Married a Contract With a Young Master
Bonus 10 (Rey POV)

I am still confused by my feelings. From the moment I learned that the chatty girl who impressed me with everything that was on her was the little Amel I was looking for.

This feeling is getting weird. I wanted her to be next to me, but I couldn't be sure if this was love. Because I don't know what love is like.

For so long I lived, I never thought about it or wanted to learn it.

Love will only make me a strange and stupid human being like I saw the young master.

I grew even more afraid of that feeling when I saw the young master was so crazy for losing his first love.

All these years I've seen such a young master really scare me myself. Afraid to worry about him, and afraid of myself.

But when I remembered the message from Amel's late mother, I became worried. A promise is a promise, something to keep. She left her daughter to me, and I did.

Until finally someone came and made me curious and liked it.

Other women than others. I saw a lot of grief and sadness when I first saw her.

And one of the most memorable things about her was that she was very loyal to her friendship with the young lady.

The more I get curious. I like to see him angry and upset because of me.

All along, not even a single person dared to refute me, let alone a subordinate. But he was so different, he always fought and argued with me.

But I suck, I don't even dare to go near her. Maybe I have hurt her heart, because every time she starts to soften and tries to build a good relationship with me, I avoid her. I would often even rub his ears if he daydreamed a lot.

Until God got mad at me, so that the least I thought it would happen.

My world seems to stop when I find out if she's the girl I've been looking for all this time. I don't know what luck is called. I'm confused, I'm happy and I don't know what to do.

And I finally ventured to start talking to her a lot and started scraping information about her. Find out how he lived his life.

But something that also makes me sad is knowing that the two good people who used to drive me to find a new place to live are now gone.

He had also once wrongly loved someone and almost married that person.

At this time maybe I could be said to be evil, because I am very happy to remember he did not get married. Until now I can have it completely. I seem to be going crazy.

The more she looked at me and said softly to me, the less I wanted to lose her.

But then again, I don't know where to start creating that romantic thing.

Until I started to remember how the young master treated the young lady all this time.

I took the initiative, but even just clasping her hands just my forehead and hands were already sweating.

I hugged him, and tried to channel everything even without words. But my Amel can't seem to feel what I'm trying to convey.

Either he wants to tease me or he'll make me joke. But it looks like she's been luring me to tell her love.

I also want to say it, because something definitely needs an expression.

But my lips were so stiff back then, and if I'm to be honest, I really don't want to lose them again.

I tried to kiss her lips like the young master did, but I was nervous, I didn't know what to put on them.

I wanted to linger, but something that felt claustrophobic in there bothered me.

I seem to want it, but how should I start it.

I finally let go. Amel's lips felt soft, to the point that I kept thinking about him. Even now I feel like I can't sleep because of it.

Amel was sleeping with his back to me. Honestly I feel sorry to see it, because it's the second day but I haven't started touching it yet. I repeatedly turned my body upside down because I was agitated, but Amel didn't seem to be distracted.

Maybe he really slept well.