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16. The Tour in Jogja part 3.

(Image is just a picture of the clothes Nia was wearing.)

While in Jogja, Nia really enjoyed her trip.

He took some photos with Laila and other employees.

"I want to go there first, yes" Pamit Laila who immediately left Nia who was with other women.

Laila deliberately left Nia, because Nata had given her the code.

"Hi, Nia. We see that sight over there yuk." Take Nata while they are traveling in Borobudur temple.

"But, I-" Nia had not finished answering Nata immediately pulled her hand.

"Come, let's take a picture there." Nata is really excited.

While Nia just according because Nata had been pulling his hand here and there.

Nata invites Nia up to the temple and sits on the edge of the pillar, Nata deliberately slightly away from their friends.

"More." Speak with a soft voice.

Nia was just looking

"Nia, I like you." Nata without stale bases.

Nia fell silent.

"I like you. Can we get to know you more closely?"Nata.

"I know. Maybe in your mind I'm not a good man. But believe me, I want to have a serious relationship with you." Connect Nata.

Nia swallowed her saliva, not knowing what to answer and then lowered her head again.

Nia had rejected men who were attracted to her several times.

At that time Nia did not find it difficult to refuse, because her heart did not want to.

But somehow her heart was racing as Nata expressed her feelings earlier.

"How, Nia?" Do you want us to get to know each other better?" Said Nata who saw Nia only silent a thousand languages.

"I, Excuse me first." Said Nia who got up from her seat.

"Wait for Nia." Prevent Nata when Nia is about to move

"I want us to get to know each other, because I intend to make you my wife. Not just a girlfriend." Nata

"I'm sorry, but I can't." Answer Nia.

"But why? Do you have a boyfriend?" Ask Nata

"No. That's not. I'm just not ready for a relationship with anyone" replied Nia Seraya leaving Nata.

Nata was silent, looking at Nia who was walking away from him.

For some reason, my heart thumped as Nata said his feelings and intended to make me his wife.

The warm murmur seemed to touch the deepest recesses in my heart.

But the shadow when Mother begged my Father was present.

The fear came back to ambush, as if not to let the swirling of love fill my soul.

I don't know why the fear is so deep in my heart.

I was scared, looked like Mom.

I'd rather not start a relationship than have to feel the pain you're going through.

Especially if you marry later, I'm afraid my son is experiencing what I'm going through.

My mom used to convince me that not all marriages end that way.

Even Laila often said that not all men are like that.

But believe! That fear had filled my chest cavity.

Mother's cries, and the screams of my brothers while preventing you from leaving, are still clearly stored in my memory

I also left Nata who was still loyal to look at me.

It was like something was crumbling in my chest, when I rejected Nata's feelings.

I don't know!

I don't know why it's like this.

I left Nata and joined the rest of my friends.

I was looking for Laila, but she seemed to be deliberately away from me, maybe so that nata could freely approach me like that.

I was a fool, letting myself get caught up in trauma.

But this is not what I want!

Seriate....

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Sorry up a little bit, though,

Tomorrow continue again.