Loving My Brother's Beloved
Chapter 7's

After the long meeting with his father's company colleagues was over, Kimtan immediately left the crowd of people who were still chatting.

now his feelings become was was, somehow his heart again beats irregularly. The girl he accidentally caught a glimpse at today's show, reminded herself of Akh no. Kimtan immediately shook his head, dispelling all impossible thoughts beyond his conscious awareness. But even if he refused, his heart could not lie.

"Are you that?" Kimtan Gumam. After a long time, he forgot about the girl with great difficulty. Suddenly there was another girl who appeared in front of him, although only a glance but had made his heart that he had neatly arranged now back poranda.

Kimtan took a rough breath, the hand lightningly struck the glass before him with his arm.

Prankkkp.

The sound of glass immediately echoed in the room, making Arka who had been watching outside immediately come to the origin of the sound. The two eyes of Arka fester when they see the broken glass that has been scattered on the floor decorated with blood that he knows whose blood it belongs to.

"Are you crazy!" Shouted Arka spontaneously, he could not help his manners anymore to his young master. From his expression Arka could not cover his worries and annoyance at Kimtan.

"What's wrong with you? Please control back your emotions, it's not necessarily Him." Sizzling Arka while holding the blood that continues to pour from Kimtan's arm, he tried to stop the blood flow with his handkerchief.

Arka understood about the 'man' position in his master's heart was very important, which was why when it came to 'that man' his master would be truly crazy.

Arka was used to seeing Kimtan's condition, his master always lost control and hurt himself.  Already 4 years ago, Kimtan has borderline personality disorder or commonly referred to as borderline personality disorder.

This disorder does experience problems in severe mood, sometimes also the behavior of the patient becomes impulsive. Therefore, Kimtan likes to hurt himself to satisfy his desires.

This is why Kimtan decided to settle in the United States, after the departure of the 'man'. Kimtan went to America, to treat his mental illness that became more when he experienced the loss of people who meant something to him. But, even though Doctor said Kimtan has been fully healed. Surprisingly, the disturbance suddenly returned again after Kimtan accidentally saw a figure that was very similar to his first lover.

"Hold. I'll give you Betadine first." Arka's Order. But ignored by the man, instead brushed off Arka's arm and stood his back to his secretary who was still glued to his position.

"immediately investigate. Without less detail, I asked for that information immediately on my desk." Kimtan orders in a cold tone of voice.

"What?" Shouted Arka surprised. "Don't you already know, if He has abandoned you and now you-..."

"SILENCE!" Kimtan's shout cut off Arka's words, growling furiously. Then approached Arka and immediately pulled her collar.

"I've already said. Never dispute what I ordered, whether the girl wanted him or not you immediately investigate! I don't want to know." His his frown looked towards Arka, making the man unwillingly agree to Kimtan's request of her.

"OKs. Okay. I'll investigate, so you can let go of your arm." Said Arka staring at Kimtan with a slight shrivel. "But I beg you, treat your arm first because there will soon be a meeting." Pinta Arka, trying to remove Kimtan's arm from his collar. He held his neck stiff, It really hurts. Although he had gotten used to his Master's anger, but this was quite terrifying.

"Go! I'll treat it myself." Kimtan cold.

After escaping from Kimtan, Arka immediately left his Young Master's room. Although worry enveloped his heart because he was afraid that Kimtan would do something stupid again.

Before closing the door, Arka turned her face toward Kimtan again to make sure that her Master was calmer. After confirming it, Arka immediately pulled the doorknob and closed it back quietly.

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When all his anxiety subsided, which a while ago made him lose control. Kimtan leaned on his tired body in his work chair, because his past memories Kimtan forgot that the meeting really made him chaotic plus his father seriously betrothed himself to his business colleagues, he said, it was unmitigated that the father announced it to everyone present at the meeting.

Intans. Who's the lady? He had met the woman for the first time. All he knew, the woman was the son of a friend of his father Mr. Wijaya the owner of the largest shares in the Coal section. Now Kimtan understands why his father chose Intan besides he is indeed a smart person, he can also be a field for his father's company because with the woman married to him. I could easily cooperate with that woman's father.

His unbearable emotions made Kimtan throw all the stuff on his desk.

"Aaaaarrgggttth." His shouting. His shoulders up and down withstanding all his emotional overflows, he hated the life that his parents had always governed. His mind drifted around in moments of time that made him so happy.

Lala's the girl, her soul mate.

His smile was engraved on his lips when he remembered the girl he loved so much, their time together really made him very happy. But the screeching cry kept ringing in his ears. As the woman cried screaming for help, the woman disappeared from her life tomorrow. "Lala" muttered Kimtan in a soft tone.

The Flashback

'Her lips smiled sweetly as she felt a perfectly circular arm on her waist, without looking, he knew who was hugging him because he was very sorry for the scent of the body that he always missed.  "Where are you from? I'm worried about you.'' Kimtan murmured while gently rubbing the coiled arm on his waist.

"I miss you." Said the girl, the woman who was really the man she loved, although it sounded slow almost inaudible if only her lover did not speak right in her ear.

Hearing the sincere expression that was thrown from his lover's lips, made his feelings very happy. "I love you too." Kimtan replied sincerely.

The man*turned his body facing towards his lover who these two days He just left alone, his lips fully expanded when his eyeballs looked at his lover's pupil. "Dear."

Lala raised her right arm, the tiny arm moved rubbing a tired stroke* on Kimtan's face. "You must be very tired, sorry because I'm all-

"Ssttttt-Sela Kimtan pressed her index finger against Lala's lips, snapping her lover's words she knew where this was going.

"You promised you wouldn't talk about this again, did you?" Kimtan looked at Lala softly.

"Pardon me." Lala replied regretfully, her face lowered avoiding Kimtan's gaze.

"Hey, stop. I didn't meet you to see your moody face, hem?- Kimtan pulled his girlfriend's chin, he looked gently at her lover's eyeballs. "I really love you."  Kimtan is very serious.

This is how many times he has expressed love to his lover, but look at the girl still blushed shyly. Clearly the red hue adorning his face made Kimtan feel anxious.  "I feel really lucky to have you by my side."

Lala, who heard the laughable mutterings of her lover, just hit Kimtan's shoulder a little hard.

"Aw, why did you hit me La?" Kimtan asked pretending to grimace in pain.

"I'm amused by your big words, you better not have to say ridiculous things in front of me." Lala exclaimed and left Kimtan on the balcony of her room.

"Akh, it's always been like that. Though I said honestly - Kimtan muttered looking amused at his lover who passed away, - Funny."  

Flashback.

That's how those memories flow like water, sticking out like thorns. It is not easy to forget to always be present in his memory, as hard as Kimtan tried even though it has been many years. He still vividly remembered his cooperation with the girl, his sweet laughter were all still clearly imprinted in his memory.

"I miss you, La." murmured softly.