Marriage Stain
The Hot Position

The night returned, Sora was standing in the kitchen. He saw the confusion, what menu he will prepare for tonight. Sora walked towards the refrigerator, he checked whatever materials he had. Without realizing it, his lips smiled bitterly. What kind of wife she is, her fridge is empty. Only a few bottles of mineral water and bottled milk are in the refrigerator.

"Mas, take me to the supermarket, yes" she asked Alan who was sitting in front of the television.

"Don't cook, let's eat outside" Alan asked.

"I change clothes first, where are we eating?"

"We go to the cafe where we hang out first, the kids gather there. I just saw their post on Instagram."

Deg, Sora's feelings aren't good. Just yesterday he was from there with Ferry. Suddenly his face turned pale again.

"Sora, you're sick. From this morning your face was pale!" alan said while holding Sora's forehead.

"No, I'm healthy. We'll go to the cafe next time. I have a good place to eat, it looks like Mas will like it," Sora thought of a way to avoid her husband's invitation, it could be dangerous if she met Ferry there, Sora's inner being.

"Okay, you get ready quickly. I'm just gonna take the car first."

"Yes Mas," Sora headed for the room, he was about to change clothes. In contrast to Alan, her husband quite wearing a short shirt and knee-length pants already looks very cool in Sora's eyes.

Mr. Dadang is seen opening the gate of Alan's house, when the owner's car will come out.

"Sir, we're out. Take care of the house yes," said Alan to the middle-aged man who was loyal to guard his house all this time.

The car breaks the silence of the night. Whether feeling tired or what, Sora seemed to be silent without making a sound. After arriving at the place Sora meant, then he said the word through his lips.

"Ah.. It's up" said Sora.

"It's the place" Alan commented. He got out of the car he was driving. He stepped into an outdoor-themed cafe, so many decorative lights were installed everywhere. Makes a romantic impression on the visitors.

"It's good, it's delicious here" said Sora with a sweet smile.

"Come here Ra?" alan asked a little suspiciously.

"Not really, just a few times invited by office friends" replied Sora.

The two now sat in a spacious courtyard, under ornaments of decorative lights that rained down on them. A romantic atmosphere engulfed both. It was as if they were dating. In reality, they only come out to fill an empty stomach.

Not even time passed. Sora and Alan had finished their meal, now the two seemed to have a casual conversation.

"Ra, I called. Aunt Susi's son gave birth." said Alan, making Sora swallow his saliva. What else is this, inner Sora.

"Trus?" sora asked the man who was looking at her.

"Mom asked us to go see them,"

Sora's head suddenly felt dizzy, when I met the Kardinov extended family. It will definitely be the subject of conversation in the big family gathering forum.

What else will they discuss, if not about her who did not get pregnant too. Sora felt heavy if he had to step foot into the home of Alan's relatives. However, she also could not refuse if her husband invited her there. Sora just needs to thicken both her ears. And locking her lips tightly, lest she let out a rude curse on her husband's relatives who are not polite in addressing his condition.

Most of them think Sora is barren, can not have offspring. In fact, he and Alan have both checked themselves into the hospital. The results of the examination stated that both are fertile, only it is true that there is a little problem in the content of Sora. But everything was handled by the doctor.

Both are truly fertile, only God has not given them confidence to get a baby. Once upon a time, they planned to raise a child from an orphanage. But urgently, because the family refused. They failed to adopt the children.

I don't know how many times the syringe penetrates the uterus through the sora through the stomach, only for some pregnancy programs. But the result is nothing, it does not produce anything. Disappointed and disappointed that they get. Therefore, for now both choose to live life as it is.

Returning to the demands of the extended family, it left the household of Alan and Sora again torn apart. I don't know how many drops of tears that Sora output, because of the despair when not perfect to be a woman.

"By!"

"Sora!" This time Alan raised his tone, as Sora was unmoved.

"Yes Mas," Sora replied lethargicly. Her mind flew to the family event she would attend with her husband later.

"What do you think, Ra?" asked Alan who was curious about the thing inside his wife's head.

"I was just thinking about what answer I would give to the big family later, Mas,"

"No need to think about it" Alan seemed to know the heart of his wife.

"How not to think, if everyone asks the same question," Sora protested to her husband. He seemed to be angry at Alan's extended family who continued to terrorize him.

"You care more about them than your own feelings?"

"Not so, I just don't like it. They're the judges of my life,"

"Don't think about it, you think about me and yourself enough Ra" Alan asked.

"That's it. When discussing about this, there would be no end to it," Sora rose from his chair, he moved from there towards the parking lot.

"Wait for Sora." Alan stopped Sora's steps, he snatched his wife's hand.

"Here you go, let's go home. It's late, I'm tired" he said.

"You're jealous Ra, be patient. If the time comes, maybe we'll have it."

"Who is jealous? I may be jealous of the happiness of others! I'm happy with the new birth in the big family, Mas,"

"Your lips may say no, but your eyes cannot lie,"

Alan rubbed the translucent fur that fell dripping on Sora's cheek. He knew very well that his wife was now jealous of his Tantric son, who had only been married for a few months now had given birth. While they have been married long enough but have not been given offspring.

As if he knew everything Sora felt, Alan was only able to wipe away Sora's tears. There was nothing more he could do. If he could, Alan would have given his wife many children. But what power, it has no power. It was just effort and patience that he had. Alan gently rubbed his wife's hair, he dyed Sora's fine hair.

"Mas, give me a child!" said Sora softly, tears still dripping on both cheeks.

"If I could, I'd give it to Sora right now,"

"Give me a child from another woman's womb,"

"Sora, you've gone mad" Alan said angrily. His eyes immediately reddened holding back his anger at Sora.

"I think the problem is with me, exactly as they say," Sora said. Her tears broke when she thought of everything.

"Never mind people! Remember never to say that shit again!" Alan warned his wife, he looked at Sora with a sharp gaze.

"Maybe it's the only way, as long as it's a seed from Mas I'm willing. I'll take care of the boy. Please consider my request, I'm tired of waiting."

"Sora, you're so outrageous,"

Alan left Sora alone in the cafe, he drove his car very fast. He felt that Sora really did not care about his feelings.

Sora has succeeded in making himself disappointed and angry. Alan clutched his wheel, his car was speeding very fast. I don't know how many people he's been racing and swearing annoyed at his wild action. Alan did not care, his feelings were now in turmoil. Anger took over his heart.

While Sora is now sitting in a taxi, his cheeks still look wet. Sometimes he wiped his eyes with the handkerchief he had. Sora was struck by turmoil, but that was already his decision. Soon Alan will understand his feelings. A position as a wife that can never give a child. The position of a person who is always in the trunk of questions that torment his mind.

Seriate.