
The sun began to set but Rava still busied himself in the office, since the incident the other day at the hotel he felt lazy to go home. Moreover, his mother until now did not want to talk to him.
Heavy, yes heavy. Never her mother silenced her for that long, usually her mother would only be angry for a while but this time her mother really proved it.
Moreover, indeed the news of the incident is still a trending topic, lucky Aldo can swiftly overcome the problem.
"You have not yet returned Va." asked Aldo after opening the entrance to Rava's room. It's been hours outside the office, Rava did ask Aldo not to use formal calls when outside office hours.
"I'm dizzy. My head feels really broken, even I can hardly think of anything. I have to do.." said Rava while rubbing his face violently.
Aldo got himself in front of Rava. "Why are you so complicated, come on you just have to agree with your parents' wishes, marry Dinda, isn't it too hard, she's beautiful, smart . After that everything is sorted out is not." Aldo suggested with a smile trying to comfort Rava.
"I can't marry Dinda. You know he already has a lover."sahut Rava
"So if he doesn't have a girlfriend yet you want to marry him" Aldo asked with a probing look.
"No. To be honest I still can not replace the position of Luna with another woman al. Moreover, I also did not want to separate Dinda from her lover. But I have to how even to this second papa and mama are still mad at me. They really proved his point" Rava said
"It's not wrong for you to accept your parents' request. You know the fate of a man's soul mate doesn't know. You used to reject an arranged marriage with Dinda, you rejected it but who would have thought you were united in this way. Alan's problem you can talk about is fine, although I'm sure it's not easy for Alan to take Dinda off just like that. It's okay it's not important you marry her first." Aldo suggested.. "I have to go home first." continued Aldo
Rava just fell silent .
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"Dinda can we talk for a minute." Alan said after seeing Dinda about to open his car.
"Alan .. me.em well we sit in this hospital's garden chair alone." replied Dinda.
When they got to the park, they sat down.
"What's going on..?" ask Alan
"I mean..?"ask Dinda back who still does not understand what Alan means.
"I mean, how could there be news of you as well as Rava entering the hotel room just the two of you." asked Alan with a sharp gaze, undeniable at this time he was so angry at Dinda, who was so angry at him, but as much as possible he kept it.
"I. I don't know. I was drunk at the time. But I'm sure Rava didn't do anything to me." replied Dinda tremblingly. It is undeniable that he is afraid that Alan will not believe him as well as his family at this time. Especially until now the problem has not found its bright spot.
"How can you be sure Rava didn't do anything to you, you two were just in that room. Moreover, what was your condition .. drunk. Dinda was hard for me to believe, I even asked your sister she said when she saw Rava's condition bare-chested. Dinda if you still love her tell me there's no need for you to hurt me this cheap way, I'll learn to let you go. You have the heart why you always make my heart hurt, "said Alan firmly not lose tone also raised.
What he said was cheap. Why doesn't she trust me, without Dinda's tears.
"I'm sorry, I was wrong. I'm sorry I hurt you so much. You've been right all this time I've always hurt me. Well then let's just end this relationship, I don't want to add to the burden and the wound with my problem. I go.." said Dinda as she passed away.
Sickness.it feels so tight. I thought he was the only one who would believe me, but it turned out that very second he made me realize the meaning of our relationship during this time. Honestly I'm getting comfortable with him feeling protected, I'm also starting to get nervous if he doesn't tell me. No. I don't want to keep hurting him. He deserves a good woman, not with me whose name is already on the bad stamp.
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Alan pov
I looked into his eyes which were currently continuously bending his gaze, why did I feel that he was afraid of me.
I slowly asked him how it happened. As much as possible I control my emotions. However, for a long time I could not raise my voice, my emotions were like explosive when recalling those photos, the photo where Rava had embraced Dinda, also brought her into the hotel, really I can not think clearly, without me realizing I said the grunts that I had been keeping tight.
The pain that I've been saving, even I say cheap words, it's the same as I don't believe it. I saw him crying I really wanted to put his body in my arms.
No. I can't do that, I have to take it off, I can't tie him up continuously for what to survive without loving me. I'm sure Rava will be responsible I saw there was a speck of Raba for Dinda.
With this incident I realized, I have been enjoying my karma all this time. Disty are you happy to see me suffer like this.. Is this your oath..
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