Love Word

Love Word
Stirring emotions


After finishing the messy room, Naisha was still busy playing around in her imagination about the contents of the book. His curiosity was indeed amazingly arousing, but there was still doubt and hesitation when he glanced at the dark blue diary book. His heart skipped a beat and a trace of anxiety approached him.


The cloud is back painting the sky today. Soon the water point from space will fall scattered to wet the earth. The weather has not been friendly lately. Is it possible to follow the feelings of erratic people? Sometimes it rains and sometimes it gets hot. It is unclear when it came. Everything happens clearly.


His hands trembled as he opened the first sheet of the diary book. A clear writing typical of Mika's writing. Actually he was quite gasp reminded it belonged to his best friend, but Niasha focused on reading the sentence after sentence that her best friend strung together in the book. For some reason, he only found unrest there. There is no sweet story that Mika wrote.


Naisha continued to explore sheet by sheet the half immortalized life story of Mika. He finally arrived at the last sheet Mika last wrote in the book.


Naisha....


Naisha....


Naisha....


Like hearing firecrackers in broad daylight. Naisha is still sculpting with the sheet that just read. Her mouth gaped, not understanding Mika's prominent writing.


"So all this time...?" Naisha cupped her face with both hands. He really did not believe in this truth he never wanted.


I'm disappointed, Ka. I'm disappointed....


"ARRGH....!!!"


Naisha screamed to face the space that was now dripping, accompanying the disappointment that was holding her heart. Screaming his mouth until the veins on his neck are visible. Now he does not care about the storm that hit him, most importantly he wants freedom. Freedom that he never had all this time.


***


A few seconds passed like that without a sound. Naisha was still silenced with a crimped nose face, indicating anger. Although Mika has long been accustomed to the state of silence, but he can not wait any longer to get certainty about the problem that he does not know what.


"Lo by the way, Nai. Please, I've long since accepted my faith." Mika finally opened her mouth.


"It's lo's, isn't it?" Naisha shows Mika's diary which is now in her grasp.


Instantly the body explodes at once feels drained simultaneously. Afraid, angry, and shocked, mingled into one as if it was a bomb that in an instant pounded his body.


"Oh, so this is why you're so far away from me as Alhan? Because your abnormal feelings are the same as mine?" Naisha's narration was thrown stabbing Mika's heart.


"Lo thought about it, Ka? That feeling will ruin our friendship!!" naisha's tone is rising.


"Nai .. I'm sorry, I already fucked you guys. Sorry...."


Naisha just smiled wryly. "Since when.. lo kayak gini?"


"Nai .. I don't know why this feeling came to my heart. But, ever since you were present in my life so my friends keep changing personally I think it's growing itself, Nai ... I've tried to do this, but don't know why it's getting stronger. I don't .. don't know...."


"Enough!" scream Naisha. "Gue was sick of it over and over again. Sorry, Ka. I'm disappointed in you!" Naisha immediately got up and her steps took her away from the place. Naisha's back shadow slowly blurred from Mika's perspective. There remained a girl who poured down a sad rain that tried to relieve her heart pain.


Goodbye to the bad


You're bittersweet enough, I guess


Lovely enough for me to love


Oh taste...


I created you


Then I'll kill you


O love...


Come another time


Not today, not this time