Mantans
Chapter 31: Not worth it

Vita looked at the ceiling of his room, his eyes could not be closed even though it was now at one in the morning, his memory actually floated back at the time of college first.

Vita meets Raka accidentally in the campus library while she is looking for references to complete the assignment of professor Hasna.

He who was focused on looking for a book accidentally nudged Raka who passed behind him by carrying a pile of books that eventually fell and scattered to the floor.

From there the beginning of their friendship was established, although different faculties but often they met on various occasions.

Until finally Raka introduced her boyfriend Erina and also Roni her best friend, the four of them made a sweet friendship.

Until the moment where Raka positioned herself as a matchmaker for Roni's feelings for Vita, who in the end clapped one hand because Vita did not have the same taste as Roni.

Precisely between Vita and Raka, Raka is comfortable sharing stories with Vita about everything including when Erina cheats on Raka.

The good Vita, the caring Vita, the perceptive Vita help make the two closer, especially when the relationship Raka and Erina can not be saved anymore.

With a burning spirit, Raka tries to approach Vita offering a relationship that is more than just a friendly relationship.

Vita who initially refused because she did not want to be made a runaway by Raka in the end also lost because the sweet treatment given by the guy made Vita more baper.

And because of that feeling when not how long they dated and Vita's deepening feelings towards Raka made the world of Vita finally fall apart because Raka decided his love unilaterally.

It hurts even more when Vita hears about Raka receiving Erina back after the girl hurt Raka and cheated on her back.

A hard slap back Vita found, that he had to legowo and was good at putting himself right where he had to stand.

His colorful world must be messy, fortunately his common sense is still running, although it must be interested but the proof is that Vita can rise again, finish college well and continue the dream after the S1 pilgrimage he holds.

Vita's delusion that went somewhere before finally brought back his awareness, that Vita must be sincere the path that he had to take meandering.

But at least he should be grateful because God the Most Merciful is proof that he still loves himself like this, not slumped because of a fate that feels unfair in his life.

But even in the worst of circumstances, the hand of God always helps him in every opportunity and situation.

Even if he had to meet with Raka there should be nothing that could hold back or make him remember the bad memories first, that he was again abandoned because he was not worth it to defend.

Although reality still the pain still lingers in the deepest corner of his heart, again not vengeful and keep the memories, it's just that all Vita use for learning himself to be more introspective in choosing a partner, although ultimately still for the human class Aryo too Vita is still not a woman worth it to maintain.