Loving My Brother's Beloved
Chapter 11's

"Oh my God," Arka shouted as she walked into her master's room and saw that the room was already in disarray.

While the man named Kimtan was sitting in the corner of the room, with another wound in his hand.

"Master. Why do you hurt yourself continuously, I've said not to get carried away by emotions," said Arka staring at the blood nanar coming out of his Master's arm.

Arka immediately took the P3K box in the closet, then he approached Kimtan to clean the dried blood on his arm. It seems Kimtan was injured since his blood dried up.

"Give me the report" muttered Kimtan coldly, He also brushed off Arka's arm which would treat her wound.

"Master. Can't I treat your wound first?" pinta Arka pleaded.

"You got what I asked for?" Kimtan asked again, ignoring Arka's words.

"There is no important information that I have, Sir," Timpal Arka in a flat voice, both eyes avoiding Kimtan's gaze.

"Where?" Kimtan asked back, not heeding Arka's request. Kimtan raised his head, his black eyes staring intently at Arka. "Give me!" kimtan's voice grew.

Having no other choice, Arka immediately handed the red map to Kimtan and quickly seized it.

Kimtan opened up sheet by sheet, looking for a strong clue about the girl but he never saw her. His anger can't be contained anymore.

"Dam." His fists sharp. He immediately tore the paper and threw it away. "Find the evidence even more clearly." her voice was filled with emotion.

"Master. The girl was named Irine, originally an intern at this Company. But because of the intelligence possessed by him, he was allowed to work here on a contract for 1 year. In addition he has a family who lives in Bandung and has nothing to do with....."

"Have you made sure of that?" Sela Kimtan, staring at Arka.

Arka gulped her saliva, lying if she wasn't afraid of her Master. He took a slow breath before explaining as much detailed information as he could after a few days of searching.

"He got a scholarship at one of the universities in Jakarta, so he lives in this city. But because of family problems she often applied for college leave which made her scholarship revoked, Miss Irine is currently on leave to complete the Contract at this Company." Clearly Arka, hoping Kimtan will understand and not deal with the girl named Irine anymore.

"Why does he often take college leave? She poor?" ask Kimtan.

"No sir, his family in Bandung is quite enough. It's just that, after her father died Miss Irine became the backbone of her family because she also had to pay for her sister's school." Arka chimpal, hoping her Master ended his curiosity.

Arka looked at her Master with a puzzled look, whereas she had recorded all the info on the paper. But why is he still asking her? Inner irritated.

"He lives in Kosan not far from the Office, sir." Arka was silent for a moment. "Miss Irine's social level is far away with Miss Lala, sir. So where they might be one and the same person, that's not possible." Arka continued, trying to convince her master.

Arka's explanation of the girl, made her jaw harden. He didn't want to hear this reality, but why did his heart always say that it was Kimtan's inner 'he.

Scrambling his hair, he really did not want to believe the explanation from Arka.

"YOU KNOW. I'VE MET HIM AND I STRONGLY BELIEVE THAT IT WAS 'HE' "Kimtan suddenly shouted, He can't control all his emotions.

"Even the girl's date of birth is different from Miss, sir. How is it possible if it's Miss?" Ask Arka slowly, He tried to convince Kimtan more and be patient again to face the Lord's temperament.

Kimtan clenched his fingers. "How could that have happened, obviously I saw 'he' was in the girl. It's so real, how I might have forgotten that, you know it's that they're looking at sa-ma" Kimtan laughed softly, he cried. Crying the reality of his life that has been left by the people he loves.

"How come it's like this, where are you really?" Kimtan said in a soft tone.

Kimtan again threw the object that was within his reach. This time, the flower vase became his victim. The man threw the vase towards the glass cabinet which gave off such a loud shattering sound.

Arka rounded her eyes, surprised to see that the large glass had suddenly collapsed by her Master. "T-master.." he stuttered.

Kimtan ignored Arka and crouched down to pick up the broken glass with his hands, fearlessly clenching the broken glass with his hands so that blood just seeped dripping on the floor.

There was no fear or pain in Kimtan's face, he felt nothing. His gaze was empty.

"Master, I beg you!" Pinta Arka stared at the nanar towards her Master.

Arka's body trembled to see again and again this man in front of her was hurting himself, despite being used to seeing her like this but still Arka was very scared. Perhaps it would be best after this, He would order the people to keep things like this away so as not to injure his Master again.

But, it is not Kimtan if the man obeys the words of Arka. Kimtan even further tightened his fist.

"I promise, I won't let you down and stay by your side, so I beg you to come back to me." Kimtan muttered weakly. Right now he is like a lion cub who has lost its mother, completely helpless.

"T-sir.." cried Arka. Unable to do more, he could only pray that his master could meet another woman who could make him happy.