Loving the Arogant Army
45. Unable to Express Feelings

Allen realized that the beautiful girl he was kissing was rudely shedding her tears. It felt like his cheeks were wet. And slowly, Allen slightly softened his kiss on the girl's lips.

"A-len.," called Dhezia between the man's kisses. He still survives in Allen's arms.

"Hm? Eumhh.mpph..," said Allen to hear the girl he kissed calling his name.

"Cu-kup..," the umpteenth time Dhezia asked, and finally Allen removed his lips from Dhezia's lips. He stared at the face of the girl he was holding. Really, he loves Dhezia.he wants to have the girl completely. But why, he was unable to express his feelings with words.

"Anastasya..., I'm sorry, that was.. ," said Allen aware of his error. For the second time, Allen failed to trust himself. Why every time he kissed Dhezia, he always wanted more.

"I'm sorry? What the hell are you doing, Len? Please leave now, I won't slap you a second time, don't see me again!" dhezia said with a trembling tone. Dhezia is afraid of the situation

himself, he is afraid of not being able to limit himself, so that he can fall into things that are not desirable later. Moreover, now he is in Indonesia. Dhezia was also afraid of dealing back with Allen. It's completely

he and Allen are on different levels.

"Don't see you again?" Allen repeated the words Dhezia said.

"Please go!" snapped at Dhezia with a stout voice.

Is Dhezia unconscious? if he had just snapped at the Xander Group's main heir. And Allen immediately stepped away leaving Dhezia. Allen immediately thought maybe Dhezia really did not like it. Until he was kissed, he refused.

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After looking a bit away from Dhezia's room, Allen stopped his steps on the stairs that connected several floors of the hotel. He had chosen to walk down the stairs instead of using the elevator. The feeling in his heart was too chaotic. He wanted to scream loudly about his life. Why is he never happy? What harm? The old man who kept forcing her to give up the profession she was in, the little sister who took her first love, and now the girl she loves hates her?

"Gurgh!!" DUMMMM!!! Allen clenched his hands hard and then slammed into the side wall of the steps of the Bonita Hotel. And now Allen's hand is a little bruised red.

However, there is no point in him doing so, because Dhezia still cannot understand the feeling.

And Allen is still ringing, since the events of eight years ago in Bali, when he will express his feelings to Nicole, who is, but his younger brother Yovien first expressed his love for the girl who became his first love, finally until now Allen had a trauma problem when he wanted to express his feelings to women. Including the Dhezia.

After venting his emotions and calming himself on the steps of the hotel, Allen now walked to the hotel parking lot. The place where he parked his sport bike.

Yovien and Mrs Clarista arrived at the Hotel Bonita that night. Yovien drove the car into the parking lot of the Bonita Hotel. And maybe, that night was his lucky night. After searching for his brother in Kudus City, in his Battalion to track his whereabouts in the Old City Region, Yovien finally found Allen at the Bonita Hotel.

"Well, Mah! That's Brother Allen!" he said it quickly to Mrs Clarista.

"Yes, baby you stop the car here spit, let the mamah come down!" said Madame Clarista hurriedly.

Yovien stopped his car immediately. Madam Clarista immediately ran towards Allen who had prepared to ride his motorcycle.

"Aleenn.......!!!" call Mrs Clarista. He now runs even faster, even though Mrs Clarista uses high heels.

Hearing someone call him, Allen turned to the source of the voice.

"Mammy? Why mamah here malem gini soluble malem? Mama, isn't that it? I didn't see it wrong, did I?" screeched Allen inwardly as he widened his eyes.

There was the roar of the breath of Mistress Clarista who was stunned by running. And now he had arrived in front of Allen. Allen said nothing but a look of wonder.

"Mommy, baby. Why did you see that?" mrs Clarista said after adjusting her breath.

"Ngapain mamah is here? oh no, why did you call me?" asked Allen pretended to be indifferent. But actually, he was a little worried about his mother who ran towards him earlier with a sigh of sighs, but thankfully he saw from a close distance his mother looked fine.

"Can't mama call her own biological son?" mrs Clarista asked with great emphasis. And hearing that, Allen's self trembled.

"Just say, what's up?" tanya Allen tried to overcome the gerogi on him due to the words of Mrs Clarista.

"You want you to come to the GMS tomorrow morning at nine, not you, Yovien too. Mamah hope you don't reject her this time," insisted Mrs Clarista.

"Hahahaa....," Allen immediately chuckled, then continued, "what far away mamah is looking for me here just for a meeting invitation? Wow, that's interesting."

"Allen!!" snapped Madame Clarista.

"Ah, you didn't even ask me how I was doing, was I okay. Though at first in my heart had worried mama, why mama far away ran towards me, I think mamah care about me, want to know my situation! Butwhat? Mom even came just for a meeting invitation! Not really

you know I've been hurt all along?" allen said at length to make Mrs Clarista's eyes glazed.

"Allen. sorry mam-" just now Mrs Clarista muttered to Allen as she reached for Allen's wrist. However, Yovien suddenly appeared and got out of the car.

Allen looked at him with a look of rage. Allen thought, indeed from the beginning, Yovien was always spoiled by his parents. Bakhan when Yovien chose his own life path, Mr. Xander and Mrs Clarista kept coming at the close of Yovien's education. And the one Allen hated the most, Yovien

it was Allen who captured his first love in Bali eight years ago, Nicole.

"You've been with Yovien, why are you still looking for me?" said Allen then passed as fast as lightning launched his motor sport. Leaving Miss Clarista still glassy. And Yovien who was still standing stiffly stared at Allen's departure.

"Well, it's mah, don't cry here. Come in the car," Yovien said as he grabbed her.

And Madame Clarista hurriedly wiped her tears and obeyed Yovien's orders. Now he and Yovien are in the car.

"Mamah does not know if the consequences of events in Bali will be so far. Please be honest with mama, is there anything you cover? what is happening in Bali? until you and Allen changed so far?" ask Mrs Clarista

Yovien stared blankly at the windshield of his front car.

"Nothing, Mah. Sis Allen changed because it was independent, so did not want to interfere in the affairs of the company," he replied lying.

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