Love Word
First kiss

You're not Mama's real son....

You're not Mama's real son....

Sorry we can't relate....

Let me get away from your life....

The figure of Mama Sekar clearly seen coming to Mika. His roar showed endless anger. Instantly Mama Sekar dropped Mika's body to the bottom of the ravine. Mika bounced and entered the mouth of the ravine. He floated, his body spinning making his head dizzy. Instantly appeared a silhouette figure beside him.

I love her very much, Ka. Excuse me....

The whisper of the silhouette figure was clearly heard in Mika's ears. Slowly the figure disappeared from his sight. Mika's getting dizzy. As he almost got to the bottom of the abyss the figure of his mother came again.

You're not Mama's son!

"MAMA!!!" pekik Mika who has awakened.

His body was stiff as if it was locked, unable to move in the slightest. His heart is still beating very fast. Mika tried to regulate her intermittent breathing.

"Mama.." she softened without feeling her cheeks were wet.

His eyes closed tightly. Her new dream made her remember her debate with Mama Sekar a few days ago. Mika got up from her bed. He dragged his steps slowly to the window of his room. The window of the room opened as soon as the wind swept across his face. Quiet ... Vacancy ... Mika sat down beside her window. He was not indifferent without excuse.

"Why do all the people I love leave me?"

Sobs began to sound, cracking the silence of the night. Mika hugged her knees with a lackluster. His gaze swept across the still faithful space illuminated. The stars scattered as if to encourage Mika, illuminating her grim heart. While the purnacandra is also still shining even though half of it is covered with cloudiness.

"What else is there?" Mika stared at the sky constantly, as if her Papa was watching from there.

"What a truth, Pa. I'm not Papa's biological child with Mama?"

Mika wails loudly. His own drizzle broke the silence. This time he was more alone than he had ever been. No more Mbok Inah or Naisha to accompany. Mama Sekar hates her more and more. Mika also realized the cause of Mama Sekar's hatred for her.

"Gue was hoping for the same .. Why? Why are you more likely to be related to him!!!"

He poured out all his disappointment until the tears slid down his cheeks again. The sense of loss that was still clinging tightly made her unable to do anything but cry.

This soul is dead

Even the time has passed

leaving the pain still felt

Two hearts and two souls no longer speak

Now all that is left is pain and suffering

***

The absence of lecturers is what most students expect, including Alhan and Naisha. They are now chatting ngalor ngidul because the lecturer who will give the material does not enter. The classroom atmosphere was a bit quiet only a few girls who were gossiping and two boys who were discussing for some reason.

"I'm SMS Mika kok not bales, huh?" Naisha is seen playing her phone.

"Don't you, I didn't have a response. Where is that kid?" Alhan was thinking.

"I was worried. You can go to his house do not see how he is, because I met him yesterday to give us our wedding invitation, but apparently he was angry with me. Please go there, okay?"

Alhan who had been playing mobile phone was finally nodding. There was no more talk between the two because Alhan hurriedly went to his best friend's house. Somehow Naisha felt bad about Mika's situation, but she tried to think positively.

***

Alhan dropped his body onto his bed. Her fatigue was still lingering as she had just spent half a day preparing for her wedding. His eyes began to heavily force him to stay awake. He was still curious about the object he found yesterday during a visit to Mika's house.

Alhan immediately got up and grabbed his backpack. He was looking for something in it that was nothing but a square-shaped object. Yes, a dark blue diary belonging to his best friend. He found her while waiting for Mika in the living room. The book was lying sweetly under the bench where he was sitting. Alhan who had previously seen the book quickly grabbed it before the occupants of the house saw it.

The book is now in Alhan's hands. At the beginning he was worried about taking and bringing home, but great curiosity overcame that worry. His hand opened the book carefully. Alhan's heart was as though he had committed a great sin. Yes, indeed Alhan did it because he had read the writing that he should not have done.

Oh you're in love, Ka....

Alhan giggled as she read the sentence after sentence her best friend wrote to express her heart. When he is happy, jealous or angry. The sheets were opened until one last sheet remained. And not only that he found a photo of three: Alhan, Naisha & Mika.

Uh, how come from all the writing Mika tends to me the same Naisha, huh? The hell does he like me? Then why is there also this photo in the diary Mika? What does all this mean?