Loving You 2: The Substitute
Love And N*fsu

"If I can, I want to fall in love with a good and loyal man who also loves me, but what I can choose when my heart stops only you, though I know you're Alden's asshole.."

Airin did not realize that the word master he had always pinned had disappeared, Airin's eyes were only fixed on Alden.

"How does it feel?"

Airin frowned "How do you know you love me?"

"So, it's probably like I want to always look at you and be with you, even if you know you're a jerk, doing your best even if you're a jerk, making you my girlfriend even if you're a jerk.. liked everything about you even if you're a jerk!" As long as Airin said that Alden's eyes never escaped him, looking at him deeply, until Alden saw that there was a shadow of him in the eyes of Airin, and it was soothing.

"I never even knew it was painful to love, but I still love you"

"I won't give up until you dump me, I won't hate you until you dump me. So if you want me to forget you, let me go, throw me out!.."

"While I'm not sure if I'm going to forget you, but that's not my right, my own feelings are mine, it's just that if I'm gone I won't bother you about my feelings.."

Airin was stunned, Airin froze when Alden suddenly pulled her into his arms.

"I don't know.I don't know.I just can't let go of you, even if I want to" Alden used to be disappointed when he loved, and now his heart is frozen, unable to even feel whether he loves or not.

And the fact that she still can't be with the woman she wants even though she's in love with him makes her close her heart.

"Why?" Airin said softly, Alden still hugged her, a hug that Airin felt different was warm and comfortable, as if he felt Alden's feelings for her, even though he didn't know what those feelings were. "If you can't get back at me, let me go Alden, let me close my feelings and get rid of them"

"Is it that easy?"

Airin shook his head "No, it's not that easy, but at least I don't have to get sick when I see you with another woman.." Alden chuckles..

"Can you stay with me even if I keep hurting you"

Alden was silent, couldn't, he couldn't let Airin go.. Airin.

"I'm.." Alden gulped "I just can't let go of you, can it be called love?"

Airin smiled wryly, why is everything so.."I don't think it's love, it's lust for the sake of satisfying your desires.." Airin bowed his head, wasn't he unable to reach Alden, but if this way he could still be with Alden could he continue to survive?.

You can, as long as Alden stops hurting him, but if Alden stops, his love will get bigger.

Airin sighed, but even so her love was still getting bigger, it seemed like everything was upside down, and the more Alden hurt her the more Airin loved her.."I'll take a shower first, if you want to can you wait" Airin left quickly after pushing a piece of paper under the bed with her feet.

Airin closed and leaned himself in front of the door, then after a few sighs Airin rushed to take a bath, isn't that the purpose of Alden coming to him to satisfy his lust so he can't make Alden wait long.

Alden was still sitting down on the bed with his hands clenched, damn what he had just done, what he said, for what he made Airin hate him if he was going to say all this nonsense.. but why can't he just let Airin go.

As if his heart wanted Airin to continue with him despite the pain, wasn't he selfish?

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