Mafioso In Action's
Complicated #91

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At 20:20 p.m.

After talking to his three friends. The three of them immediately left the room belonging to Berlin. But when Kimmy wanted to catch up with her two friends to get out of the room, her steps were stopped by Berlin telling her to stay in her room for a while.

"Kimmy, can I talk to you for a second?" berlin stopped Kimmy from walking out of the room.

Kimmy stopped, turned around and replied, "well, boss."

"Sit down, I want to talk about something" Berlin said.

Kimmy doesn't know what Berlin wants to talk to her about. But it seems like he wants to talk about something very serious to her when viewed from the expression of his cold serious face.

"Yes, I want to talk about a matter that may be serious, and this is a personal matter." Berlin opened the word slowly, and was very serious when speaking.

"Personal?" Kimmy put on a confused expression when she heard him.

"I'm confused and I don't know where to start, because I'm so weak in this. But before that, I want to apologize to you, Kim."

"I'm sorry? It seems you don't have to do that, because there's nothing wrong with you!" Kimmy slightly refuted the apology from Berlin.

"I'm sorry because I ... maybe .. many times hurt your feelings ... without me knowing," Berlin said looking at Kimmy with a serious look.

Instantly Kimmy was instantly shocked speechless with a slightly downcast look of sadness. There was a deep sense of disappointment and sadness when Berlin spoke about it. It turns out that Berlin himself already knew about Kimmy who harbored more feelings than just friends with him.

"It's not that I don't appreciate how you feel, but I can't accept how you feel. If forced, it will even have a bad impact. That's why I'm sorry about it."

"I want to talk about this, because .. I don't want to cause internal problems of the group that could interfere with Ashgard's performance" he continued

"Yes, I know, Berlin. It's okay, I forgive you. Besides, it's my fault that I have too high expectations for someone who is not sure" Kimmy said in a pretty soft tone and looked very sad with teary eyes but could not shed tears.

Berlin got out of his chair and moved to sit on the sofa right next to Kimmy. "Once again I'm really sorry, because it is .. The heart cannot be forced" he said, holding one of Kimmy's shoulders beside him.

"I'm weakest if I've had a problem in something like this" Berlin continued muttering.

Despite harboring sadness and disappointment that is quite deep. But Kimmy had enough of her own feelings.

"Yes, you are weak in this, Berlin" Kimmy said, laughing.

Berlin is confused by Kimmy's suddenly changed attitude and laughs. Despite harboring sadness and disappointment, Kimmy looks trying to cover it all up with his laughter.

"Why laugh?" berlin with a confused expression.

Kimmy turned his head and looked at Berlin with a smile on her, then said, "Berlin, I've already flinched it, so please don't be taken up again, huh?" said it.

Even if you say it like that. But it was still difficult for him to express the feelings that had been hidden since the first meeting with Berlin.

"Oh yeah, congratulations, huh? Waiting for his invitation," continued Kimmy then smiled happily though bitterly to Berlin with closed eyes.

Berlin was stunned by the expression Kimmy gave him. Such a bitter expression was enough to make Berlin extremely guilty.

"I admit that I lost to Nadia. His love for you is greater than my love for you. Therefore, take care of him and never hurt him!" kimmy said very seriously and a little emphatically when he warned Berlin.

"And one more thing that made me have to admit Nadia was more than me. He almost always manages to have a positive impact on you, and that's what I find difficult to do" Kimmy continued.

Berlin realized what Kimmy had said last, and he felt it. The presence of Nadia brought a change in attitude and nature from Berlin which became even better. Even the change in attitude and nature was realized by his friends.

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Seeing Kimmy who wore such a bitter expression was enough to make Berlin unbearable and deeply feel guilty.

"Once again I'm so sorry ..!" cetus Berlin turned to face Kimmy and lowered his head.

What Berlin did was enough to surprise Kimmy, because this was the first time he saw Berlin bow his head before his friend who is currently himself.

"Berlin, raise your head! You shouldn't bow your head like that, should you?" kimmy firmly holds one shoulder belonging to Berlin.

"I suck, I should have said something like this a long time ago so you-" haven't finished Berlin talking with a little bit of self-deprecation. His words were immediately cut off by Kimmy by saying, "yes, you do suck!"

What Kimmy said was very offensive to Berlin, but Berlin itself was aware of it and felt it appropriate to accept such a word.

"But not only do you suck, I suck at things like this, and I'm sure most people will suck at this, too," kimmy returned to his words.

"Although of course I can not throw away and just forget the feeling that ever existed. But I will try and teach him a lesson" Kimmy continued, clutching his hands together over his chest, and then smiling again to show Berlin he was fine, his heart is certainly not okay.

Berlin could only be silent and silent. He cannot talk much. Especially if it is in a problem that for him is very complicated like this, even more complicated than the problem of the threat he is experiencing.

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"Berlin, I'm looking forward to it ...! Waiting for the two of you to go up on the lap, and to see you side by side with Nadia there," Kimmy spoke as she looked at Berlin with a teary gaze holding back her tears from falling.

"I really expected that in the relationship between the two of you, despite the pain, but I really expected it ...!" he continued, who then tried to smile widely even though his cheeks had been flooded with tears. He also tried to laugh even though he had to sob.

BOULEV ...!!!

Suddenly Berlin hugged Kimmy who was certainly surprised by what he did. "W-what are you doing?!" gusar Kimmy was very surprised even though in his heart he felt happy when getting a hug from a man longing for his heart.

"I will live out your hopes, definitely ...!" cetus Berlin hugged his partner.

"And also of course I hope that you will quickly find a better one than me," he continued, then took off the hug and gave a thin smile.

Although the hug lasted for a very short time, but Kimmy was already happy because he could feel the warm embrace. "Don't ever leave it, huh?!" cetus Kimmy quite cautions Berlin.

"Of course, where might I leave or even waste it," Berlin said, relieved that Kimmy's bitter expression gradually diminished like never before. He also felt relieved to be able to talk about this directly to Kimmy.

"Nm ... Berlin, may I ask you one thing?" chirp Kimmy quite made blush when staring at Berlin who was right beside him.

"One thing?" berlin returned Kimmy's gaze with a puzzled look, but Kimmy immediately threw his gaze down.

"I beg ... to ... keep me ... as your confidant, yes?" Kimmy conveyed his wish with a little awkwardness.

Berlin smiled happily at the desire. "Of course, I've believed in all of you including yourself, and it would be very difficult to find someone else" Berlin replied.

Despite keeping a sense of disappointment and sadness in his heart. But Kimmy tried to stay strong, because after all he was wrong because he had not had the courage to express his feelings to Berlin directly. He also harbored these feelings for too long, even almost five years.

But on the other hand Kimmy keeps the sense of pleasure because Berlin can find someone better than him.

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At 22:00 p.m.

On an island in the middle of the high seas.

On a beautiful tropical island. A man dressed in black with a deformed right face due to burns was standing on the beach. The man seemed to enjoy the beautiful night by the beach by looking at the moonlight reflected in the sea water.

When the man stood alone. Suddenly another man in white neat clothes approached her.

"Enjoy the beautiful night?" chirped the man in white who approached him.

"You think?" the man in black clothes.

The man in white just chuckled. "Just calm down, everything is safe to control. The threat message isn't just a threat, and I'll make sure he's hunted by a bunch!" said the man in white clothes confidently.

"It's not wrong of me to cooperate with you," muttered the man in black with a slight glance at the man in white clothes beside him.

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Seriate.