Loved Brondong
Need and want

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Yasmin looked very nervous. He breathed heavily. I don't want any more misunderstandings. Fabian's arrival was a surprise, Eza will definitely handle a lot of things. He had not expected, Fabian was acting like this!

Fabian's hand that was clenching his shoulder immediately Yasmin lowered it, again. "Fab, sorry." Yasmin grabbed Eza's hand and held it. "This is my future husband" Yasmin said honestly.

Fabian was glued. Santi who wanted to open his voice also fell silent. Let Yasmin take control of herself. While the audience who was sitting relaxed smiled amusedly. Galang feels funny with the name of adopted sister for Eza. The age difference between Eza and Yasmin is very clear even though they look different from their age. It's only natural that Fabian would think that way.

"Ca .. lon's husband?" asked Fabian and frown his eyebrows as if in disbelief.

"Yes," Angguk Yasmin smiled happily. Yes, of course she was very excited to introduce Eza as her future husband. The love in him had defeated the awkwardness in the people closest to him.

Yasmin muttered Eza's friendly arm and stroked him spoiled. They looked at each other and threw a smile of happiness. Seeing that Fabian felt a little confident, but not yet fully convinced. Is Yasmin working on it now?

"San, Yasmin didn't get me, did she?" His whisper to Santi.

"No. See their own behavior."

Fabian nodded in confirming. In the deepest corner of his heart. Still do not accept this reality. The woman he had long wanted, why would he be interested in a much younger man?

Fabian's eyes met with Eza who smiled wryly at him. Inevitably Fabian pulled the corner of his lips. A smile with no feeling at all. More precisely do not accept that Yasmin fell in love with this man in front of her.

"Yes, sit down again." Yasmin invited them to sit down together. While his hands are not separated from Eza's grasp. "When did you guys get there?" ask Yasmin later.

"Just now. There hasn't been an hour" replied Santi.

"I want to tell you a lot, Yas. I have long wanted to meet you. But I never had a chance. If time could play again, I wouldn't miss a chance." Fabian's words sounded dramatic. Hope sank from the look in his eyes.

Yasmin was aware of that. He knows Fabian wants to bring their past up. But there's Eza here, there's no way Yasmin is provoked into responding. Eza's hand puddles feel tight. Yasmin turned her head, a flash of anger visible from the man's eyes.

Santi recognized the situation. Clapping Fabian's hands. Reminds them of their agreement before leaving for Jogja. His gaze was sharp as soon as Fabian turned his head. The situation was suddenly quiet, tense. Shuddering to be among them, he could already read the circumstances.

"Eemm, thirty minutes from clinic open. I have a few patients who signed up." Saving the situation. The four pairs of eyes turned to grimacing, funny Galang. "So, can you meet me on the second floor?" tanyanya.

Eza breathed a heavy sigh. "Senja, I'll go upstairs first." His grip was removed, then stood up without saying goodbye. Yasmin looked at him guiltily.

"San, Fab. If you want to rest, in the second floor lounge just first. Or in the patient's room. I'll be heading to the hotel soon. I'm …."

"You're riding, Yas." Cut Santi. "I'm just as easy as Fabian, where is it." He knows Yasmin is worried about Eza. That guy must be angry right now.

Yasmin smiled stiffly at her two best friends. "Okay, I'm going up first."

After Yasmin disappeared from sight. Santi gave Fabian his wish. The man complained of pain.

"Aaww, Mar. Sick tau. Lo what the fuck?" Fabian Protest. His stocky arm suddenly becomes the target of Santi's rampage.

"Gue already ingetin Lo make keep the attitude. But Lo disavows, see? Yasmin is fighting with Eza," Santi said. He shouldn't have brought Fabian to Jogja.

"Yes, sorry. I laughed at the feeling" he said, still wiping his arm.

"Lo has to take responsibility. Convinced Eza that you never had anything."

"It's up to Yasmin, who would like it. It's been clear from the beginning, Yasmin can't have the same heart."

Fabian fell silent. Yes, Yasmin never considered herself more than a friend. I don't know where the fault lies when they introduce. However, Fabian tries to open Yasmin's eyes, never seeing love in her eyes.

***

On the second floor of the house. Yasmin came to Eza in the room. I don't know what Eza's view was with Fabian's words. Eza must have misunderstood.

The door to the room opened slowly. Yasmin's head poked and found Eza sitting down on the edge of the bed.

"Sky." Yasmin occupies the empty side to the right of Eza. "You mad?"

Eza was silent. Whether he should be angry or not. There's still a lot she doesn't know about Yasmin. When will he know everything.

"Corn? Don't shut up, honey. If you are angry, but do not stay rich gini. I can clear everything." Yasmin begged.

Eza's jealousy makes Yasmin go awry. He had never faced Eza's jealousy like this. Maybe Eza has seen something different from Fabian.

Eza took a breath. "I'm getting smaller in front of you, Dusk. I'm jealous, angry, scared, disappointed you haven't fully opened up. You also have a past with a man other than your ex-husband." His eyes straight ahead. Eza could not look at his girlfriend's face.

Both of his hands were cupped to Eza's face. It's interesting that they face each other. "Corn, don't misunderstand me. Me, Santi and Fabian are the position from long ago. We have lost contacts for a long time. There was never any other relationship than that. Believe, yes!" yasmin said softly.

"His eyes are different, Dusk. There's no way he's just thinking you're a friend." Eza's face looked grim, Yasmin's hands lowered slowly.

"Langit, listen. I, who was lacking a lot, suddenly knew you. To be honest, I just found out what love is from you, Sky. I was never sure what love was like. After meeting you, what I felt to Hilman wasn't love." Eza's back was elated with love, assuring the idol.

Eza's forehead shriveled. "Emm, then what?"

"Just need, maybe. I needed someone in my life at that time. Hilman came, I needed him. I have never felt such a strong feeling when I met you. When I'm away from you, I feel really sick. At that moment I realized, the love I felt for Hilman was just a need, not a desire to survive. The proof is that I easily let go of him. My love is the same as yours, besides I need it too much I want. I really can't get rid of you."

"You know he loves you?" ask Eza.

"I know. But I don't know how deep Fabian feels. Anywhere, love cannot be forced. I can't feel more for him." Yasmin stroked Eza's face gently. "So, don't be angry anymore, huh? I just love and love you.

Eza's smile rises. "You need proof."

"What evidence?" Yasmin's confused.

"Evidence that you love me and love me." Eza slowly brought his face closer.

Yasmin quickly held back. "No, there is no yes .. later continuity." Yasmin also rose.

Eza. "Where are you going?"

"You go to the bathroom."

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