
Dhiarra sipped a favorite warm chocolate while glancing at Adrian who later always seemed tense and anxious. Much different when coming to pick up at Shin Adnan's house, Adrian always smiled and looked quite bright. Maybe Adrian is not much different from Dhiarra who continues to hang cloudy on his face.
And increasingly cloudy when Dhiarra refused Adrian's desire to take him directly to Adrian's parents' house in the city of Sleman not far from the airport area.
"Dhiarra,,"
"Mas Drian,,"
Adrian and Dhiarra almost simultaneously called and looked at each other.
"What's up, Ra. You want to talk?" adrian asked gently to the girl in front of him.
"Yes, mas. I have something to talk about immediately. But, does Drian want to talk too? Drian spoke first, ", replied Dhiarra.
"You spoke first, Arra," said Adrian softly. But his handsome face still cloudy misty.
Dhiarra looked down for a moment, looking at Adrian with her clear eyes.
"Mas, it's actually heavy and very heavy to be frank with you. But I can't stand it either. More precisely, feeling that this was wrong," Dhiarra spoke very quickly. Like not wanting what he thought and would say so he forgot all of a sudden.
"Wrong, what's wrong, Ra,,?" ask Adrian astonishment. Looking at that beautiful face.
"Actually, I'm the wife of a mas man. I'm married," replied Dhiarra. Adrian looked at him.
"Married? Who are you married to, Ra,,?" stunned and stifled Adrian asked. His eyes did not shift a bit from Dhiarra's.
"With Shin Adnan's brother, mas," said Dhiarra quickly.
"What, Arra,,?! Are you married to the boss garment? Your uncle? I suspected yesterday that you had a special relationship. But I didn't expect that you were married,,!" adrian said a little hard.
"You betrayed me, Ra ? You didn't tell me?" connect Adrian.
"Sorry, mom. I am not a traitor. But the marriage was sudden. We have to be caught, we are trapped by accident" Dhiarra said quickly.
"So you're just supposed to get married?" urged Adrian.
"Yes. Of course we were forced to marry at that time" Dhiarra replied.
"So, sir Shin has already divorced you?" ask Adrian.
Dhiarra's eyes rounded hearing Adrian's question. Not knowing this at all, Dhiarra did not think about it. Or at that time Dhiarra did not care and did not understand..
"I, I, I did not ask, mas," Dhiarra replied stifledly.
Suddenly discussing this, it came with fear that Shin had divorced and no longer recognized himself as a wife. Dhiarra's heart is beating fast because of worry.
"Alright, Dhiarra. Thank you honestly. I'll ask Mr. Shin for your status in the morning. I think I let you take it, you're automatically divorced," Adrian said softly suspecting.
Dhiarra's chest silently gasped at hearing him.
"Yes, mass. We've done it" Dhiarra hopes that with this answer, Adrian will be angry and immediately agree to cancel his intention to marry her.
"You did it? What if you're pregnant, Ra,,?! Ah, it's complicated, Ra,,!" adrian's voice was loud. Fortunately, Adrian took the facility privacy room at the cafe.
Dhiarra bit his lip with the verdict Adrian called. Refrain from straightening. That would be better and easier for him.
"But it doesn't matter, Ra.. My family is already preparing for our wedding. It's impossible to wait to make sure you're pregnant or not. If only you were pregnant with master Shin's child, I would accept it, Ra.. We have to stay married" Adrian said solemnly.
The steadfastness of Adrian, makes Dhiarra a burden and increasingly confused. Adrian's decision was not as expected.
"But I don't want to continue this marriage, Drian. I can't, I'm sorry," Dhiarra looked at Adrian all wrong. But Adrian did not understand the desire of Dhiarra, and interpreted something else from the whole confession of Dhiarra.
"Dhiarra, trust me. I will really accept you for who you are. You are not betraying. I still love you, Ra.. Not changed." Adrian was silent for a moment.
"As long as you know Dhiarra, I actually feel very guilty about you. I'm the one who betrayed you, I'm not being honest with you. I'm sorry, Ra, I'm actually married too. I had to accept a match. I already have a wife, Raa..." Adrian bowed in front of Dhiarra.
Dhiarra was shocked by Adrian's confession.
"I don't understand, mas. Please, explain it to me again, mas," urged Dhiarra who felt very surprised.
Although really do not want to continue the marriage with Adrian. Knowing this fact, his heart was very sick and disappointed. Adrian was dishonest and so deceived him.
Even Dhiarra left Shin Adnan. The truth is still valid as the husband, just for the sake of burdensome to marry Adrian. Adrian was so happy with him. Adrian has betrayed her secretly. Dhiarra was so trying not to betray Adrian. Ah, it felt so ashamed of Shin Adnan. Dhiarra is ashamed...
"I was also forced to marry, Dhiarra. Family match. In my family environment, very abstinence from rejecting the wishes of two parents. So I accepted it. But the woman I married was sick. And doctors have ruled that her uterus is incapable of being fertilized. We won't be able to have the descendants of Dhiarra."
Adrian was speechless looking at Dhiarra with his eyes reddened.
"At first I had no intention of getting married again. I try to accept destiny and accept the situation of the woman I married for who I am. That is, I have ignored you. I'm sorry, Ra,,. I always miss you and want to meet you. Until I accidentally saw you in Mr. Shin's company. Then I assumed you were my soul mate. And I must be able to defend."
"And I'm frank about you to the family and to the woman who is now my wife. About my intention to marry you. It was difficult, but eventually everyone agreed and understood. So, Ra...Let's continue our marriage. Don't change your mind, please, Dhiarra,,"
Adrian looked softly and warmly at Dhiarra. I really hope that Dhiarra will continue the marriage.
"Mas, modern times. The world of health is becoming more magical and sophisticated. What's Drian's wife really sick?" ask Dhiarra carefully. Feeling sympathetic to the fate of Adrian, her ex-lover,,,, her future husband,,,
"Womb cancer, Ra, and the doctors have convicted it a malignant type," Adrian looked grim. His face was getting dark and foggy.
The feeling of Dhiarra who was disappointed and heated up, began to turn into compassion.
"It's not too late, ma'am. As long as we are still breathing, the hope of being healthy and healed should never be crushed. Poor your wife. Drian must always support him. Give spirit without breaking. His health, his healing spirit, everything is in your hands, in your hands, his whole family." sincerely Dhiarra said to Adrian.
"That's, Ra... He wanted to see me remarry. He said if I was married again, he would be calm and not pressured to undergo any type and manner of treatment. He said the pain made him very depressed and just kept thinking about my loneliness" Adrian said.
Looking at the beautiful face that was also cloudy in front of him.
Those beautiful clear eyes were staring sweetly and warmly at Adrian. A view full of fibers and mosquitoes that are increasingly tangled masai not formed. Staring at the man who turned out to have a fate that was also as complicated as her...