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Morning sicknee

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Yasmin was silent remembering that. It was something difficult, he had tried before. 

Santi waited for Yasmin's answer, as if she knew, her best friend could not answer. “Yes already, the important thing is now that you focus first on your content. Try tomorrow you go see a doctor, see the development of the fetus. And take care, I'm sure you won't hurt that innocent baby.” 

“I'm still sane, San. Although at first I did not want this pregnancy either, but still in my heart there was a sense of happiness because after all, I was no longer called a barren woman anymore. But, to see the doctor .. I have a little fear if I remember the fate of the mother who died of ovarian cancer.

When Yasmin was ten. His mother was sentenced by doctors to have deadly ovarian cancer. Yasmin's mother was pregnant at the time, and the new cancer was detected when the mother checked the womb. Her mother refused to abort, and chose to stay until giving birth to Yasmin's sister. But God wants something else. The risk is very high, the cancer that has the nickname 'kill in silence' managed to take the life of his mother.

After Yasmin learned of this story as an adult, she had already learned a lot about the disease. The risk of this disease can be lowered very high. That's why Yasmin felt so scared at first.

While still married to Hilman, Yasmin did go to see an obstetrician. There was no illness or anything that doctors found, Yasmin was otherwise healthy. However, after seven years of efforts to have children did not succeed. Yasmin became increasingly convinced that she was difficult to get pregnant because of this disease. 

Yasmin checked again, to see if there was or was not this disease. However, ovarian cancer is very difficult to detect early on, does not even show symptoms. He can't do anything else, just be patient if one day he's in the doctor's office. For that Yasmin no longer went to check herself. No matter how many times he went, the result would still be the same. There he would be even more afraid to hear the doctor's answer again. Yasmin can only try to keep her lifestyle, that's all she can do. 

After chatting with Santi, now he was a little relieved because at least the burden was reduced and not carried alone. Yasmin then began to lay down her body again and tried to close her eyes. 

Meanwhile, Eza who was still in the cafe, his mind was not at all calm. She kept thinking about Yasmin, she was so worried considering that Yasmin was often unwell lately. When the cafe visitors began to quiet, Eza checked his phone and intended to contact Yasmin because the message since this afternoon was not reciprocated at all. 

“Senja ... come on, pick up! Don't keep worrying me.” Eza was visibly upset when making a phone call that Yasmin never picked up. The shadow of Yasmin's cold attitude this afternoon was enough to make Eza think, why did Yasmin silence her. 

“Senja, what is my fault to the point that you silenced me like this?” Eza repeated the call several times. However, at the last ringing, Yasmin rejected the call. At this time he is reluctant to communicate with Eza, he just wants a break, then Yasmin choose to disable his phone. 

“Argh! Why You Dusk?” his exclaims vented his frustration as the ringing changed reluctantly the voice of the operator speaking. 

The next day, morning sickness that is felt in the morning still occurs. But not as bad as yesterday, Yasmin can still hold it. After finishing the bath and it was tidy, he sat down at the dining table while sipping his warm tea, today his clinic will open at ten in the morning, will be assisted by Saints. Just the breakfast bread this morning. Because his body is really not strong to cook food.

For a moment, the shadow of Santi's words to tell him to check the contents made him think twice. On the other hand he was so eager to know the condition of the fetus in his stomach. However, he was also afraid when he found out the results were not as expected. 

A few moments later, the sound of knocking on the door made Yasmin gasp from her daydream. He immediately let in when he heard the Holy voice knocking on the door and said his greetings. 

“Yasmin, how are you doing?” tanya Suci sat down and brought chicken porridge to Yasmin. “This, I brought you porridge, eat ya!” 

“Alhamdulillah is much better. Holy Ma'am why bother, anyway.” 

“Neasy, Yas. Ma'am was also cooking for children, kok.” 

Although a little nauseous, but Yasmin still appreciates the gift of Saints, she tried to swallow the chicken porridge. However, during a few mouthfuls, he could not help it. Finally he ran to the bathroom, his entrails were stirred violently.

“Yas, are you okay?” 

Yasmin said from the inside. “Nothing, Ma'am.”

Before long, Yasmin came out, she felt a little awkward for fear of her pregnancy being known by the holy.

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