
Sunday morning at Hani's house.
Hani is used to waking up at half-five. She feels uneasy about meeting Jaelani soon. They'll meet in half six. Hani will ask his parents for permission to run in the morning. Although usually Hani rarely want to exercise in the morning.
Hani knew that her parents would not allow her to go alone. He knew he would go with Mr. Rian. But, it doesn't matter. After all, Rian also knew Jaelani and Jaelani would not do anything to him. For a while Hani put his feelings aside first.
“Hah? Half six is still a long time huh?” Mumbled.
Hani pacing around in her room. Sometimes he sees some toys scattered due to Kiki's actions, of course. Usually Hani is quite upset to see the corner place is a mess. But, this time. Hani wasn't too pushy about it. Then, his eyes looked towards the large panda doll that was still on the floor.
The doll did not move in the slightest. Even still lying there. Questions arise in Hani's mind about Kiki. Does Kiki not like dolls? Or is Kiki a man? Because the name Kiki can be used by men and women.
Hani felt affection because the new doll had to be on the floor, and on his stomach? Like a doll that is not taken care of. Just yesterday he got it. Hani walks towards the doll intending to return it to its original place.
“The doll is new, but in vain. Messy.” He said while picking up the doll.
Then, Hani stroked the doll's head cleaning up the little dust that was stuck there. After feeling clean, Hani lifted the doll a little further forward so that he could see the entire panda doll. For a moment Hani smiled considering how romantic Adit gave her a doll because of her achievements.
“Hihi funny.” Hani said angrily to her pandas.
After being satisfied to caress the doll. Hani wants to put the doll back in its place. This time, he arranged the place first so that the doll would fit there and not fall down again. It only takes a few minutes. The doll was already sitting in a comfortable place. Hani noticed the doll and retreated slowly.
Crews!
“Aw!”
Hani accidentally stepped on one of the toys scattered on the floor. Hani's feet stepped on pieces of lego on the floor. He groaned in pain from a feeling like pain and was electrocuted by surprise. Then, he slowly left the corner room while watching his steps so that the incident did not repeat itself.
“Huuhh...” Hani's long breath after passing through the toy mine.
“Hihihihi.”
Suddenly Hani heard the sound of a child laughing. It was Kiki. Hani was getting used to it, but still he was still surprised if there was a sudden sound. For a moment Hani thought, Kiki had not bothered Hani for a long time.
“Why laughs funny?” Hani said while trying to find where Kiki was with her feelings.
Whuss!
Suddenly a cold wind blew past Hani's feet. He was sure it was Kiki. He also felt a little bit of his presence there. Near his right foot. Because, his right leg felt cold and a little stiff.
“How are you?” Ask Hani suddenly.
“Good, sister how?” Ask Kiki back.
Hani replied, while walking towards her soft bed. Then he sat down on his soft bed. This was the first time Hani had not felt as nervous as before. Whether because Hani is used to it or because Hani is having trouble because of the big problem so he does not mind the small thing.
“Kak Hani, be careful with the doll. Serem, it looks like someone's filling it. You see, I feel like I'm being watched.” Kiki.
Hani frowned. He didn't know which doll Kiki was referring to. But, it did not take long Hani immediately understood which doll Kiki meant. Then, he looked at the doll. Big panda doll given by Adit.
“That's probably because you've never seen that doll. So you're scared. That was just a doll.” Hani.
After that there was no conversation between Kiki and Hani. Kiki is busy playing back, while Hani is busy thinking about how to start a conversation with Jaelani. Suddenly, something came to his mind.
“Lah? What will I wear?” Said surprised.
I was so curious about his past. Hani forgot what to wear for sport later. Although Hani put aside her feelings. He should still perform as well as possible in front of Jaelani. Hani began to panic sorting out which clothes he would choose to sport with Jaelani.
Hani was so busy choosing that it didn't feel like five or fifteen minutes. Hani's cell phone rang, the sign that he had to meet his parents to ask for a jogging permit. He deliberately asked permission at this crucial time, hoping to be approved immediately because there was already an appointment.
Lucky Hani has found the right clothes. He immediately took out his phone which he had just cased. Then, take his sling bag and put his wallet and cell phone in there. After completing the preparation Hani went straight to his parents' room.
Until there, Hani knocks on the door slowly. Just two taps Hani has got an answer from Ratih. Not long after, the door opened to see that Ratih was awake and neat even though he had not taken a shower.
“What's Han?” Ask Ratih.
“I want to jog with Jaelani ma.” Hani tampa hesitated.
A few seconds Ratih petrified hearing that. His mind is not bad. Especially the incident last night where Hani began to remember his past. Ratih is still not ready to accept the situation. And Jaelani? Why go with Jaelani? Ratih's mind is all messed up.
“By ya ma? I made a promise about it. Right again he's up to his kayak.” Hani pleaded.
“Emmm..” Trained is out of words.
“What's up?” Ask Ben suddenly.
Hani immediately asked permission to Beni to be allowed to leave. He begged all his heart. Giving a as sincere gaze as possible to Beni. And Beni finally collapsed. He let Hani go. However, it remains on condition that you go with Mr. Rian. Hani expected it.
“Oke same sir Rian. So can yah?” Ask Hani to make sure again.
“Iya can.” Beni said sure.
“Asikkk!” Hani.
Hani immediately hugged her papa tightly, then hugged her mother tightly. Then, he went straight out before Beni changed her mind. Hani ran so fast that it left Ratih and Beni astonished.
“You sure you're okay? The Jaelani? Later, if Hani asks how to Jaelani? What if Hani is not strong? Pa!” Said Ratih worried.
Beni just smiled at his wife. Then, he tried to calm Ratih down and said.
“Maybe this is the way Hani remembers all. We can't hide Hani's memories forever, everything that happened has been arranged by God. We can only provide encouragement and other alternatives as much as we can.” Obviously Beni.
Ratih's chest suddenly tightened. He could not resist his regret for making Hani care for him and Beni first. Not to mention, he could not accompany Hani when Hani was ostracized at her new school for unreasonable reasons.
***
In the front yard of Hani's house.
“Pak Rian's... Yuhu... Sir...” Shouted Hani.
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