
Today Sora packed all his belongings, he also wrote a letter of resignation. One by one he put clothes in suitcases that are large enough. There are things he intentionally left behind. Something that only makes him hurt when he remembers it.
All the clothes he ever wore while with Ferry he left. Whatever he remembered the man, he threw it all into the big trash can behind the house. Sora was sorry about his actions. He really wanted to start something new.
A new life without the shadow of a third person between them. And after a day of cleaning up all the things he would carry, now Sora lay on her back on her soft mattress. His eyes looked at the ceiling. His mind wandered, there was no way he could just disappear from Ferry's sight. It could be that the man was chasing himself to the end of the world.
Not wanting to get confused in the future, Sora tries to write a farewell message for her lover. He hoped that Ferry would forget him. Sora hopes Ferry opens his heart to the other women out there.
Sora picked up a piece of paper from the drawer, and he leaned on the pen on the table. Sora began writing farewell letters to Ferry, her lover. His fingers danced wistfully, as if there was no sweet farewell. Sora shed his last tears, for the man whose heart he had once stopped by.
I'm not going to apologize to you, I don't deserve to be forgiven by you. I'm not sorry I was with you, what I regret is hurting your feelings. Release Me in the shackles of your heart, I am unworthy and unworthy of you.
Find a heart that can hold your heart full. Don't ever love a woman like me.
Goodbye, never expect me. The more you chase, the more I'll stay away. Let our destiny end here. If you love me, let me be at peace with my family.
Sora folded the paper, he put it in a brown envelope. A letter of resignation and a letter that is not a love letter are ready for him to send.
He was a little relieved, after writing a separate letter to Ferry. At least Ferry's not gonna be out here looking for him. After exhaustion tidying up her belongings, Sora fell asleep. He fell asleep until he didn't realize Alan was back.
Alan rubbed Sora's forehead, he grabbed the hair covering his wife's face. As he was about to bring his face closer to kiss his wife's forehead, Alan pulled her back. He kissed his sleeping wife. For some reason, his heart was still engulfed in unrest.
Sora's affair makes him hesitant to caress his wife. There was a feeling of disappointment mixed with anger, as he looked at Sora. His heart could not forgive his wife. Alan was still trying to negotiate with his conscience.
Not being able to kiss his wife, Alan immediately got up. He took a towel and went into the bathroom. As the sound of Alan's footsteps grew quieter and inaudible, Sora opened her eyes.
The wet thing just came out, suddenly his chest felt tight. Sora who was glazed with glass hit his chest that hurt. Alan forgave him, but never forgot him. Sora sniffled, he silenced his mouth with his hands. The woman did not want her husband to hear her heart groaning.
This is a punishment worth his own. Sora accepted it, despite the pain he felt. Tired of crying over her fate, Sora fell asleep again with her cheeks still wet.
Long enough for Alan to be in the bathroom, his eyes look blankly at the bathtub which bears silent witness to his actions on Sora some time ago. He smiled bitterly, his fate bitter. Alan was still overshadowed by an endless sense of disappointment.
His heart was sliced when he remembered those bad memories. Many times he poured water on his head, hoping his disappointment would also drift along with the water that flowed soaked his body. Moments later, Alan came out of the bathroom. Looking at her, Sora was still lying down. But his body was too on the lip of the bed.
Alan shifted his wife's body, making Sora wake up again.
"Home home, Mom?" sora asked as she blinked her eyes.
"Eat already?" Sora follows her husband inside the dressing room.
"I stopped by Mom's house. I said we're moving soon!" alan said coldly.
Sora felt her husband was now a little different, Alan as if he was putting a wall between the two of them.
"You want coffee?" as for Sora, she wanted to find materials to talk to her husband.
"No, I'm sleepy. I'm going to sleep, I'm very busy tomorrow. Because I'm moving, I have a lot of work to do!" alan said as he left Sora who was still silent not budging in his place.
"Is this what it feels like to be rejected by someone you like?" sora mumbles.
Sora walked towards his room, he saw that Alan was already lying on the bed. Alan closed both his eyes. Her husband seemed reluctant to look at her. Disappointed, Sora walked to the balcony of her room.
On a pitch-black night, Sora looked far into the gloomy sky. The sky seemed to understand his heart. Long enough for Sora to sit out there, he spends the night daydreaming in the bone-chilling cold.
Alan, who pretended to sleep until he fell asleep, now began to wake up. He glanced to the side, Alan was a little surprised when he did not find Sora beside him. Alan immediately got up, he was afraid his wife ran away with his affair.
When he saw the wind-blown curtains on the balcony of his room, Alan only realized. His wife didn't run away, Sora was probably looking for some fresh air there.
Alan, who was afraid his wife was taken, approached Sora. Alan flicked away the curtain that was blocking him and Sora. He slowly approached his wife. Alan's hand landed on Sora's waist, a hug from behind he gave to his wife.
The hug managed to make Sora's heart beat. There was a gurat of happiness that slowly bloomed in his heart. Alan accepted himself. Sora tightened Alan's arms which were now hugging his body.
Alan turned away Sora's body, now the two face to face. Alan's hand touched his wife's chin. A warm kiss landed on Sora's lips.
A new beginning for both. Will the days to come be filled with a lot of warmth?
Seriate
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