MARRIAGES & BENEFITS
About self-esteem.

"Jealous?." Devina repeated Alfin's question to him.

"Yes, you're jealous I have a girl."

"Who?. Rosi you mean?. A model that doesn't do that?."

Alfin clenched his hands as Devina licked her model lover.

"Sory Fin, I don't have equal self-esteem to be jealous or jealous of your boyfriend."

"But this isn't getting any clearer?."

"What?."

"If you're jealous of her."

"Fin, I'm not a hick. I've lived in the city for a long time and I know who Rosi is. I'm also no stranger to your habits of nightlife and free s*x."

Alfin was still silently listening with his jaw tightening.

"it's your choice Fin."

"But please help you to be able to appreciate others, I also have my own choice and marry you does not mean I have to obey and submit to you. Even your self-esteem is not comparable to that of Hamid Fin's chickens, think of it!."

The man's esophagus was like he had just swallowed a kedondong seed. He could not speak against the woman in front of him who now completely left him to enter the mes women workers.

Lucky when they argued, people weren't there. At least it can reduce the shame and annoyance that is enveloping him at this time.

Devina left her alone in silence, in the dark of the ranch atmosphere where the clock had been showing at ten o'clock in the night.

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Alfin went home without taking Devina with him. He let the woman with the rejection that had been said to her.

The man chose to return to his apartment. He also canceled his job tonight and asked someone to change his schedule to the club.

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Alfin stepped on his heavy foot. His mind was still wallowing about his pride that was not comparable to that of a farmed chicken.

A chicken?🐔🐓

"WILL********TTT!!!."

His hand lightly punched the standing mirror that stood right behind the entrance of his unit causing the glass to shatter into pieces to litter the floor and leave it to the bathroom.

"Devina, Devina." He chuckles.

"You just want to be my wife already dare to say, use ngehina Rosi anyway!."

Alfin monologued with his reflection on the mirror in the bathroom after washing his hands to remove the blood melts that seeped through the wound in his hand.

"Who do you think you are?."

"You're a stranger, a new person, a pretentious person, a smart ass."

"THE NATIONAL***************." He almost punched the glass in front of him when the bell sound on his apartment unit rang.

For a moment he was silent still staring at the glass before finally choosing to dry his hands and open the door.

A woman was standing outside carrying a paperbag with a famous coffee shop with the label Queen green.

"Hey honey!. You're so lethargic?." Rosi gives him a kiss and passes away after seeing the scattered pieces of glass.

"Geez, why is it such a mess!?." The woman put away the jeans and socks that were splattered from the top of the sofa. Then put the goods he brought earlier on a glass table that was no less dirty like a garbage tub with a spill of cigarette ash along with his butt and some beer cans that have been empty.

"Tomorrow call a cleaner. I also don't feel at home for this." Complain with a spoiled voice.

Alfin just kept quiet while observing how the woman with two faces was asking for attention from him.

"You're just in love, baby. I've been making it here because I called you earlier you didn't connect." Again, the woman complained.

"Why hands?. Or maybe you broke the glass in that door?." He was surprised when he realized something was wrong with his girlfriend.

"Where's the P3K box?."

Alfin remained silent. He did not respond to Rosi's question.

"Actually what the hell is Fin with you?. If you keep quiet like this how can I know try?."

The man slid his body on the sofa. He tried to close his eyes when Rosi's hand felt creeping up above his thigh.

"Ros, I'm not in the mood anymore."

"I'll keep flirting with you if you still don't want to tell me."

"I'm not tired, I'm tired."

"Capek what?. You don't even have to bone up for a lot of money."

"Coverty of your hands Ros."

"Come on Fin, just once."

"Body I'm so tired."

"Ish, you're not cool."

"No way, I'm a good match for you."

"Guild my legs first, how?."

"Ih, don't want to. Slovenly!."

"What's orange?. I washed my feet."

"I never mijitin feet people know!!."

"Eat it my legs first as an experiment."

"No!. Ah, you're not cool." Rosi snatched her bag and chose to leave to leave the man alone with a sense of her gala.

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Edo visited Alfin's apartment in the morning after a night of being unable to reach him.

The man found the face of his friend's pillow when he opened the door.

"What time is the boss!?."

"Paan the heck you early in the morning already make a fuss in the place of people. Just interrupt!." His grunts just left Edo.

"Gue kirain you were helped under wewe from last night no news."

"Hp I'm dead." Alfin threw his body on the sofa to close his eyes again.

"Well, Rosi wasn't here last night?."

"Some, but go straight home."

"Why?."

"Gue told me to step foot but he didn't want to."

Edo was overwhelmed by it. "Yes he doesn't want, his nails can break dong boy!. Falling self-esteem."

Edo's remarks reminded him of Devina and made her instantly inflamed again.

"Can you not discuss your pride here?."

"Why?." Edo glanced at him. "So there's a fall in your self-esteem?."

"Devina's."

"Devina?. Your future wife?."

"Don't also call it that, bangs*t!." Alfin threw his foot pads at Edo's face.

"Yes, what's wrong."

"Yes you shouldn't bring dong status!. You are deliberately looking for trouble if so!." The man was really upset with Edo the narcissist.

"What did he say?."

"Do you know or want to know?."

"Device, you're the best human tau Fin."

"Well, why are you so emotional?."

"It was you that made me curious, you know!."

"She said my self-esteem was no higher than that of cattle chickens. Don't you think you have a woman who will be bini you?."

"Cie .. By the way, I'm already here!."

"Campret, you why even make fun of it anyway, instead of concerned about also the minister in despicable."

"Try clear love to me how should it be?." Edo pulls the TV remote to turn on the black screen to accompany their morning.

"Yes, you feel like that is really insulting our self-esteem as a man."

"Well?. You insulted me, not me. After all, you know marriage as he does not intend to build a real household anyway?. Your intention is just to make a legacy, ugly no?."

"ugly what?."

"Yes ugly Fin, you marry him just because of the inheritance and it's because you don't want to nerusin bokap lu struggle. Try to imagine how disappointed your parents are with that choice?."

"Oooh, so now you're taking my side!?."

"Sory bro, I'm not on anyone's side. But I'd position myself if I had a child like you."

"Oh, ogah kali has your rich father."

"Instead of me, euh boroo-boroo have your model child,, deuhh amit-amit jabang bayik!."

"Damn it!." Alfin again threw the home sandal that was originally attached to his leg to Edo who was patting the sofa pad on his lap.

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