Map of 7 Souls
Hug Me - Ep. 44

"Hug me, Rin. Hugged me. Even if for a minute. I miss you," cried the Truth in his bedroom. There was only a little light from the study table lamp.

It's been three nights since the incident at Pine Tree Forest, I haven't really left the room. I also didn't go to school as usual. He can't afford. Unable to get through the fact that Arini is no longer beside him.

Real parents are increasingly worried about their circumstances. Every meal that his mother brought to the room, was not touched at all. Just drink a few sips of milk given by his mother.

He couldn't swallow that food. I don't feel excited to live this life anymore.

"Why God? Why did you take Arini out of my life? I want to be with him through our days as usual."

Sit in the corner of the room. Both legs are folded. Both hands tighten the folds of the legs that approach to the chest. Face's tangled. Her hair looks random - scramble. His eyes are swollen and there are eye bags under both eyes.

"You promised, Rin. You promised if someday we will go to New Zealand to take photos there. The place you said was beautiful is like a world paradise. The place you want to go with me. But you broke that promise. You left me here alone."

Talk to yourself slowly. Raise your head and let the tears fall on your cheeks.

"Lord. Give him back to me. I beg you, I beg you. I still want to be with him" lamented True.

The young man was crying. Pleads in a soft voice. Pain that will be suffered in a long period of time.

"Rin, how am I supposed to get through these days without you?" tanyanya.

He put his folded body to the floor of the room. It was as if he was hugging himself. Crying more slowly, but her tears flowed more profusely.

"Hug me. Just hug me for a second. Hugged me, so that I could forgive my current stupidity" he whispered softly and sobbed.

"I love you. I love you, Arini."

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In the dark corner of the room, there was only the light of the study table lamp that had begun to dim, Dapi sat in front of the Essence that was leaning against the wall.

"Eat yes. I'm a bribe, "persuade Dapi.

I shake my head slowly.

"Ki, you have to eat, you can't keep going" Dapi said gently.

Not answering.

"I brought you your favorite food. There's fried Hun Noodles. There is beef and shrimp in it. You like this, right?" ask Dapi in a soft voice.

Truth is not looking at it one bit. Silent.

Indeed, three days after the incident, Dapi every day visited Hakiki and Artha. Artha's condition is also not as good as Hakiki. Artha also shut herself in the room. Feeling guilty about what happened in the Pine Tree Forest. He was confused when he saw the two of them. He had just gotten close to Arini but also felt sad about this calamity. His sadness increased when he saw Artha and Hakiki who still did not want to leave the house. They do not want to eat and interact with anyone other than Dapi. He tried to continue to control, visit, persuade and care for them both. He has known Artha for a long time compared to the Truth today, but they are part of his life now that must rise again from the slump.

"Today you have to eat. For two days you have not eaten, only drank milk. Your parents are worried anyway," the real truth is slow.

"You don't understand how I feel right now, Pi." Finally, I spoke in a soft voice. His eyes stared at the ceiling of the room with a blank look. "I'm very disappointed in myself. I am so sorry for my life at this time. Why when I get the strength I'm waiting for, but I lose someone I love" he continued.

Dapi is very sad to see the true condition at this time. He saw the face of his friend. She wanted to share that feeling, but her true feelings must have been deeper to Arini than she had just known the girl.

"I feel like my days are meaningless. I was always with him. I always miss him. How I lived without him, "the real Truth again. Tears came out slowly dripping down her white cheeks.

"I understand how you feel right now" replied Dapi slowly.

"You'll never understand, Pi. You'll never understand."

Hakiki. He tried to hold back his tears.

"I've had worse things than you. I lost, I was betrayed, I was broken to the brink but time healed this wound. When I met you and Arini, I was so happy. I happy. My wounds will heal on their own. I think so. But who knows if this disaster happened," explained Dapi.

"The face of Arini is reflected every day, Pi. His smile, his laughter, his pouting face as I teased him. I remember that face a thousand times a day. Can I live my life without it?" ask the Truth slowly.

"When we are given misfortune and trials. God believes that we can get through it all well and we are able to live it. God knows we can do it" Dapi explained.

Dapi approaching the Truth. Sitting parallel to the young man, embracing his shoulders.

The truth is to drop his head on the shoulders of the young man who does not have a large chest area.

"I promise you, I will always look after you and take care of you like Arini. Even if it feels different but I will try my best" explained Dapi. "We're going to be a great team. We just have to wait for Panca to gain strength. I'm sure, Papa Arini chose us for many good reasons for that," Dapi assured the young man beside him.

"Thank you, Pi," Iirih Hakiki quietly.

"Now eat? Some bribes are also very grateful if you want to eat," Pinta Dapi.

Hakiki lifted his head from Dapi's shoulders and nodded.

Dapi seized the opportunity by taking a spoonful of fried Hun Noodles, directing it to the True mouth. Slowly put food into the mouth of his friend who is still not fully excited. Then Dapi took a small piece of beef and directed it again to the True mouth.

Dapi seeks to recover both the grief of Hakiki and Artha. He's going to Artha's house after this, comforting her back like yesterday. Hopefully as soon as possible, they can both carry out activities as usual.

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