat me, but at that time he chat I.nanyain you, strange not the hell, and now he is acting mediocre just like you ser

sierli: let him be with his business.

replied the ketus sierli who did not want to think about the problem,

actually, he did not want to think about it, just that he did not want to hurt again, because with difficulty he set his heart to forget someone he might love

sierli was just an ordinary human being,

who try to forget what should have been done from the beginning,,

iza: ser, back yok, back yok,

startling sierli who is on his reverie island.

sierli : yuk, yes,,,

as they moved from their seats, they headed for the forecast.

love,,,

I don't know what that word is, but I do know, whoever gets hit by that spell, maybe his life will turn 380 degrees, you know,,

love,,

all I know is that it's just a word of surrender, a shelf like love, in general,, a,,

love,,,

all I know is the crying and the sacrifice that I don't know when it will be returned,

let time answer everything,,,

the beautiful poem that Sierli created and wrote in his diary,,,